You Will Always Be My Favorite What If นิยาย & เรื่องราว

If everything goes well, I will be long gone before morning. My mind wandered as I waited in silence. I replayed my childhood and how my life could have been different is I had a wolf like I was supposed to. Would I be strong like my brother? beautiful like my once best friend? I might have found my mate. I cried for the first time in so long over these. The what ifs. The maybes, but this was now and I needed to accept that.

We both laughed. “Do you think there’s anything that would make you reconsider your opinion of your circumstances?” She looked uncomfortable asking the question. Immediately I was suspicious that she’d been put up to the task, trying to help her brother seduce me. Maybe it was the way that she twisted her fingers in her lap, but she didn’t look like she was trying to be deceptive. “I don’t know.” She nodded sadly. “I’d be lying if I said I hadn’t thought about if this had been handled or happened differently. I don’t even know if I’d be the same person if I’d spent my life knowing this was to be my fate. I mean how different would I be if I’d been able to spend time with you guys as I grew u

A part of me wants to hold him up. Tell him, it’s okay. You can make wrong decisions and it would still work out. The other Part of me feels that it’s the way to go… We just wasn’t meant to be, maybe if we had met under different circumstances, we would have made it and we could have been happy together. If Faron had never entered his life, If He had grown up somewhere loved with his parents without all the lies… the what if’s take over all my thoughts as I stand there looking into the dark of the Forest.

But, what if its's true? What if he loves me more than friend?

he quietly replied. It was all my fault. If I was never born, none of that would’ve ever happened. Everyone would still be alive. Everyone would still be happy. “That’s not true,” Kevin protested, “the man responsible for everything is already dead. None of this is your fault.” I stared him right in the eyes and asked him if he and Zephyr would've been happy and alive if I was never born, and he remained silent.

She laughed, "Isn't it normal? Think of it this way: if you were to share a mate, let's say Selene, or let me use myself because I know Selene is your favorite. I'll just use myself as the example so I don't ruin your mood." I smiled. I was surprised that even she thought Selene was my favorite. Well, I didn't want to admit it, but seeing as I was more attached to Adele, I didn't feel that way towards Selene. Yet, everyone seemed to think that Selene was my favorite, even Adele thought so too. I listened as she said. "Well, let's say I was the only mate you had, and then both you and another guy were mated to me, which means you both had to share me.

A place where I felt like I was not worthy of someone who actually wanted to spend time with me. "It was a different time and I was a different person." He says and I roll my eyes at his statement, That is ridiculous. "We're both different people. I'm different" I say and he sighs again. "But do you think things would have turned out better if we went to China together ?" He says asking the one question that has haunted me since we broke up? I sit in silence trying to picture what life would have been. What if I had chosen him over my mother Would we have gotten married? Would I have more than one baby by now?

I asked. "Not on my part, sir. I will always love you above all others. The fact you would care to allow me to live my fantasies makes you precious beyond belief. Who else in all the world would love me so much, he would gift me this? Above even his own feelings for me?"

Leaving me to wander alone in my thoughts. Staring at the ceiling, my mind drifted back to the incident that just happened, If he hadn’t come to save me, I would’ve been dead now right?… would it have been better?..leaving this world?” I thought. My thoughts were interrupted by a faint knock on the door.

What if that person won’t care about how broken or worthless I am and he would accept me all the same? A lot of what-ifs came to my mind, there was a chance that I had a mate out there who was just waiting for me. I heard that some wolves would rather grow old alone than choose someone else to mate with. What if I had someone like that? If I did, then it would be wrong for me not to attend or meet him, even if it’s just once.