Cut off

When she realized that there was no escape, it was like always in such situations in her life. She submitted to her fate. She would have to learn to deal with it. Maybe Pareios would do her a favor and turn away from her at some point.

And that one thought again: could she endure this when the time came?

Angry with herself, she paced the room a few times. Her mental state drove her around, she could no longer hold her body still. Sighing, she knelt on the floor and started doing push-ups. The steady up and down of her movement lulled her a little. She continued until her muscles burned and trembled. That was exactly what she wanted to reach. Now she had to use all the effort to keep going, forcing the muscles to overcome the cramps and keep moving the load up and down. At 300 she stopped counting but kept going. At some point she couldn't feel her arms anymore, so they gave under her and she fell exhausted on her stomach. It was circling more slowly now,