Happy birthday my ass, there was nothing happy about today which is my birthday. Firstly, my shift started so early in the morning, secondly, I had missed the bus because I didn’t wake up on time and thirdly to top it all, birthday sex with Mathew sucked ass!
Thankfully the bus stopped right across the street from Saint Peterson’s memorial hospital that I currently worked at. I sipped my morning tea, crossing the street to the hospitals gate. “Happy birthday, Jo!” The security guard waved. I held back from groaning out loud but gave him a polite smile and waved back in a hurry. I was probably the only person that hated when others knew about my birthday which was a strange feeling. The strong scent of antiseptics that filled the hospital air immediately wafted my nostrils as i rushed into the elevator to my ward. Slipping into my routine was easy while I masked my exhaustion with a fake smile. I have gotten used to the chaos of my unlucky life, long hours, meager pay, toxic work environment and to add on top, my toxic relationship that I’m still hanging on to like a fool.... A genuine smile spread on my lips as I walk over to my work bestie, Evelyn. She squealed and ran over to hug me, whispering a ‘happy birthday’ into my ear. “Thank you...” The rest of my colleagues plastered fake smiles which I returned with the same fakeness. Evelyn reached down, behind the desk to reveal a huge bouquet of purple flowers that I’ve never seen before. My eyes widened in shock as I let out a gasp. “This is too much!.....” She giggled and handed them over to me. “Mathew must really be stepping up his game toady....” My brows furrow from her statement. “Mathew?” She nodded with a mischievous smirk. “These flowers came in so early this morning, so it’s probably from Mathew I assume.” The memory of Mathew literally snoring his heart out while I showered after my depressing birthday sex flashed into my head. There was no way Mathew could’ve arranged this, it’s definitely not like him. “Did it come with a note?” I observed the huge bouquet. Evelyn hummed a reply and reached down for an envelope. “It came in with this but I just assumed it was from Mathew....” I ripped the thin envelope which revealed a small card with only three simple but confusing words. ‘Happy birthday, princess.’ “Princess?!” Evelyn read out with wide eyes. My brows scrunched in confusion and I quickly flipped the card but there were no names written just three words in clean cursive. What the hell....who would’ve sent this to me? Evelyn pulled me into the empty staffs room. “Girl, don’t tell me you have someone else besides Mathew?!” she whispered harshly. “I swear I’m just as confused as you are!” I whispered back. “What?....” Evelyn muttered out. I wracked my brain for anybody that might send this to me but there was no one I could think off other than Mathew and I was one hundred percent sure that this wasn’t from him. “And you’re sure it isn’t from Mathew?” I nod vigorously. “One hundred percent sure.” “Damn....then this only means one thing, you have an admirer.” Laughter burst from my lips, what a lousy joke, ‘an admirer’ my ass. “You know how stupid that sounds, don’t you?” Evelyn shrugged. “Its the only explanation I’ve got for these mysterious flowers.” Her words sinks in, could it be that I have an admirer or is this just a coincidence or some kind of prank by Evelyn. I brush those thoughts away and admire the bouquet in my hands, they were quite pretty.... My shift goes on with the usual charting, attending to patients needs, medication and wound dressings which I hated but was very good at. I was eager to head home and rest after such a full week of taking on extra shifts. The extra cash was to pay for the loads of debts that my dad had left me with after he died with the rest of my family. Working as a personal nurse for Mr Chevalier was a blessing but it barely made a dent to the debts. I had to cover expenses for the apartment like maintenance, groceries, rent and saving up for a car....while Mathew covered minor bills because he earned lower than I did. A text pops up on my phone from Mathew, reminding me that I shouldn’t forget our reservation at a five star restaurant for my birthday. There was no way I would’ve forgotten such a special gift like that, I had already bought my dress since the year began. It is known to be really hard to get a reservation at the luxurious Russian restaurant that was rated five stars. Mathew was sweet to save up and struggle to book our reservation on my birthday. I giggled softly at the faint memory of his excited face once he had successfully booked the restaurant. The bus ride went smoothly until they reached my street and I hurried into my apartment complex. “Babe, why are you coming home so late, you only have a few minutes to get ready!” He yelled with annoyance. I roll my eyes and hurry to undress to take a quick shower. “Come on, cut me some slack I just got off work!” He let out an exasperated sigh which annoyed me as I showered as fast as possible. Luckily, my outfit was already picked out so I hurried to do my light makeup and dress up as fast as possible. Mathew frowned. “I thought you’re wearing the blue dress that I got you last month?” I shook my head and shuffled into the beautiful backless purple dress that fit on my body like a glove. “Mathew, I had already bought this at the beginning of this year....” “Its too revealing, your boobs are almost popping out and the back-” My jaws clenched in annoyance, I really didn’t want to have an argument about what I was wearing, especially not tonight! “Its fine, I can wear what I want to and there’s nothing wrong with the dress!” my feet hurt in the gold strappy heels I wore but beauty is pain, isn’t it? He groaned, giving me his usual look of disapproval but I ignore it and grab my purse. “If I change now, we’ll be wasting more time for our reservation...” “Fine...” Finally, our ordered ride showed up and we head over to the restaurant just in time for our reservation. The place screamed luxury, warm scent of food in the air and people chatting while dining. I walked confidently with Mathew in my arm to our designated table and as usual, looks were thrown our way with their eyes raking down my body. I knew I looked good and I loved when people also noticed that too. We sat down and I couldn’t hold in my excited smile while glancing around in awe. “Can you stop, people would know we don’t fit in....” Mathew whispered harshly. “The place is beautiful Mathew, what’s there not to admire?” I was starting to get irritated by his attitude tonight. He clenched his jaws with an annoyed expression. “Whatever, let’s just enjoy tonight.” The night went on with minimal chatting and awkward silence as we ate the amazing cuisines that was served. Mathew kept on speaking about his usual ambitions and dreams to start his constructions company which I’ve heard thousands of times. Suddenly, a prickling feeling hits me. I tensed up and shifted uncomfortably in my chair with my fingers toying with the edge of my wine glass. Someone was watching me. My pulse quickened as I swept a cautious glance around the room, which was inevitably drawn to the shadowy VIP section. Dim light illuminated over sleek, leather seats and dark wood panels with a man sitting in the middle, my breath hitched. It’s him. He lounged there like he owned the world, his broad shoulders framed by the tailored cut of his suit. The dim light played over his sharp cheekbones and a jawline that looked like it could cut glass. Striking cold grey eyes, calculating, and disturbingly magnetic locked to mine with a predatory intensity that made my throat dry. I swallowed hard with my chest tightening under his heated gaze. He didn’t smile. He didn’t look away. Instead, he cocked his head ever so slightly and that motion spoke volumes. He wanted me to know that he was watching. My mind screamed for me to look away but my body was frozen under his captivating gaze. In that moment it felt like it was only I and him in the buzzing restaurant. The striking grey eyes of the stranger locked me down like i was a prey under his predatory gaze and that caused a shiver down my spine.Josephine “Апорт!” (“fetch!”) The slobber-soaked chew toy squelched in my hand before I tossed it across the wide expanse of the indoor gym. Mila launched after it with powerful strides, her nails clicking faintly against the polished floor. The toy bounced once, twice, before she snatched it up and turned back, her thick tail wagging so hard in excitement to play more. I laughed under my breath as she dropped it at my feet, chest heaving with excitement, big brown eyes locked on me with eager expectation. “You’re relentless, you know that?” I teased, nudging the toy with my sneaker. Pavel had taught me a few Russian dog commands to use on Mila, and it seemed to have been working for the past hour that I lounged at the gym. Evelyn and Oma had gone out shopping while I decided to stay home because my mood over the past few days has been sour. Although I would have liked to go, I didn’t want to spoil the mood for them. Sasha had spoken to me this morning while he was
Josephine The stairway felt colder as we stopped halfway, leaning against the railings while staring at the thought of us returning to the states in silence. I huffed, easing the anger that bubbled within my chest. Evelyn stood beside me, arms crossed, her lips pressed into a thin line of frustration. Silence stretched between us. “I feel like I’m being handled.” I finally muttered, the words tasting bitter on my tongue. Evelyn scoffed, leaning against the wall. “Handled? More like shipped off like fragile cargo.” I let out a hollow laugh. “Exactly.” The weight of everything settled, and now only guilt remained. Guilt for compromising Evelyn’s safety by being friends with me, and now she’s left unemployed... After a few minutes of silence, I spoke up. “I’m sorry.” Evelyn glanced at me with furrowed brows of confusion, so I continued. “You were dragged into all this because of me, you lost your job also because of me and-” She cut me off. “Hey, what are you sayi
Josephine We were sucked into a blur of heated moments, swiftly moving to the back seat for more room. Our hands flew to grasp each other, pulling and tugging his shirt to which he obliged by taking it off. He grabbed the back of my head again, pulling me into another heated kiss with tongues. I arched into him, trailing my hands down the muscle ridges of his back and abs. “You have to finish what you started, Kratoska.” Sasha rasped against my lip. My nipples hardened, feeling the familiar ache between my legs. “ I plan to....” I reply breathlessly. His hands travel to my thighs, grabbing them to straddle me while leaving a hot trail of kisses down my neck. I moaned softly, grinding down to the hardness of his crotch. “Hnngh...” My heart raced with excitement and anticipation, clutching hard on his broad shoulders as he formed a hickey on my neck. I ran my fingers through his hair, which elicited a low groan from him. “Fuck...” Delicious shivers dance across my ski
Josephine “Sasha-” Katya started, reaching towards him cautiously. “Outside, now.” Sasha spoke lowly, not even raising his voice but every decibel of tone echoed in the room. His piercing grey eyes fixed on me like a prey. I swallowed, the silence in the room made tension to thicken. He cocked his head. “Or do you prefer to talk in here?” he said, not as a suggestion but as a dare. My eyes widened a bit before muttering lowly, rubbing my sweaty palms on my jacket. “There’s no need to cause a scene...” He stepped aside, waiting fir me to brush past him before following me down the hallway. I hadn’t bothered to look back at Katya or Alina, not wanting to die of further embarrassment. My heart raced, feeling his looming presence that followed from behind as we made our way down to the front driveway where the SUV’s were running and ready to leave. Oma stood arms crossed, with an ‘I told you so’ look on her face that made me want to cringe inwardly. One guard opened the
Josephine The car rolled into a slow stop in front of a towering black gate with intricate gold designs and patterns. I craned my neck to take a good look at the freaking mansion beyond the gate. “Its a good thing that we’re at her family’s house.” Oma murmured, securing a gun inside her coat. I swipe a nervous tongue across my bottom lip, glancing at her. “Why?” She looks up with a smirk. “Because if she attempts something, it’ll implicate the whole Morozova family." Anxiety tingled at the tips of my fingers. “B-but that doesn’t really stop her from trying anything....” “Yeah but at least she’ll be smart about her actions.” She murmured. That doesn’t put my anxiety at rest. ‘You wanted this’, I reminded myself grimly. ‘You’re the one who agreed to meet her.’ The gates groaned, opening slowly as the car rolled forward, I couldn’t help but squeeze my fist tighter, bracing myself for an attack that never took place, it seems like Ptsd from the past attack was star
Josephine E-mails after E-mails flashed on the screen of my new phone, a few spam ones here and there but countless from the hospital. I scrolled through them slowly, my chest tightening with each subject line. “Urgent: Employment Status Review” “Final Warning: Unauthorised Absences” “Termination of Employment – Josephine Beaumont” The words blurred for a moment, my thumb hovered over the screen before I forced myself to open the last one. |Dear Miss Beaumont, |We regret to inform you that, due to repeated absences and failure to communicate with your department, your employment at Saint Peterson’s Hospital has been terminated effective immediately. |Please arrange to collect any personal belongings within 14 days, or they will be disposed of. |We thank you for your service and wish you the best in your future endeavors. Evelyn whistles beside me, reading a similar E-mail on the new phones that Oma got us this morning. “Well, looks like I’m officially unem