I didn't have complete control of my actions or behavior as I had something inside of me that most times guided me from making drastic decisions. That was my wolf, the one which I had acquired on my sixteenth birthday. She was a part of me, like the other half of my soul. So whenever it looked like I was about to go out of line, she always brought me back on track.
The moment I had wanted to start seething with rage, she had instantly cautioned me to stop. It didn't take too long for my wolf's warning sound to restore my mood to how it was initially, but I knew I wasn't going to last that way for long. Not when I was directly in front of the werewolf that had been the cause of my parents' death.
I had to be careful of the way I behaved, though, because I knew something about wolves being able to perceive the fear of others. And Alphas were known to have a greater sense for something like that. So one mistake from my end could give out my hidden feelings.
"Garrett, what brings you here this early? Aren't you meant to still be at the human territory?" the man says, directing the question at my mate. Yes, my mate's name was Garrett, and it was kind of a cute name. It reminds me solely of an ancient warrior I had read somewhere.
That was the voice. It has been years, but I could still recollect the same voice that had taunted my father while my father had been going through pains. Even if I was to forget anything, I could never forget the voice of my parents' killer. Thanks to my wolf, I could still keep calm despite the painful memories invading my mind. Although I knew my wolf was struggling internally as well.
“Father, I have found her.”
“Found who?”
I felt as Garrett raised my hand, and to be honest, that was probably the most embarrassing moment of my life. "My mate," he announced, and the look which the others were giving me changed instantly. Before, it had been that of curiosity, but now most of them were looking at me in resentment. I wouldn't blame them, though; I also had a dislike for them. But I was sure the looks they were passing me signified something other than my identity because none of them knew who I was. It was most likely something that had to do with me being his mate.
The only person whose gaze remained neutral was Garrett's father. The stare he was giving me showed he was scrutinizing me, and as he gave me that look of his, I was at unease. I was not fond of it at all. And to the moon goddess, I felt like plucking his eyes out.
I couldn't see his face when he had my parents murdered, but I was sure it was the same sinister gaze I see now. But that didn't even make me cringe as I gave him what he gave to me. I stared back at him, not minding that I was to accord him some respect as he was the Alpha of this pack. Crazy enough, I was even in their territory. Anyways, he wasn't my Alpha, so why should I care?
The whole staring showdown lasted for about a minute, and when he finally spoke, I wasn't at all prepared for it.
“What is your name?”
For a moment, I was stunned. I didn't know how to react. Cat got your tongue: the phrase was created just for me at this period. It wasn't until I felt a squeeze on my fingers did I realize I had gone a long time without giving a reply. It made me feel like a shithole.
"Adaliah," I finally say, trying so hard not to swallow down the gulp in my throat. You can do this, Adaliah, I think to myself. I wasn't sure if it worked, but I was about to find out soon enough.
"Adaliah... what?" the Alpha asked me.
"Adaliah Carter," I tell him, making sure not to leave his gaze. I know he can't recognize me, most especially because I didn't use my original bloodline surname, but with the look of things, he would be curious already as to why I was staring back at him with those eyes.
“What pack are you from, Adaliah?”
"Red Crescent pack," I lie. Well, I was kind of associated with that pack already, so I could as well use that as where I come from since my original pack has been extinct from the face of the earth. Unless one digs deeply, you wouldn't be able to know where I originated. Not that it was something I was saying all too casually, it was something I made sure of, trust me for that.
I see as Garrett's father looks at me sternly, and I could tell he was trying to detect me like the Alpha he was. Since I didn't miss a beat, no one could know if I was lying or not. As so I thought.
“Who are your parents? Are they people I know? People of important personality?”
My mind screamed: ‘Hell yeah, they would still be if you hadn’t taken away their existence, you murderer!’ but the words that came out of my mouth were entirely different. “No,” I pause for dramatic effect, “they’re dead.”
The look I received after saying that so casually made me think I had screwed up, but I came to realize that I hadn't actually answered the question the way I was supposed to. But who cares? Not me.
I turned my gaze away from Garrett’s father for the first time since the whole questioning began and stared at Garrett himself. He was giving me this look of concern as if wanting to know if I was good. I was particularly sure he would have tried mind-linking me if I had set up the complete bond with him. Well, that was for another day.
He shifted his gaze away from mine and looked directly at his father. "Do you mind if Adaliah and I leave now? I've got still got somewhere I need to show her," he requested, and at the same time, I turned back to look at his father. The Alpha, instead of looking at his son, was staring right at me. I wasn't going to enter into panic mode because of that. Hell no, I won't. He could stare at me all day, but that doesn't mean his stare would give out my identity.
Before I knew it, the Alpha raised a hand. It was so sudden, but it wasn't one meant to act as a move for an attack. I remained cautious, though, because who knows what could happen when one lets ones guard down.
“You may both leave now,” he said authoritatively. “And I’ll be seeing more of you, Adaliah,”
I wasn't expecting to hear that last statement from him. It sounded more accommodating than suspicious that I almost let my guard down for a brief moment. But I knew better not to trust the words of anybody without prior confirmation. He could be saying that and yet mean another.
“Yes, father.”
Just before we turned around to leave the quarters, I gave the Alpha a slight courtesy bow which surprisingly he returned with a nod. Now this man could be something I wouldn’t be able to comprehend.
Garrett and I both went through another hallway, and I was quick to admire the path. Just like the main hallway, this path had artifacts of different kinds. The Green Woods pack sure did have interesting things, and if I hadn't had something against the main occupants, I would have loved to be here all day, enjoying the view.
We had to go through stairways before we finally got outside, supposedly. Garrett had informed me before our arrival outside that this was the front way of the pack's main house. From there, we were able to have a view of the whole pack territory.
"This is my favorite place," he says after we have both spent a little while admiring the view. He had his hands on the railings as he was in that position, "it gives me the courage to know I'll be leading the members of the Green Woods pack soon enough when the mantle is finally passed unto me,"
I listen with interest. And I understood just what Garrett was talking about. Since he was the first son of the Alpha, it would be his duty to lead the pack when he comes of age. That would have been my position, too, if my pack hadn't been destroyed. Yes, it would be rare to have a female lead a pack of wolves, but who says that isn't possible?
But I was curious about something. Most wolves begin to exercise a show of power when they turn eighteen. However, that didn't seem to be the case with Garrett. Even as he spoke, I could sense a hint of hesitation in his voice as if he didn't want to talk about it.
I turn to look at him and ask, “How old are you?”
Even though I had to wait for a while, he finally says, “Twenty-one,” Now that was old enough. He then continues. “I will be turning twenty-two by the next full moon. And—”
He suddenly went silent, and I could tell from the look of things that he was being mind-linked. Even at that, I didn't take my gaze from him. Not that I didn't want to, I just couldn't. I don't think you should blame me for this; he was just too good-looking not to be admired.
"Give me a few minutes. My father says he wants to see me," he announces after about a minute and stands upright in the process. He lands his gaze on me, and I can see concern written all over him. "Will you be fine all alone?"
“Don’t worry about me,” I tell him with an assuring smile. “I’ll be fine,”
Once I was left alone, I unblocked the mind link meant solely for my original pack because I had someone I needed to talk to. I close my eyes as soon as I feel the connection with the said person.
'Uncle, I'm here.'
Instantly, I got a reply via the link.‘Lia, are you okay? It took you a while to get to me. Did anyone recognize you? Are you in any problem?’That was my uncle for you, always so panicky despite being much older than I am. Or should I say generations because I wasn’t even sure of his age. I wouldn’t blame him, though. I was the only one he got and me, him.I made a slight chuckle through the link, even going as far as laughing out loud unintentionally. No matter how antisocial I was, that didn’t prevent me from getting a good laugh now and then. And my uncle sure did always give me the opportunity to do so. ‘Do you really think anyone’s going to recognize me? It’s not like they know I actually did survive that incident,’ I told him, suppressing the urge to laugh at him again. Since my mind was working with my physical self, a smile had been plastered on my face already.‘We can’t be
Running — that was something I hated. But as I ran at the moment, it was because I had no other choice but to do so. It was a matter of life and death for me, although I would mostly say it was out of an impulse to find a way out of where I was.The woods were thick, and there were thorns on the ground that were causing blisters to the sole of my feet that I could feel as I had no covering to my feet. I don’t know how long I have been running for, but I knew I had to get away, far away from where I was coming from. I didn’t even know where I was heading to, but I just had to keep up with the pace.There was no single soul out here, so going through the place was causing an emotional trauma for me. I was scared, and for the little girl that I was, I had begun whimpering. I only had to hope I was safe from harm because right now, I was more than prone to danger. Anything could be out there for all I know. The fear of rogues was what got me bothered the
“Who is she? Why does it seem like I know her somewhere? Like I’ve met her someplace before…” Ronald McKenzie asked himself as he paced about the main quarters of the packhouse. He had his hands folded behind his back as the cold weather breezed through the windows right into the quarters. The main quarters had a combination of mundane and ancient interiors, from the furniture to the other pieces of equipment. It made it have an otherworldly vibe to it, and this was primarily due to how long the occupants have been in there. It was right in the early hours of the day since he got up from bed just to think through something. The bags under his eyes made it a realization that he didn’t even have a nice sleep. He had been continuously pacing about since he arrived in the living room, proving that he indeed had something on his mind. And whatever issue it was, it seemed to be more than what he could handle. &nb
I was bored. Extremely bored. And the only thing that came to my mind for me to do was to walk around inside the passageways of the main quarters of Green Woods packhouse. And yes, I was doing that alone, coupling the boredom I was experiencing. It’s been three days now since I first stepped foot into the Green Woods pack. And yesterday, I finally moved into the packhouse since I was mated to someone among them. It was the obligation of any she-wolf to move to the pack of her mate if he was from another pack. Even though I kind of wished I hadn’t moved yet, it still felt right that I had decided to undergo that sooner. My uncle had been entirely neutral when I left his place yesterday. He hadn’t shown any sort of reaction all through the time I had been reshuffling my stuff to move out. And I couldn’t even tell how he truly felt that I was finally leaving him after being with him for two years because I, for one, had been so down.
I looked the lady over in the most intense way to know if I had seen her somewhere around here before. She was probably a pack member, or maybe she was among Garrett’s family members. Even with all the guessing I made about her, there was no familiarity to her. A scent, though, caught my nostrils. And at the same time, I felt Anya growl at the back of my head. My countenance instantly changed, and I could feel myself becoming more furious as the moments passed. The scent all over the lady was that of Garrett. It was like she was him in particular, and that was what I had thought when she had first arrived. Or maybe she had been with him not too long ago, I couldn’t tell. Probably she was even his sister. All the same, I didn’t care. The fact that she had his scent on her was more than enough to get me furious. I wasn’t supposed to be jealous that my mate had his scent on another lady, not minding who the lady was.
It didn’t take me too long to find Garrett after I set out looking for him. Even though that self-acclaimed girlfriend of his had his scent on her, it didn’t mean she could possess it from afar because it wasn’t strong enough. The way the scent of we wolves works was strange but ordinary at the same time. It was in a way that only the original owner would be perceived from far away by tracing their scent. If someone else has the actual wolf’s scent on, there was no guarantee that that particular scent could be perceived from afar except being next to others. His scent, which had a mix of honey and cinnamon, or whatever it was, led me straight to the front of a room. I stood still when I arrived there. This was most likely the door leading into his room, and it felt awkward if I were going to get into his room, which would mean we would be left all alone in there. The thought of that sent an uncomfortable chill down
“Shit,” Garrett muttered under his breath as he turned around to watch the retreating back of Adaliah. He wanted to call her back, but he couldn’t, knowing fully well that she would ignore him. He could only watch on as she went out of sight before taking his gaze away from the entrance.It wasn’t her fault that she had been threatened. Hell no, it was his. If only he had done the right thing, then maybe such wouldn’t have occurred. He had two days to take the right action, but the sympathetic side of him didn’t think it through that it would most likely affect his mate. And the result, at the end of the day, wasn’t in his favor.He should have put Brix to order already, more like cutting whatever thing he had with her in the past even though she was the one he had been in a relationship with before he finally got mated. The circumstances surrounding the thing he had with her were what had been givin
A few minutes after I wake up from a ‘not too nice sleep, but at least it was okay’, I hear a knock resound from the door. Even before the knock came through, the scent of Garrett had already run a course through to the room, so I knew it was him standing outside the door. I wonder what he was here for this morning. “Adaliah, are you up?” his baritone voice comes into the room from outside. And I had to stay put for a moment to take in the tone of his voice. I wished there was a way I could do something to keep that tone in my head. Dammit! Now I was fantasizing about something as odd as that. I did not intend to keep him waiting for too long, so I sigh silently before I say, “Come in,” I was already seated by the edge of the bed when he came into the room. I still had my PJ on, and my hair was still rough with my hand on top of it. I mean, I just literally woke up and was definitely looking shabby, but, Nah, I did