Yearns Meaning

*** I was complete but useless, when I met him. He was my saviour that time. He enlightened me and gave meaning to my useless life. He became my happiness but at the same time my sadness, that turns out to be my nightmare. I thought that he will be my first and last, but I'm wrong 'coz it's just lust. I gave everything to him, my life, my body and also my heart but he broke it. I was so dumb and became useless again but the worst part is he made me feel so loved but left me afterwards. Nung unang kita niya sa akin para akong isang bimpo na madumi na kanyang ni linisan at inalagaan... But after that, things turns upside down... Nagising na lamang ako ng mag isa at doon ko lang din na realized na panandalian lamang ang lahat. Sana pala hindi na niya ako pinulot pa kung mas malala pala ang huling babagsakan ko. Ang O.A ba ng explanation ko? O.A na kung O.A. But, you can't blame me. Nasaktan ako, nag dusa at nag tiis sa sakit ng iniwan niya ko. Wala siyang tinira pati ata ang kaluluwa ko dala niya. He left me hanging while falling apart. Lahat ng saya noong na kasama ko siya ay na palitan ng isang milyon na sakit nung iwan niya ako. Para akong lobo na bigla na lang binitawan pag katapos pag sawaan. Yes. That's me, the EX- Wife of that monster Zeke Ethan Harmes. I want to know the reasons why he throw me? Why he left me dumbfounded? I need an explanation. I need his acceptable reason. I need him and I love him. Pero mas gusto alamin kung minahal niya ba ako o ginamit niya lang ako para sa yaman?

She's a licensed teacher but jobless. He's a billionaire CEO in search of a replacement for his missing fiancée. Alina Reyes is a licensed professional teacher, but years have passed and she still hasn't landed a stable job. She's been submitting resumés everywhere she can, hoping to find something with decent pay. But rejection after rejection leaves her feeling defeated. Just when she's about to give up, an unexpected email from a prestigious company arrives. She assumes it's for a regular job interview, an opportunity to turn her life around. But to her surprise, she's hired. Not as an employee, but as the wife of Riel Alcantara, a young, hot, and ridiculously wealthy CEO. At a young age, Riel Alcantara is already one of the most powerful and desirable businessmen in the country. Cold, calculating, and always in control. He's known for being a man of few words and even fewer emotions. After the mysterious disappearance of his fiancée, he's in desperate need of a replacement for both business and personal reasons. He offers Alina a life beyond her wildest dreams: financial stability, security, and a future free from worries. The only condition is that she has to marry him. Can a jobless teacher teach a billionaire the true meaning of love?