When I got home I threw my backpack down and immediately hopped to the kitchen digging out a bag of chips before planting my ass on the couch. There I was determined to stay for the remainder of my evening. It was the last week of school, no one wanted to assign homework and even fewer of my classmates were going to do it. Reaching into my pocket I took out my phone and tapped away the call out to my friends.
“Okay, who has any news to share?”
We were all still waiting to hear each other’s plans after graduation. My best friend Laurel already had been accepted into a great college so her continuing education had been the talk of the group last week. Certainly someone this week had more news.
“Francis got a notice during the last bell.” Laurel chimed back. She shared that class with him and we all knew what a notice meant.
Any boy between the ages of 18 and 29 could be called up for service at the border. It was meant to be an honor. You’d get your orders to serve five years, and then afterwards you’d have free housing, free healthcare, anything you needed to be set up for success when you returned was yours. The caveat being of course you needed to return. Five years was a long time, the border we all knew had seen its fair share of bloodshed. Few returned, few were cared for as well as they were promised, and even fewer lived beyond the mental anguish of everything they had seen was never easy. The common folk knew the survival rate was about half, those that returned rarely lasted ten years before taking their own lives.
“When does he leave?” I typed back and saw everyone else quickly do the same.
“No! When?” Darla, the only other female in our group messaged. Her Laurel and I had the stronger connection compared to the others. Darla being the one who gossips and Laurel and I going along with her shenanigans was what made us a formidable group.
“Damn, I never thought it’d be him.” Cooper posted.
“It’ll be fine. We can send him off with a fine farewell.” Rodrik typed.
“Dance Friday?” Darla responded without skipping a beat.
“Before the dance.” I responded. Rodrik was going to be polite and decline for some other reason. We both promised we would go to the dance together already and neither of us wanted to miss out on it. We had been an on again off again couple for the last five years, currently none of them knew we were on again.
Suddenly I got a ding Darla had messaged me privately. “Lunch tomorrow? We must talk!”
Damn, Rodrik and I already had plans. “Can’t girl, I’ve got plans.”
“Oh man I knew it was juicy!” her message flashed and I could feel the drama mill churning miles away as she squealed with glee at the prospects.
“They’re getting suspicious.” I quickly messaged Rodrik.
“Darla got to me too.” He replied.
Smiling down at my phone I didn’t even realize my mom had walked in, “Better not be dick pics you’re looking at with that grin.” She scowled.
“Mom!” my gasp caused me to shoot up.
“Oh don’t play innocent. We both had that talk years ago.” Her bag fell to the ground and she slumped into the chair, “Your father’s coming for your graduation Saturday.” She was never one to sugar coat the bad news. “Just told me today.”
“Why?” I scoffed, “Not like I’m going off to some military school, because yeah I’ve been getting those emails.”
“No idea, maybe he’s just realizing you’re getting older. How are you doing?”
“Besides not having any idea what I’m going to do after school?” laughing was a coping mechanism, “Guess it could be worse. Francis got a notice today during last bell.”
“Fuck,” she sighed, “How you holding up?”
“LIke I said, it’s easy to be fine when I have no direction.”
“You can start a medic fellowship. I know you don’t want to see any action, but the facility I work at is just up the road.”
“No offense mom,” the laugh escaping again, “I think after school I’m supposed to look for a way to get out of the house.”
“No universities?”
“Nope.” I looked back to my phone the messages had gotten crazy lately.
“Go on,” she smiled, “I’ll get dinner started.”
“They noticed Cooper!” Laurel’s message was the first I missed.
“Cooper?” wrote Rodrik, “He was just responding not too long ago.”
“Francis and Cooper?” Darla messaged, making sure to add a shocked face afterward.
“He didn’t say anything!” Rodrik typed.
“He’s my fucking neighbor!” Laurel wrote back, “The car just left. We know what it means.”
“Wait they didn’t do it during school?” I messaged, finally able to get a word in edgewise
“Guess they thought it was easier?” Darla responded.
True, but they always did it during school that way it was public. This was just wrong. Then again, Cooper was the youngest of an already enlisted brother though his brother chose the path willingly. Maybe he got some minimal privacy because of it? We had all heard stories about Cooper’s older brother; he was seven years older than him and had made quite the name for himself in service. My father always was fond of the family which spoke monuments to his dedication at the border.
“Fuck if they get me too that’s everyone!” Rodrik wrote and I could feel his desperation in the words.
We all knew it was nearly a guarantee a third of the boys would be noticed but two in our group?
“I can’t wait until Friday,” Rodrik messaged me privately, “Can I come over tonight?”
“Make it an early night. My mom’s home and apparently we need to be well rested for school tomorrow.”
I turned back to my mom who was busy in the kitchen putting water into a pot, “Rodrik’s coming over tonight is that okay?”
“Sure thing, why all of a sudden?” she called over her shoulder.
“Cooper got noticed.” I sighed and she turned around with a pale face eyes wide as saucers.
“At his house?”
I nodded.
“This late?”
Nodding again I feared for what this could mean. Rodrik was the youngest of the group, he was going to be 18 in a few weeks, maybe he would get lucky?
“I’m going to make a call.” her grumble as she snatched her phone from her pocket could only mean one thing: she was about to call my father.
She rushed to her bedroom on the second floor as I made my way to the bottom of the steps hoping I could hear some part of the conversation.
“What the fuck is happening!” She yelled, “I don’t give two shits about how busy you are. Your daughter just had two friends get noticed. One I think is sad, two though, don’t you tell me it’s the luck of the draw.” she paused and I heard something hit against a wall upstairs, “When were you going to tell me this? I don’t fucking care what kind of honor it is you’re getting it fixed right now!”
It was thirty minutes later that a knock at the door in front of me called me from the step. I opened it but put a finger to my mouth as I pulled Rodrik inside. “They’ve been arguing since you said you were coming over.”
“About what?” He looked up the stairs to the closed doors.
“I told her Cooper was noticed too and it threw her into a fit of rage. I don’t know.”
“Think your dad could pull some strings and get it dismissed?” He joked and made himself right at home on the couch. Why wouldn’t he feel at home, he’d spent enough time here it was practically his second home. “Darla’s going nuts by the way. Laurel knows I assume?”
“I didn’t tell anyone.” I shrugged, “If she knows it's her superpower at play.” Laurel and I had known each other since we were kids. She knew every secret I had despite me swearing to never tell her everything.”
Rodrik pushed his brown hair out of his eyes and relaxed as I joined him curled up at his side, “I did miss this.” He sighed, “I think I’ll miss it even more after school.”
Both of our phones went off and suddenly I was all too aware of his hand resting on my side.
“Ignore them.” He growled and raised my head up to kiss me gently.
More chimes and vibrations called us both and we rolled out eyes.
“Fuck! Happy Birthday Ashai I almost forgot!” Darla’s message sent fury of messages and pictures of cakes and balloons.
That’s right, I sighed. It was my birthday today. I was eighteen and I had no worry or need to be scared of being noticed like my friends. They were only after the boys it would seem.
Once everyone finished filing in and the courtiers settled down I felt exposed. All eyes were on me, I could feel them. Everyone wanted their chance to look at the changeling turned pet for the House of Wolves. Luckily, it wasn’t long before Dimitris came in to the bang of three spear heads on the ground. He didn’t take a seat as I would have expected, rather he stayed standing with his feet inches from the edge of the platform. Also to his credit he didn’t look over at me once. Meanwhile I was staring just as awestruck as the first day I saw him on that platform. Maybe I was mistaken but I did manage to catch a little smirk just before he started to speak. “As you all know from our previous gathering there was outcry for the Nobel house to allow our ward to attend court in traditional fashion.” He spoke as if the very room carried his voice echoing against the walls. “She is here today, and now we can put that entire business behind us.” He turned finally, taking to his throne sitt
I woke with far more aches and pains than I had previously. The result of our antics last night painted across both of our bodies. Dimitris’s back looked like he had been assaulted by a savage animal his neck had dried blood from my many bites. At one point I could have sworn I latched onto him and nearly tore out a section of his shoulder. This morning it appeared as nothing more than a well-defined bruise, sending a chill down my spine as I couldn't help recalling how it felt to have him between my teeth. Damn, I thought to myself, I need to give him a break. Then again, nothing I had done so far left any scarring, sure he looked sore for hours afterward but as far as everlasting damage that would be something Sylis once again excelled at over me. I shook my head trying to drown out the guilt and inferiority before he could sense it, “I’m so sorry.” I buried my head in the blankets as he got up to start cleaning himself off. "I didn't mean to go all crazy on you." "Crazy?" His fa
Dimitris stood at the door waiting until Conrad and Anju left leaving me in the bed feeling far more exposed than necessary. He was just there, standing tall, deep inhales and growling exhales that sent shivers down my spine. It was as if he were just trying to assess my situation without talking to me first. “Are you going to come here?” I patted the bed but he didn’t move. “You know I’m okay right?” maybe he was worried about me? “That’s not-” but he stopped, “You’re still hiding your fae nature?” Reflexively, my hands went to the top of my head but I shouldn’t have been surprised I knew it was hidden and nodded. “Guess you didn’t take all your power back huh?” ”I closed off our bond three days ago.” His eyes were narrowed at me as if I was keeping something secret from him, “Conrad and Anju said you needed the break.” Looking down, just away from him to avoid his eyes, I shrugged, “Sorry, I guess I really couldn’t handle it like I thought.” “You handled it fine,” I heard a
Dimitris stood at the door waiting until Conrad and Anju left leaving me in the bed feeling far more exposed than necessary. He was just there, standing tall, deep inhales and growling exhales that sent shivers down my spine. It was as if he were just trying to assess my situation without talking to me first. “Are you going to come here?” I patted the bed but he didn’t move. “You know I’m okay right?” maybe he was worried about me? “That’s not-” but he stopped, “You’re still hiding your fae nature?” Reflexively, my hands went to the top of my head but I shouldn’t have been surprised I knew it was hidden and nodded. “Guess you didn’t take all your power back huh?” ”I closed off our bond three days ago.” His eyes were narrowed at me as if I was keeping something secret from him, “Conrad and Anju said you needed the break.” Looking down, just away from him to avoid his eyes, I shrugged, “Sorry, I guess I really couldn’t handle it like I thought.” “You handled it fine,” I heard a
I was put up in a room next to Conrad and Anju’s much against Dimitris’s protest. Though when Anju said it was a necessity and Conrad backed her up Dimitris oddly allowed it. Anju and Yvet were the ones who were watching over me. Dimitris, it had felt like a lifetime since I had seen him or felt him. I just laid in the bed feeling wave after wave of cramping pain that caused every inch of me to tense up. “It’ll pass,” Anju stroked my hair, “The Attason boys aren’t really known for their restraint. The same thing happened to me after I bonded with Conrad. You’ll feel better soon.” Soon? The lack of timeframe was the worst. The only thing I continued to cling to was the fact that my ears and tail weren’t out yet, Dimitris it seemed wasn’t one hundred percent gone. “Dimitris might not have told you everything, about what it means to have a bond with your mate. I guess you also don’t exactly know what it means since humans don’t know about bonding or mates.” I shook my head. “He
“Breakfast?” Conrad chimed. Dimitris rolled his eyes, “Are you really going to take up more of our time?” With a laugh and a wink Conrad pulled away from Anju wrapping one arm around his brother’s neck, “You’ve forced me to ignore my little sis for so many moon cycles. Not anymore.” “Forced him?” I frowned taking a step back, “What’s going on?” “Nothing,” Pushing Conrad off him, Dimtiris groaned, “I didn’t want you to be overwhelmed by everyone.” “Conrad’s always wanted a younger sister.” Anju winked and it was like someone flipped a switch making everyone around me actually approachable. I don’t know why they were so different towards me but maybe I could get used to this. “Emnore never qualified?” I laughed. “She’s older than me.” Conrad cocked his head to the side. “Wait…” That certainly muddied the timeline up a bit. “How?” “She was born a few moons after Alfred,” Anju nodded, “She started out as a ward of the crown too. Those two grew up together.” “Certainly waited a