Novel & Cerita Ya Allah Tenangkan Hati Dan Pikiranku

I will forever be grateful to you, Allah. Alhamdulillah The End

"Please I know you heard everything but Dan Allah (because of God)don't allow others to hear us. In Sha Allah (by God's will) everything will go as planned, so don't worry" Hajiya Kaltumi said holding Umma in place so she will not fall down

I gather my strength so that I could say those words. 'ya Allah give me strength.'

My heart was beating rapidly and I couldn't focus on anything but this beautiful masterpiece of God. Xx____xX

Once there, I prepare my mind for tomorrow. Please let it be a good day. Oh, goddess. Please.

Mjhe pata hai Meri beti bohat achi hai is liye beta kabhi Allah per se bharosa mat uthana, sirf Allah se mangna, kisi ke aage na jhukna, Azaan ko achi tarbiyat Dena, hamesha khush rehna--' (Noor, my daughter, take care of everyone. Give your brother lots of love. I know that I don't have much time left. But my daughter, never give a person a reason to get hurt. I know my daughter is amazing, but please, always keep your trust and belief in Allah. Only ask from Allah. Never bow in front of anyone except Allah. Do Azan's best upbringing. Always keep yourself happy--) He took a deep breath and again spoke ' hum tumse hamesha pyar kerte rahenge beta or kabhi khud ko akela mat samajhna. Hum tumha

The tears welled up in my eyes thinking that when I want to pray the most I can't even because of my monthly cycle. "Yaa Allah you can hear me at any time, any place, please bring ease to my soul please make, making a decision easier, Ya Rabb I can only count in you for my well being, YAA RABB HAVE MERCY ON YOUR SERVANT" by now my tears were flowing like a waterfall. Six years and still I'm not able to get over that stupid excuse for a human.

Since sleep has fled, I'd better spend my time reciting words of calm from the Qur'an. I picked up a black hijab cap, wore it and slid back into my covers, picked up my phone and opened my Quran app. I opened the random verse part of the app and the first verse that jumped at me was, 'For Allah loves those who put their trust (in Him).' I shut my eyes and muttered, Alhamdulillah. All I'm going to be doing from now on, in all situations is, Tawakkul, utterly putting my trust in Allah and His plans for my life.