Why Do I Love Someone That Hurts Me の小説・ストーリー

Going inside, I sat beside him and held his hand, they say that mate’s touch boosts in healing. If you don’t love me, then why you took my dagger? Sometimes I wanted to hurt you so badly, not because I want to but to let you know how it feels, but I can't. How can I peel you out of my heart, when it beats for you. “Your hurting me, but I love you and every second you don’t love me back… it hurts,” I whispered and placed my head on his hand. My mind was in haze, and throat clot from all the crying.

My body for her life. I thought about the bruises. The tears. All the times he had made me cry in pain. “But he hurt me so much,” I whispered, my voice cracking on the last word. Fresh, hot tears blurred my vision. “How can I love someone who’s hurt me this much? It doesn’t make any sense.”

Why mess me up like this? Every single thing was a lie, the care, the kindness, the dance, the kisses, his words, everything was just to get me to fall into his game. Oh Adrian, why hurt me so? Why break me so? Why get me to love you only to damage me? Why move my heart just to trample on it? I wanted to curse him, I wanted to throw a lot of profanities at him but I couldn’t, I couldn’t lay one single curse at me. It hurts that even after learning of this heartbreaking truth, I still love him, my heart still beat for him just like it did last night. Why? Why can’t I hate him? Why can’t I get rid of the forsaken love? Just why? “Has she said anything?” I heard Max’s voice.

"Why can't I hate him?" Kael was quiet for a moment. Then he said, "Because love doesn't work that way. You don't stop loving someone just because they hurt you. You just love them and hurt at the same time." "That's terrible." "Yeah." He put his arm around my shoulders. "It is." I leaned against him and cried harder. He didn't try to stop me. He didn't say it would be okay. He just held me while I broke apart. "I want to go to him," I admitted quietly. "I want to fix this. I want to make the bond whole again and save him."

I endured that because I loved Roven back then so I understood everything even though it was painful and difficult. "Do you think, Roven, your reason for hurting me is valid? I try to understand you and your messy family because I love you and I don't deserve your reason for hurting me." I took my hand back from Zandy and quickly walked towards my car. I rode there. I wiped the tears from my eyes before turning it on. Why am I still hurting? Every time I think about what happened to me and Roven back then, the pain is still there. Do I still love him or I just can't accept his reason for hurting me?

He’s 28 years old with a successful business but wasn’t smart on others feelings. He stood up and walked in the other direction. ‘If you love a person so much, you would do anything to not suffer from the hurt they are in. In this case, you're the one who loves me yet you're also the one who hurted me.’ It was enough for him to understand that he shouldn’t meet with Faith right now. He love Faith more than all the stars in the sky, yet he was the one who hurt her. The last thing he wants is Faith suffering from something he caused, he couldn’t bear seeing the woman he love hurting over and over again.

"Do you understand? He has hurt me more than anyone else in my entire life. The most tears I have cried, the most pain I have felt, it has all been because of Grayson Cross. Why is it always him? Why can I not escape him?" A single tear fell. She wiped it away immediately like it was something shameful. "And I still cannot bring myself to hate him. I have never felt this way toward anyone. He was my first everything. My first love. My first kiss. My first time. The father of my children. And he showed me love in the most painful way possible. Why? What is wrong with me that I keep letting him hurt me?" "Nothing is wrong with you, Shayla. You loved him. You still love him. Love does not just

I told him honestly. It's been two days since I left her room and haven't bothered going in there. We meet for breakfast and I find excuses to stay away from the house simply because for some reason I hate myself every time I hurt her. Hurting people has never been a problem for me but somehow whenever I hurt her, I felt terrible and it made me angry with myself. Why was I bothered about someone like her when it was evident that she was playing me? I refuse to lose in this game and I couldn't wait until I got to the bottom of it.

I hate him! I fucking hate him with everything I have and I hope he crashes on his stupid bike that makes him look smoking hot! Covering my face with my hands, I burst into tears. I don’t hate him. I could never hate him. I love him so fucking much that I would die for him. I’d kill for him. Why does loving someone hurt so much? Is this what men mean when they say that love is the greatest weakness one can possess? It can be one’s downfall until there is no return.

"If I'm understanding this, you don't want to love him because he's gone through a lot." "No, that's not—" "That's exactl—" "I'm scared! Of him hurting me and me hurting him! Loving him complicates things unnecessarily. I don't want to be with anyone else but Tyler and I really don't want to hurt Tarik because he's already gone through so much." "You're stupid."