You Hurt Yourself To Make Me Stay นิยาย & เรื่องราว

“El! How long are you going to keep this up?! Mel’s burn is your fault to begin with. How can you be so irresponsible? She’s a woman. How is she supposed to wear a skirt with such a scar on her leg?” The next second, he roughly shoved me into the car. As the door slammed shut, the sharp edge of the metal frame scraped against my calf. It left a vicious, gaping wound. Benedict barely glanced at it before muttering that I was being dramatic.

I said He stared at me with teary eyes "I hurt people you know that right?" He said " Why do you hurt them? Why are you doing that are you doing that for fun? Tell me "I uttered " No. I'm doing this for you to notice me" he said " Why Me? And why did you hurt yourself too? Why do you need to do that? You almost killed yourself" I said in a calm tone of voice

I'm already hurting and I'm going to hurt him, maybe I'm becoming selfish so this is what's happening to us. Apart from not being able to tell who I really am, I also don't have the courage. "Sy," Zyrous called. I still ignored him, I just kept staring inside the refrigerator. I took the water, I squeezed it into the gulp. "You can leave, sorry for all the pain I gave you, I became selfish just so you wouldn't leave me,

“ You are mad at me and I get it but then allow me to make it up to you” “ I don't need you making it up to me, you can always go to that woman and make it up to her, you don't even need to be here, what are you still doing here? Jennifer can come around and stay with me or I can stay by myself I'm not a baby you know”

I try to calm my breathing. "You just need to say yes, and then I'll fuck you hard until you beg me to stop." "Don't do this to me," I whisper, unable to think straight. "You don't want to?" "I..." "My girl. Only mine," he licks my lips. "Come back to me. I can't be without you." "Don't do this to me." "What?" "You'll hurt me. I know you will. You'll discard me like you did with all the others, you'll get tired of me like you did with Mia. That's why I have to stay away from you."

I tell him watching his face go from happy to sad and confused “ what? why? Because of what happened? It wasn’t your fault” he says trying to make everything better “ But it was, I hurt you because you were trying to save me. Staying with me will only put you in danger. I know who’s after me now, I don’t know how to stop him but I know how to stop myself. There’s a place my dad created when I was born. I’m going to go there and stay until I figure out what’s wrong with me. And I’m going without you” I tell him attempting to sit up

“Each smile that you make, touches my heart The thoughts of you linger in me, As I close my eyes because I don’t want to see you go Asking myself, How can you hurt me so? The laughter and kisses that we shared… Is now shattered into pieces How could you do this to me? You left me nothing but my insanity”

He’s just using me. All he knows to love is himself, even if it hurts but I have to stop. Six years of fooling you, Tagan, is enough. I'm also tired of knocking on your hard heart, you've got everything from me but now I'll make sure you don't hurt the new me. I will get through these bruises and bring back the band that you destroy! I will no longer chase and beg for a little of your time now. I'll get up again and I'll make sure you don't turn me around in your palm again!

She caught my arm immediately, my warm hands steadying me. “You’re hurt,” she breathed, but I wasn’t listening. I was just looking at her face. How she looked really stressed and my heart clenched painfully tight at the thought that I let her go through that alone. I didn’t have the strength to lie to her. Her fingers brushed the side of my head where I’d cut myself earlier, and pain shot down my neck. She flinched like she felt it too. “Why would you…” she started, but her voice cracked. She swallowed and tried again. “Why would you do this to yourself just to stay in control?”

“𝄞You don't have to pretend about it 'cause it's crystal clear now, now… I'll be better on my own. I'll be better on my own. 𝄞” I turned my back on him and started to run, but his hand caught mine, pulling me to a stop. Before I could protest, he wrapped his arms around me. I tried to shake them off, but his hold was firm, grounding me in a way I both resented and needed. “𝄞Why are you so quick to leave? When we both could make it work? When I'm gone, I make you nervous… If you hurt me, I deserve it. I've been actin' foolishly. Forgettin' what you're worth.𝄞”