CHAPTER 11: Losing Consciousness

Unknown: Let's talk after class.

Two messages in one day. I didn't respond to this one also. If this message came last week, I would have been excited. I really wanted to talk to him last week.

I wanted to ask if he was okay and I wanted to say I was sorry for making him late to the meeting but it isn't.

Today I didn't want to talk to him especially not after he had humiliated me again, and after the childish stunt I pulled in the Cafeteria.

The rest of the day was a blur.

Ever feel like you are somewhere, with people, surrounded by conversations, yet you are sliping away. Your eyes track their body movements, but your consciousness does not register what is going on.

You carry out actions like a zombie. You are there yet you are not, aware yet not aware.

That was exactly how I felt for the rest of the day. I was back in class but I was in my own world. The ache in my head was a dull throb now.

I had messaged Jamie to wait for me outside class and the moment the teacher left, I