Word Of Pain の小説・ストーリー

walang gana niyang saad bago umalis. 'A psychopath loves pain. Sa bawat hampas o tama sa kaniya'y iba ang hatid nun para sa kaniya. Kung sa atin ay masakit, para sa kaniya'y masarap yun sa pakiramdam.' 'She never beg them to stop. She never shouts for pain and she never shred even a single tear from those pains.' 'Einver! How could you say that?! May pinagsamahan naman kayo, diba? Bakit ganiyan ka kung maka-asta?!'

I had never felt this pain before, not even during the times that Ashton and I had fought several times. The pain I was feeling right now was too much to bear. It’s as if my heart had been clenched so hard until it burst, breaking into tiny little pieces. It was excruciating, agonizing, and torturous. And I couldn’t fucking breath because of the intense pain. It was fucking killing me. Sinubukan kong patahanin ang sarili ko, at pakalmahin ang naghihingalo kong puso. Pero imbes na maibsan ang sakit na nadarama ko, another question popped up inside my head instead.

"Masakit din sa akin ang pagkawala ng baby natin, if only you knew how it pains me--" "Pain? Meron ka ba non? Sa tuwing pumapatay ka.. kayo.. naiisip ninyo ba ang sakit na dulot niyon sa pamilya ng pinatay ninyo? Don't talk to me about pain, because you don't know what that word means. At huwag mong angkinin ang anak ko, you're no part of him." "Lei.."

Shedding tears over someone because he doesn't care about you. PAIN And pain. Have you experienced getting hurt? Pained expression. Pained body. Pained heart. Everything is hurting and it is all because of love. INVISIBLE Have you experienced being invisible?. You're here, but it is as if you weren't. The type of invisibility wherein you're the one who was there for him, but you're still not the apple of his eye? BETRAYAL Have you ever experienced trusting someone only for them to ruin your being, wreck your walls, and build trust issues inside you? how about trusting someone to the point wherein you cannot imagine that they'd break it sooner or later?, Because you trust them too much?.

Tumutulo na naman ang aking mga luha. I didn’t see this pain coming. I was blind by his embrace. I was blind to the point that I forgot the fact that everything was wrong. It was too late when I realized it. Simoun Alexander Hord, you are my most terrible mistake.

- malungkot kong sabi. "So you will agree with the wedding carrying those pain and hatred?"- Enah "Come on Athena... You suffered so much! Baka pwedeng sarili mo naman intindihin mo without thinking who or which is affected "- Micka "I wanted the wedding... But it's painful, masakit, sobra, hindi ko alam kung bakit but the pain is so much more painful than before."- I confessed

Her I love you. This is right. For the sake of loving her, this pain will be worth it. Napangiti siya at umungol sa panibagong hataw ng sakit na nanunuot sa kanyang mga laman. Half of his body is screaming in too much agony. He heard the sound of the whiplash invading his back inch by inch. It's easy to fade away and let go. To stop breathing and just die so the pain will stop right at once. But his Julie is waiting. And he can't keep her waiting. He gave her his word. He said he loves her. And he is going to love her more starting with this pain and after this pain.

mabilis niyang inayos ang mga papel sa kanyang table saka kinuha ang bag tapos mabilis na lumabas ng opisina. Pag-alis niya, naiwan akong tulala sa loob ng opisina. Nakatitig sa pinto kung saan siya lumabas. Tumingala ako, at doon ko lang narealize… I’ve never felt this kind of pain before. The kind of pain that doesn’t scream, but quietly falls deep inside you.. The kind of pain you don’t know when it will ever stop. “God, Kat…” mahinang bulong ko habang napahawak sa aking noo.

Dinampian nito ng halik ang noo ko at buong mukha hanggang leeg, saka ito unti-unting gumalaw sa aking ibabaw. I still feel the pain, pero hindi na masyadong masakit. Hanggang sa nasanay ang pagkababae ko sa paglabas-masok ng kanyang kahabaan. Finally, I am no longer groaning in pain but I am now moaning in pleasure as Alex thrust his in a little faster.

Nakakapanghina, nakakapangmanhid, hindi ko na alam kung anong gagawin para lang maibsan ang sakit. Durog na ako pero parang paulit-ulit pa akong dinudurog. Parang wala ng katapusan lahat ng paghihirap na naranasan ko. Ano ba ang kailangan kong gawin para matigil ang lahat ng to dahil sobrang sakit na. Oh p-please can someone help me stop this pain? Please, stop this pain...I'm begging...I'm begging. This pain is killing me.