Mag-log inSophia’s POV
“I am still your mother, young woman.” I nearly laughed at the words, pressing my palm against my cheeks as I fought the tears burning the back of my eyelids. This woman didn't care about me. Why did I ever think she'd change? I felt Marcus' gaze burning through me, and it made it harder to even keep myself together. We were just meeting for the first time, and he could already see the sour relationship I had with my mother. He could see that we weren't on good terms—never have been. He could see that I was merely a visitor here because this would never be my home anymore. I swallowed hard, my vision blurring slightly before I forced myself to blink it away. I wasn't going to cry here, especially not in front of her. I pushed my chair back so fast it scraped loudly against the floor and walked fast until I was almost running up the stairs. My vision blurred halfway through, and by the time I reached my room, I couldn’t hold it in anymore. Everything I’d been holding in—from Jean, the flight, this house, and my mom—it all crashed down at the same time. I sank onto the floor, my back against the door as my hands covered my face. I should have known this was a mistake. I had come home for peace, and somehow I ended up breaking even more. I didn't know how long I remained on the floor for. I felt so weak, I could barely feel anything. Dragging myself to the bed, I fell face first and closed my eyes. ~~~~ Sunlight slipped through the curtains and I almost wanted to plead for darkness again. Exhausted without doing a single thing, I rolled until I was staring at the ceiling, then decided I wasn't going to allow my mother and Jean ruin my happiness. My head ached slightly, and my eyes were still heavy, but I pushed through it. After a quick shower and a fresh set of clothes, I stepped out of my room. The smell of coffee pulled me toward the kitchen, and the moment I stepped in, It felt like my brain stopped functioning. Marcus stood by the counter, completely shirtless, muscles shifting slightly as he reached for a mug. I nearly wanted to gouge my eyes out for gawking at my stepfather this way. This…this was insane. I cleared my throat softly, forcing myself to move to make my own coffee. It seemed that I just announced my presence because his grey eyes were on me again. “You want coffee?” he asked softly, like last night hadn't happened. He even had a small look of pity in his eyes, but I hated it. I didn't want anyone's pity. “I can make it myself,” I said quickly. “You don’t have to be nice to me because of yesterday.” His brow lifted slightly. “I didn’t say you couldn’t make it.” I crossed my arms slightly. “Then why ask?” “Because I want to,” he replied simply, already turning back to the counter. Before I could argue again, he poured the coffee, then he walked over and handed it to me. “Here.” I hesitated for half a second before taking it. “Thank you,” I muttered, taking a sip as his eyes lingered on me. “She regrets it.” He nearly made me choke on my coffee. “What?” He leaned back against the counter, watching me with a certain kind of interest. “Your mom,” he said. “She regrets what happened last night.” I let out a quiet breath, followed by a small shake of my head. “No, she doesn’t.” His expression didn’t change. “She does.” I looked up at him then, tracing my eyes over the small tattoos on his toned body and his firm jawline. I took another sip of my coffee and something clicked. “You’re covering for her, right?” “I’m not covering for her.” “Yes, you are.” I exhaled, looking down at my cup. “Just like last night. You said she talked about me… that she thought I’d come around.” I sucked in a breath. “She didn’t say that, did she?” He went quiet for the first time today, and that was my answer. “You don’t have to fix this,” I added quietly. “You can’t fix us.” “I’m not trying to fix it,” he said. “Then what are you doing?” “To help you feel better.” I swallowed, tightening my grip slightly on the mug. “I’m fine,” I muttered. Did he really take note of how miserable I looked last night? Could he tell I was going through a heartbreak? “You’re not a very good liar.” His voice pulled me out of my thoughts. “It's written all over you that you're not okay.” I let out a short breath, shaking my head. “I don’t want to do this right now.” “Then don’t,” he said calmly. “But whatever happened in Los Angeles…it followed you here.” My fingers stilled. “You don’t know anything about that.” “No,” he agreed. “But I know what it looks like when someone’s trying to outrun something that’s already caught up to them. Sometimes pouring it out is the first step to healing.” My mom didn't even notice I was dealing with something. She never even asked about my life there, but a man I met yesterday was so concerned about my healing process? A part of me didn't want to tell him, but what Jean did was eating me alive. “It was a relationship,” I said slowly, and he didn't try to interrupt. “Or at least… I thought it was, and then I found out he had a wife.” I could feel the tears again, but I tried to keep them in. “I found out about her at their anniversary party,” I continued, my voice filled with tears. “And I even brought a cake.” “You brought a cake,” he repeated quietly. “Yeah.” I nodded. “stupid, right?” Marcus shook his head. “You're not stupid for loving, he is an idiot.” I blinked, glancing up at him. “What?” “The asshole you just told me about,” he said simply. “He’s an idiot.” I stared at him, and for the first time since yesterday, a real smile tugged at my lips. “He lost something rare,” Marcus added, his voice steady. “Not everyone gets someone who shows up the way you did.” I looked down quickly, hiding the way my smile softened. “Thank you.” “There’s something I make,” he said after a moment, pushing off the counter. “Whenever I need to feel better.” I glanced at him. “Yeah?” He nodded toward the kitchen. “That delicacy works every time.” I hesitated, then asked politely. “Can you make it for me?” it came out softer than I intended, then I added quickly. “Just for today.” His gaze lingered on me for a second before he nodded, urging me to sit while he moved around the kitchen again. A sweet aroma filled my nostrils, wrapping around me in a way that brought comfort to my weary soul. By the time he placed the plate in front of me, I didn’t hesitate. I took a bite and moaned, my eyes widening slightly. “This is… really good.” A small smile pulled at his lips. “Told you.” I grabbed a spoon this time, taking another bite, then another. “Okay, no, this is insane,” I said, shaking my head slightly. “How are you this good?” “Practice,” he said simply. I huffed softly. “That’s not a real answer.” “It is,” he replied, stepping closer to the kitchen island. “You just don’t like it.” I rolled my eyes, taking another bite, slower this time. “No, I just think you’re hiding some secret.” “Maybe I am.” I glanced up at him, narrowing my eyes slightly. “Are you going to tell me?” “No.” I let out a small laugh, shaking my head as I looked back down at the plate. “You’re unbelievable.” I took another bite, but this time I was more aware of how close he was standing, of the way his presence seemed to fill the space without trying. “You’ve got something,” he said suddenly, leaning toward me. I frowned slightly. “What?” He didn’t answer immediately. He leaned even closer, and my breath caught before I could stop it. “Wait…what are you..” His thumb brushed softly against the corner of my lips and my heart skipped a beat.Marcus’s POVMaybe I should have done something. Maybe I should have intervened faster. But listening to Diane say those words — watching the way Sophia’s eyes glistened —I knew I had been too slow to react.But this was the thin line — I couldn’t bring myself to actually hold her. In Diane’s eyes, she was going to say I was supporting her, taking a side. Of course, I was. Sophia didn’t deserve the blow-out she had gotten. But my intervention still felt like nothing at the same time. Diane had been cruel. Sophia had been broken… and me? All that I could think about was the kiss that almost happened.I had let myself dream, wondering what would have happened a second later if Sebastian hadn’t shown up. What her lips would taste like — would they taste like cherries? Ever since I knew the name of her lip balm, it had become an obsession that was slowly trying to tear me apart.My phone buzzed, the sound forcing me to tear my gaze from the computer monitor I had been looking at. The s
Sophia’s POVI shouldn’t be thinking about it, but I was — my mind stuck on a path it should never have been on. Lying in bed, my eyes fixed on the ceiling as I thought about what last night would have been like. We had been free, the way he had laughed, the way his eyes had taken me in as if he was seeing me. When his hands had cupped my face as if it was the most natural thing to do.“God,” I groaned, feeling that heat creep up my neck, spreading slowly through my cheeks. I turned to my side, pulling the bed cover tighter between my legs, the force causing it to bump against my core. My body trembled from the sensation. This was stupid, having the reaction all because of an almost kiss, but my body didn’t think about that. It just didn’t care. Because the more I thought about it, the more the feeling intensified, the more everything felt too strong to be ignored.He had been close, so close that I could feel just how hard his body was against mine. “Stop,” I whispered in a weak to
Sophia’s POV “Marcus?” I was hit with an instant cold, the warmth of his fingers gone, my body jerked, my heart hammering hard in my chest at the sound of the voice. I needed to act fast, do something that would make what almost happened look different. “Ouch!” I cried. Marcus frowned as he pulled away slowly, the spell between us broken. I knew it. I couldn’t push it. “Are you okay?” he asked, his voice laced with worry. “My eyes — my lash was trapped between them.” He blew on it, his hand back to my face, holding me gently. But this didn’t feel like it. It didn’t feel like when he had held me with so much warmth. “I think it is gone now,” I muttered, watching a figure walk closer to where we stood. “Okay,” he hummed. He was the first to turn, smiling at his friend. “Hey, didn’t know I would see you around here,” he said. Sebastian didn’t look at him, his eyes were on me as if he was trying to figure out what was going on. “Hello,” he greeted, ignoring his friend. Marc
Sophia’s POVHe looked exhausted. Like a man in a room full of bees and he just doesn’t know how to get out. “You don’t like jazz, do you?” I asked.He tugged on the cuff of his shirt, his eyes meeting mine with a soft smile on his lips. “Did I make it that obvious?”“Well, given the fact that you haven’t stopped huffing each time the sax plays louder, or maybe the fact that you have that look, a constipated look on your face — and most people here look like they are having a time of their lives,” I pointed out.“You have been watching me?”My cheeks flushed, my throat going slightly dry at his accusation. “Not watching, but you make it easy enough to know what you’re going through,” I said.He hummed. “So I can’t play poker then?” he asked.“Maybe.” I reached for the glass of wine, this low talk that we were doing, the dinner, the music, they were all messing with my head. “But I am sure I can read through you,” I added.He smiled, “You are an artist, of course you will,” he muttered
Sophia’s POVThe outing had finally made it out of the group chat.I couldn’t stop seeing the smiles on their faces as we laughed at the joke Kyla had shared. “I need to use the restroom,” Kyla said, walking in that direction.“Are you sure you are okay?” Lily’s voice broke through the fog. I stared at her. I could see her eyes on me, watching the same thing she had been doing all night.I smiled, the same practiced smile I had for everything.“Yes, why wouldn’t I?” I laughed.Her eyes narrowed. “You look…” she paused as if she was thinking about what she wanted to say.“Is everything okay at home? Did your mom do something?” I could hear the worry in her tone.I placed my hand on hers, “Everything is great, I have just been a little under the weather… the job and you know…”The lies were getting easier to say.“I can talk to someone — I know a client that works in…”I grabbed her hand.“Don’t do that. Don't put yourself at their mercy, okay? Besides, who said I am not enjoying this l
Marcus’s POVFuck.A thousand and one ways to die, and I never expected seeing Sophia like that to be one of them. The images clung to my head like a web I couldn’t tear free of. She knew nothing about what she had done.Her eyes were wide, innocent as she watched me, while I stood in front of her, my mind thinking of ways I could bend her over, and have my way with her. I heard that sound, something that was going to haunt me forever.I had heard the first moan. I should have walked away, but I didn’t. Instead, I had stormed to the door, fighting the anger in my chest as I listened like the pervert that I was. Listened until I couldn’t anymore. For a second, I thought she had brought a man home. Anger rushed through me as I pounded on the door.And when she opened, staring at me with sleep-soft eyes, I knew she had been sleeping, a wet dream. “What?” The word burned at the back of my throat. One word, and it damned me.“There you are. I walked into the bathroom for a minute and w
Sophia’s POVWe had almost kissed.Well, I think I wanted to kiss him. I wanted to close that distance.That was all that had been on my mind. I wasn’t even bothered about the fact that I had almost broken my neck from the nasty fall. But the one thing that stayed constant was the fact that his li
Marcus’s POVHer words cut through the silence that had cloaked us. Her eyes were on me, hurt flashing in them. “You have been avoiding me.”It was a question, but it was also a statement. My eyes darted toward the stairs. “She isn’t home having a business dinner,” she said.I let out a sigh, the
Sophia’s POV What the hell was wrong with him? Why won’t he look at me? I hated how he treated me like I was some freaking plague he needed to avoid. Curt gruff replies, barely a time for us to actually talk. And we used to talk a lot. I glared at the sketchpad, an image that I had drawn of
Sophia’s POVThe sound of the door clicking shut echoed through the quiet morning. I didn’t bother rushing to the door, I knew he was already leaving. Lately, he has been acting like I was some radioactive element that would ruin his world.I turned my eyes to the sketch I had made, as usual it wa







