"Tell me how can I love you when you were the reason why the girl I love the most left me?!! You bitch!" I couldn't help but to cry when he pulled my arm."No one will going to love you because you're a desperate crazy bitch!" He then let go of my arm that made me slam on the floor.
"Please Cloud, listen to me, I only did that because I love you!!" I shouted on his face as tears kept on streaming in my face.
"When you really love me, you will never do that!" He spatted.
"But because you are a selfish brat, ofcourse you will do anything to get what you want, but take this in your stupid fucking mind," he paused and looked at me with disgust. "You were wrong when you messed up with me, I will make your life a misery." His voice was filled with anger and I was unable to look at his eyes.
"C-cloud" I tried to reach for his hand but he just ignored and left me.
I cried in my hand thinking how stupid I am to be in this situation.How stupid I was to do such thing I know I will suffer in the end. The man in front of me a while ago is the man I thought I truly love and once I thought a man could give me a happy life but the opposite happens.
He is Cloud Miguel Salazar, 31 years old and the well-known businessman and the owner of successful Salazar enterprises that owns luxury hotels and malls around the world.
He was once my prince charming when we were kids and he's always the one who protect and comfort me but everything turns upside down when I’ve done a stupid mistake.
Before anything else, I am Abby Leonor Zegura 23 years old and daughter of the former famous model Diane Zegura and successful businessman Leandro Zegura and the heiress of Zegura Enterprises.
Maybe everyone was thinking that I own everything I wanted in life, but for me, I am willing to give up everything just to be with Cloud.
"FOR CHRIST sake Abby! How can you do that?! How can you ruin someone’s life for your own benefit?!" I was really ashamed by the words of my mother in front of me. She is indeed mad for what I’ve done.
"I do not know what I will do to you anymore!" She shouted and left me crying my heart out.
"Mom" I tried to stop my mother but she also ignored me and continued to go upstairs.
My dad only looked at me with disappointment evident in his eyes and then followed my mother upstairs.
I can’t help but cry my heart out. All my life I only wanted my parents to be proud of me, everything they want I always follow, I tried to be an obedient daughter and not to be a burden to them. Even sometimes I should set aside the things I love in order to follow what they want but maybe I wasn't enough.
In just one mistake, every beautiful and good thing I did for them instantly vanished. I really wanted my parents to be proud of me but I never expected them to be disappointed and worse get mad at me. I only did what I think was best for me but it turns out it is the worst decision I made.
After Cloud shouted at me I immediately went to my parents’ house hoping they would somehow comfort me but I was wrong that I hoped for once, they would act as my parents but instead they shouted and got angry at me which I understand because it was indeed all my fault.
Three months ago, Cloud’s supposed wedding was ruined because his fiancé broke up with him on the day of their wedding and he blamed everything on me.
Before the wedding I made a stupid decision in my whole life by sending a picture to his fiancé and in the picture it was me and cloud sleeping naked together.
That day, Cloud visited me because he wanted to invite me personally for his wedding. He has no idea about my feelings for him and when I heard about his wedding, an idea occured in my mind and that night also I gave him a juice with sleeping pills on it. I can't let him marry someone else. Maybe I am really selfish but there was part of me that tells me, it is now or never. He fell asleep the moment he drank the juice and I struggled to bring him to my room. I just removed his clothes but I swear I never looked at his private parts.
Nothing happened between us but his girlfriend never believed in him and left him in the altar. My dad was so furious and demanded a wedding but to my surprise Cloud agreed and now I understand why, because he will make my life miserable and hellish like what he believes I did to him.
I've only done that stupid decision because I love him so much that it kills me watching him marrying another girl. I can't contain seeing him building a family with someone else while all my life I only dream to have a family with him. I never let anyone courted me because I only wanted Cloud.
I never regret what I’ve done but the pain and the harsh words he told me everyday was enough to make me feel anxious and disgusted with myself.
We are one month married and we are now living in one house but the treatment he gave to me was like a poison to my everyday life.But then I believe that love is more powerful than anything and I keep on praying that he will love me more than I love him.
"Mamahalin mo rin ako Cloud, pangako!"
Abby's POV:"S-Stop it Cloud! P-Pleasee t-tama na!!!"nanghihinang sigaw ko sa kanya habang dahan dahang lumalapit.Kinakabahan ako sa talim ng titig niya habang isa isang binabasag ang mga gamit sa kusina—baso, pinggan at kung ano pang mahawakan niya. I can’t help but to sobbed while looking at his deadly glare.Tiningnan niya ako na parang isa akong basura na nasa harapan niya,.Na parang isang malaking kasalanan na nag exist pa ako sa mundo. Kulang ang salitang kinasusuklaman sa paraan ng pagkakatingin niya sakin.Nagulat ako ng akmang kukunin ko na ang basong hawak niya ay hinablot niya ang braso ko at marahas akong niyugyog"ANG SABI KO GUTOM NA AKO PERO LETCHE! ANG BAGAL BAGAL MO ANO BA?!!!" Sigaw niya sa mukha ko at hindi ko mapigilang hindi mapaiyak sa sakit ng hawak at pananalita niya."WALANG KWENTANG BUHAY TO, WALA KANG KWENTA!!! ANG DAPAT SA MGA GAMIT DITO BINABASAG DAHIL PUROS WALANG K
Abby's POV:Nasa elevator pa lang ako papunta sa office ni Cloud ay panay na ang tingin sa akin ng mga empleyado niya, tiningnan ko ang sarili ko kung may mali ba sa suot ko—yellow puff dress na hanggang tuhod at white sandals.Ng makitang wala namang kakaiba sa itsura ko ay nagkibit balikat na lamang ako."Good morning, can I talk to Mr. Cloud Salazar?"Tanong ko sa babaeng nakaupo sa harap ng pintong itinuro sa akin sa ibaba."Good morning mam, do you have any appointment?""Ah eh wala po eh. Pero pwede ko ba siyang makausap kahit saglit lang? Nagdala kasi ako ng lunch sa kanya."Sabi ko sa babae sabay pakita ng paper bag na dala ko."I’m sorry, Mam. Mr. Salazar is busy as of now and you need to schedule an appointment in order to talk to him.""Even just 5 minutes Miss. Sandali lang talaga." Pakiusap ko sa babae"I’m sorry, Mam." Bagaman nakangiti ay alam kong nau
Someone’s POV:"Sir, these are the reports of someone you asked me to investigate."Inilapag ng secretary ko ang tatlong envelope sa mesa ko. Tinanguhan ko lang ito bago ito lumabas.Kinuha ko ang black envelope at binuksan ito. These are records of Cloud Miguel Salazar and his wife Abby Leonor Zegura-Salazar.Nag igting ang panga ko habang binabasa ang mga impormasyong nakalap ng tauhan ko tungkol sa dalawang ito. Pero kalaunan ay napangisi ako ng maalala ang planong binabalak ko.Kinuha ko ang cellphone at tinawagan ang taong alam kong makakatulong sa akin."Hello?"Mas napangisi ako ng sagutin nito ang tawag.“It’s been so long David Alcantara”Natahimik ang kabilang linya pero maya maya ay nagsalita ito.“Anong kailangan mo?” seryosong sagot nito.“Hindi ba dapat itanong mo kung sino ang kailangan ko, Alcantara?”Mas napahalakhak ako ng maputo
Cloud's POV:Isang linggo na matapos akong makakita ng note sa terrace ko at hindi na nasundan pa. pumasok ako ng bahay at naamoy ko kaagad ang bango ng niluluto ng asawa ko----tssk how I hate that word."Tamang-tama dinner is ready." Buong galak na inilagay nito sa mesa ang nilutong tinolang manok.Tinignan ko lang siya at tinalikuran. I don’t want to see her face-nakakairita."Busog ako. Matutulog na ako."Tinalikuran ko na siya kaya hindi ko nakita ang lungkot na bumalatay sa kanyang mata. She should be happy at least hindi ko na siya sinigawan."Ahmm. C-Cloud, I’m so sorry nga pala about kahapon nung nasigawan kita."Napatigil ako at bahagyang nilingon siya, nakayuko at parang nahihiya.Tsss drama."Now you’re sorry? Pero nung sigawan mo ako kahapon ang tapang mo?" Humakbang ako palapit sa kaniya at bahagya siyang nagulat ng marahas na hawakan ko siya sa braso.<
Abby's POV:Kahit mabigat ang pakiramdam ko ay pilit akong bumangon at pumunta sa silid ni Cloud.It’s been a week noong huli kaming nag usap at simula noon ay hindi na siya umuuwi. I kept on wishing na umuwi na siya at kaya rin masama ang pakiramdam ko ngayon dahil kulang sa tulog.Madaling araw na akong natutulog kakahintay sa kaniya at kung minsan ay hindi na ako nakakain dahil wala na rin naman akong gana.Umaasang binuksan ko ang pintuan niya pero walang bakas ng taong natulog doon, laglag ang balikat na bumalik ako sa sariling silid at nahiga.My yaya once told me that love conquers all, na even how hard it is pag mahal mo ang isang tao ay okay lang para sayo ang lahat, na kahit sobrang hirap na ay walang pagsukong magaganap. Kapag daw kasi nagmahal ka kaakibat na nun ang sakit. Once you feel the pain, you already felt the essence of love, hindi ka naman masasaktan kung hindi ka totoong na
"E-ERIKA"It’s been so long mula ng Makita ko siya. She gets mad at me noong malaman niya ang ginawa ko kay Cloud and after that hindi na siya nagpakita sa akin."Yes hello bitch!" Nakangising sabi niya sakin kaya hindi ko na napigilang yakapin siya."I’m sorry I’m sorry riks, hindi ko gusting magalit ka sakin kaya sana patawarin mo na ako."Humihikbing sambit ko."You know I don’t tolerate what I think is bad diba? Kaya ako nagalit sayo" bumuntong hininga siya bago ako tiningnan at nagpatuloy."Pero hindi ko kayang magalit sa bestfriend ko ngayong alam ko na nahihirapan ka." Masuyo niyang pinahid ang mga luha sa mga mata ko pero parang gripo na nagtuloy tuloy ito sa pagpatak.I was indeed lucky to have a bestfriend like her. She is my bestfriend since highschool. Siya parati ang linalabasan ko ng problema tuwing hirap na hirap na ako. Mula noong magkalayo kami ni Cloud dahil lumipat sila ng village ay nakilala ko
SHOCK IS not enough to describe how I feel right now. Hindi ko alam kung matutuwa, magtatalon o magsisigaw ako. Seeing Cloud entering the house after almost a month is such a great feeling. Sa wakas umuwi na rin siya, hindi niya alam kung gaano ko siya na miss.I was hesitant kung lalapitan ko siya dahil hindi ko naman alam kung paano ko siya e-aaproach knowing na ang huli naming pagkikita a week ago ay isang nakakapangilabot na eksena."I a-ahmm C-cloud" I went to him pero natigilan ako ng basta niya lang ako lagpasan at dumiretso sa kwarto.He doesn’t even throw a glance at me. Ang bakas ng kasiyahan sa mukha ko ay unti unting napalitan ng lungkot.Ininit ko ang mga pagkain na kanina ay niluto ko at maya-maya ay lumabas si Cloud mula sa kwarto at pumunta sa kusina. He look at the table where I prepared the food—adobong manok and fried porkchop. I hurriedly grab the bowl of rice at akmang lalagyan ang plato niya pero iniwas
Cloud’s POV:I sigh while looking at the door where Abby goes out a while ago. Naiinis na napahilamos ako sa aking mukha. I don’t know but a part of me is telling that I should treat her right earlier---I should not become harsh on her.Naiinis na napatingin ako sa kisame. She deserve everything I do to her. She ruined my life for Christ sake! Pero ng maalala ko ang takot sa mga mata niya kanina I can’t help but to feel guilty. The tears that keeps on falling from her eyes. The way she tremble while I touch her. I don’t know why she acted that way when we both know she’s more than a crazy whore who done such stupidity. Hindi niya gagawin ang bagay na nakasira sa amin ni Andrea if she was that innocent.I am a goddamn liar if I say that her body doesn’t affect me. She has a perfect body every man will droll over. The perfect shape of her breast and how hot she is with that sexy lingerie she’s wearing. I slap my face