Novel & Cerita Why Do I Love Someone That Hurts Me

Why mess me up like this? Every single thing was a lie, the care, the kindness, the dance, the kisses, his words, everything was just to get me to fall into his game. Oh Adrian, why hurt me so? Why break me so? Why get me to love you only to damage me? Why move my heart just to trample on it? I wanted to curse him, I wanted to throw a lot of profanities at him but I couldn’t, I couldn’t lay one single curse at me. It hurts that even after learning of this heartbreaking truth, I still love him, my heart still beat for him just like it did last night. Why? Why can’t I hate him? Why can’t I get rid of the forsaken love? Just why? “Has she said anything?” I heard Max’s voice.

I suddenly remember his fault, so I backed off. "What are you doing here! Go away!" I sighed angrily! "Ian I'm here to explain. I'm sorry!" "Shut up! I'm not in the mood to listen to you, you liar! Stay away from me! I don't want to hear your lies!" I said and couldn't stop myself crying! It's like I'm being squeezed. Very painful. The person I only trust, will even cheat and hurt me like this! Because of my love for him, I suffer this kind of pain now!

Why did I choose to believe my heart even though I knew this would lead to heartaches? "What a fool I am," I said while slowly sobbing. "I'm so stupid. I should've known that this would happen. But I still hoped that maybe something would change, that maybe God gave him the one who would make me happy, but I was wrong again. And my mistake now costs my heart, and I'm in so much pain because I'm dumb enough to be swayed by his sweetness and thoughtfulness." My hand was clenched, then I punched my thigh to release the anger that was hiding in my entire being. "It hurt so much. I don't want it anymore. Why does this always happen to me? All I do is just to love him! There's nothing wrong with w

" I am drinking because of people like you. Love ? It's just a useless thing. Why do I need to love someone if in the end they will hurt me badly? It's just the same routine over and over again. You can be happy at first but sad in the end" I bow my hear and let my tears drip. I sob uncontrollably and I don't care if people are looking at me and judging me without knowing why I'm sobbing and drinking. "I'm sorry for hurting you but I swear , I truly love you" "Bullsh*t that sorry Greg ! You can't just hurt someone thinking that ' sorry' would be enough . Well, at least you said sorry while him didn't. He just leave us without any explanation or goodbye". "Who is he Grace?.

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“Why?” “I didn’t want to love you. Everyone I’ve ever cared for has suffered some horrible fate. I couldn’t bear it if that happened to you. I wanted you to abhor me. To flee me. To stay away. Because in that twisted moment, I thought I could keep you safer by making you hate me.” “I don’t hate you. But I am deeply wounded.” “That’s worse.” “Is it?” “Your hatred I could endure. Knowing I hurt you is too painful to articulate.”

And yet, this was his reaction. I fell in love with someone who doesn’t see me as anything but a tool. Someone who holds my own life in his hands. Someone who captured me, broke me, and now hurts me. And yet, I can’t stop. I fell. And it’s going to destroy me.

“Why does it still hurt so much?” “Because you love them all even though you try to keep them far away from your heart.” He said as he lifted her and placed her on his lap as he wiped every tear she had in her, it seemed, as they came out. He didn’t know the time anymore. It didn’t matter. She needed this. She needed him to be there and just hold her. “It is okay to love someone even though you know they are going to hurt you. Sometimes that hurt will be over and over again as well. The thing about trying to hold them away and still loving them can hurt you as well. It is okay to love your family no matter how much it hurts sometimes.” “She didn’t want me,” Henni said. “What is it about me t

“I don’t know what I did wrong. Maybe if I tried harder to be a good daughter—” “Stop.” Alex’s hand curled around mine on the table. “Don’t blame yourself for fucked-up things other people do.” “I try not to, but…” Another shaky breath. “That’s why Liam cheating on me hurt so much. I wasn’t really in love with him, so I wasn’t heartbroken per se, but he’s yet another person who was supposed to love me but didn’t.” My chest ached. If I wasn’t the problem, why did this keep happening to me? I tried to be a good person. A good daughter, good girlfriend…but no matter how hard I tried, I always ended up hurt.

“But shit, dealing with this is so fucking disruptive. I can’t even remember what it’s like to function.” “You know how I think of love, Mar?” “How?” I asked. “People go through life trying real hard not to get hurt. They refuse commitment, give themselves reasons not to date, nitpick little things on first or second dates and call them red flags, look for shadows of unhappiness in a future that hasn’t come to pass,” he said. “But I think love—real love—is finding that person who you know will hurt you at some point. Someone who can shatter you completely. But they’re just so wonderful and so perfect for you that you’re willing to be hurt if it means you get to have them in your life.”