Novel & Cerita You Will Always Be My Favorite What If

That was what we always did. But even as I fell asleep, I couldn’t help but wonder: what if there really was no other option than killing the man I loved?

“I know right? So how about we put a spoonful of sugar in there my sweet and lovely daddy.” “Not gonna work.” He chuckled. “If he'd put it, I would've gone everywhere in search of the real Derek… because only a clone Derek would do something like that.” Astrid whispered. “I heard that.” We laughed together, and right then I knew I could never have wished for anything more, they're my two favorite people, and I loved them a lot. End of flashback

It was something that was always at the back of my mind—*What would my life have been like if Matteo hadn’t divorced me? After five long years of wondering, I finally had the answer I genuinely wanted. If Matteo hadn’t divorced me that day, I would have gone without knowing Luca wasn’t his. And I wouldn’t have ever gotten to know Alessandro, nor would I experience this feeling I currently had. I wouldn’t trade it for the world. Even if Matteo waged a bigger war, I still wouldn’t trade this moment for anything. After Alessandro tucked Luca in and came back to cuddle with me, I waited for the right moment to bring up the message.

Drawing circles on his chest, I thought about what could’ve happened if we had met earlier. I wondered if his affection toward me would overshadow my affection toward James. Maybe Maria would still be alive, and we would’ve stayed best friends. Maybe we could’ve been a big happy family, going on double dates, sharing sex stories, and coordinating with each other so our children would be born around the same time. So many things could’ve been different, but it isn’t. We have to deal with the cards we’ve been dealt. “A penny for your thoughts,” Isaiah whispered through my hair.

I never would've given Joanna the chance to hurt me. "You ask about what could've been? I used to wonder that too. If I had never met you, how would my life have turned out? If I hadn't fallen in love with you, would it have been different? If I had never gotten pregnant with your child, would it have changed anything? "But Sean, we both know all those 'what-ifs' won't bring us back. "People move forward, step by step. No one walks backward to retrace time. We can't go back to what we were. I might've treasured your love once, but now… I truly don't need it anymore."

“I’ve never actually said that out loud before.” “You don’t have to pretend with me,” I said, adjusting my stance as I managed another careful glide forward. “I know.” The rink felt quieter after that and I glanced down at my last question, a small smile forming. “This one’s my favorite.” “Oh?” “What’s one question you’ve always wished someone would ask you?” He looked at me for a long second, weighing something, then gave a smaller, more thoughtful smile. “No one’s ever asked me whether I’m happy.”

"What if... what if Mom wasn't around? We could do this all the time." He slowed, still buried deep. "What do you mean?" I pushed back against him. "Just hypothetically. If she... passed away. Would you marry me? Make me your wife?" He chuckled, resuming his pace. "Dark thoughts, baby. But yeah, in a heartbeat. You'd be all mine." The words fueled my orgasm, my pussy clenching around his cock as I came hard. He followed, filling me up. We lay there, tangled, talking softly.

But what if…? What if she doesn't want me at all.

I did often wonder what my life would have been like if I did run. Would he have come after me? A sigh fell from my lips. What ifs were pointless. I was happy, this was my life now and I had to start making the most of it. “You would have gone to Yale if you never came here. If you never moved here and met Jake, you’d be at Yale right now”. “Living my best life”. I rolled my eyes. “Do you think we’d have still met like would he have found me?”. She shrugged. “You moved here because you were meant to move here. Your gran knew exactly what she was doing. As sad as that may sound it’s true”.

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