Mag-log inCHLOE’S POV
My home was quiet, almost too quiet. I turned to the other side of the bed slowly, where Bryan always slept. My hands touched the sheets and they were cool, which meant he had been gone for a while now. Pulling my legs out from under the blanket, I sat up slowly. My body still remembered everything that happened last night. His weight on me, the pleasure mixed with shame. I swallowed the pain down my throat and pulled my robe up before walking barefoot down the staircase. A certain smell welcomes me into my own kitchen. Pancakes, butter and eggs. There was a plate on the dining table, still hot. I paused and saw a folded note resting on the napkin. “GOOD MORNING, LOVE. EAT THIS WHEN YOU WAKE UP.”- B I stared at those words. My grip on the paper tightened before I folded it into a ball. Did he just call me his love? He said he loved me, whispered it into my ear while touching me like he hadn’t had practice sessions with another woman before coming home. My stomach rumbled in anger. I picked up the plate and dumped everything right inside the trash. All of it. I leaned over the kitchen sink, breathing hard while trying to stop myself from burning down my one home. He thought breakfast could fix me? A few minutes later, I had made my way into the shower to wash off every single inch of my body. The water was hot, hot enough to hurt me but I didn’t care. All I wanted was to wash away every bit of him from my body. My destination was Lois’s office, my lawyer. I need her to draft a divorce agreement for me and Bryan. I didn’t even care about makeup or anything else. I just pulled my hair into a bun, wore some jeans I found and threw on a black top before heading out of the house. Lois’s office smelled like vanilla and fresh, hot paper. Luckily, she was outside her office when I walked in. “Chloe? Oh my God. Are you okay?” I nodded and looked her in the eye. “We need to talk. Privately.” She nodded. “Alright. Come in, come in.” Inside her office, I picked a seat. She started to speak, but I lifted my hand and cut her off. “Shut the door. Please.” Lois blinked. “What?” “Just do it, Lois.” Something in my voice must have made her see that there was fire on the mountain. She walked towards the door and twisted the lock. “What’s going on here?” she asked, taking a chair across from me. I reached into my bag and pulled out my smartphone. She looked at me with a confused stare until I gave it to her. “Swipe left,” I said with an empty tone. She did and saw the first photo. Then another and another. Each one was worse than the previous one. Her eyes opened up and her hand flew to her mouth. “Oh my God, Chloe. Is that....where did you get these?” “That’s Bryan,” I confirmed for her. “That’s my husband.” Lois looked at me and saw how hurt I was. “Who is this woman?” “That’s a question that I don’t have an answer to. Her face is always blurred in every shot. But we can both see that the rest of her is clear enough.” Lois shook her head slowly, still swiping. “Jesus Christ. How many of these did you get?” “Seven. All different pictures.” I replied. Lois dropped the phone on the table, turning it on its face. “You got all of this sent to you?” “Yeah. Just before the big interview he had yesterday.” I answered, holding back tears in my eyes. “Are you sure they aren’t photoshopped?” Her eyes moved to mine. “Have you said anything to him?” “No.” “Why not?” Lois asked with a shocked look on her face. “Because I didn’t want to be arrested for murder. I’m doing my best to do this the right way.” I leaned back in the chair, crossing my arms. “I’m here to get a divorce contract. I need it ASAP.” Lois stared at me like I had just hit her with the worst news she had heard all day. “You’re serious?” “Dead serious.” She nodded slowly, lips pressing together as she pulled her laptop closer to her. “Okay. Simple and straightforward.” She typed in silence before asking me. “You want to request alimony?” I shook my head. “I can’t. Remember how we signed a prenup when we got married?” “Yeah, that’s right.” She murmured. “It had the no alimony clause.” “I just want to be free from all of this.” Lois paused, staring at her laptop screen. “You’re going to be giving up everything if you do this.” “No,” I whispered. “I’m taking back control of my life.” A few more strokes on her keyboard and she moved to the printer to get the documents. When she returned, she handed the papers over to me and I just stared at them. Two pages that would lead to the end of our five years of marriage. It was like I had flushed my dreams down the drain for this to happen. Lois stood by my side and when I got up, she pulled me in for a hug. “I’m sorry, Chloe. God, I’m so sorry.” I closed my eyes and hugged her tighter because I needed that from someone. Anyone. “I’ll be fine,” I whispered. “I’ve always been strong.” She stepped back and looked at me. “Do you want me to follow you home and be there with you?” I shook my head. “No. He won’t see this coming. That’s exactly how I want it.” * * The sun was setting while I sat on the edge of our bed. My hands were steady, but I could hear my own heartbeat in my ears. I held the already signed divorce papers in my hand, while I stared at our bedroom door waiting for him to open it. I could hear the garage door closing and his footsteps. I didn’t move, I just waited and watched the bedroom door swing open. “There’s my baby girl,” Bryan said with a big smile on his face. “Did you miss me?” He dropped his bag next to the door and walked towards me, still having a big smile on his face. He leaned in to kiss me with the same lips that he had used to make love to another woman. The thought of those same lips landing on my cheeks caused me to give him the hardest slap he had ever received in his life. His head jerked back as the sound rang throughout our home. He stared at me like I wasn’t the same person he called love. “What the f**k, Chloe?”I woke up feeling like my emotions had been scattered all over. Sound reached me before my eyes opened up fully. I heard voices drifting in and out, blurred at the edges, as if I were underwater and the world was speaking from the surface. I didn’t open my eyes right away. I wasn’t sure I could. I wasn’t sure I wanted to. My head pulsed with a dull, steady ache and my body felt like it had been pressed into the mattress, weighted down, pinned.“…blood pressure stabilised,” a man wearing an all-white coat said somewhere near my left. His voice was calm with each word that left his lips. “She fainted due to emotional shock. Likely dehydration and exhaustion played a role as well.”Another joined the conversation even though I couldn’t see his face. But it was familiar enough that my chest twinged before I knew why.“If you don’t mind me asking, doc. What was the cause of Mr Derek’s death?” I frowned faintly, my brow tightening without my permission.“The kidneys were the primary
I turned sharply toward the voice at the reception desk, my body reacting before my mind could catch up.“Brian?” The name tore out of me, like an animal filled with disbelief.The waiting room noise dulled instantly, like someone had pressed a hand over the world. I stepped closer, my shoes striking the floor louder than they should have. “What are you doing here?” My voice rose despite myself. “Why are you asking questions about my father?”Brian stared at me like I was the last person he expected to see. His brows pulled together, surprise flickering quickly into something guarded. “Chloe?” He straightened. “How did you even know Derek was here?”The question immediately struck me as wrong.My shoulders squared. “Why wouldn’t I know?” I snapped. “He’s my father. Why are you here?”“I came to see my father-in-law,” Brian said, his tone calm but firm, like he was bracing for impact.I laughed after hearing those same untrue words again. “No. You didn’t.” I stepped closer,
The hospital was larger than I thought it be.I parked crookedly, killed the engine without really registering it, and sat there for a beat with both hands locked around the steering wheel. The building’s lights glared back at me through the windshield, they were too bright, too white, too final. My phone buzzed in my pocket, probably Lois, but I ignored it. I opened the car door and stepped out, the night air sharp against my skin.Each step toward the entrance felt more difficult than the previous one. The automatic doors slid open with a quiet hiss, releasing the sterile scent of disinfectant layered with something sharper beneath it. The emergency lobby buzzed with contained motion. Voices stayed low. Footsteps moved fast. A child whimpered somewhere to my left. A man argued quietly into his phone near the wall.I stopped just inside the doors.I pressed my tongue to the roof of my mouth and breathed in slowly. Once. Twice. My shoulders dropped a fraction.Then I walked to
The quiet hit me the moment I shut the door behind me. I locked it the same way I did every day, whenever I returned. They proceeded to do my usual ritual of resting my forehead against the wood. My bag slipped from my shoulder and dropped to the floor with a dull thud I didn’t bother reacting to. My heels followed immediately, kicked off without care, one of them skidding toward the wall.I stayed there longer than necessary.When I finally pushed away from the door, my body protested immediately. My lower back was tight, my neck stiff, my jaw aching from hours of clenching. I rolled my shoulders once and winced, then exhaled slowly through my nose like I was trying to teach myself how to breathe again.“Okay,” I murmured to the empty apartment. “Okay, let’s do this.”Those words didn’t convince anyone.I fished my phone out of my coat pocket and scrolled without really looking, muscle memory taking over. When I saw Lois’s name, I didn’t hesitate. I hit call before I could sec
Martin’s lawyer was the first to move.He cleared his throat once, sharply, then placed a firm hand on Martin’s arm. “We need a moment,” he said, not asking. “Privately if you don’t mind.”Martin jerked his arm slightly but didn’t pull away. His eyes landed on Alex, filled with visible anguish and hatred.Alex didn’t object. He didn’t even say a word or give a damn. He gestured toward the door with two fingers, relaxed, already done with the argument.I stayed seated by his side.My back was already hurting, my hands flat on the table now, fingertips pressing into the polished wood. I stared down at the grain, at a faint scratch near the edge, anywhere but at Martin as he shoved his chair back. The scrape was loud and violent.Martin stood abruptly, jaw tight, face flushed. He didn’t look at me as he stormed toward the door. His lawyer followed quickly, murmuring something low and urgent as he steered him into the hallway.The door shut behind them and no one around me flinched
I knew there was something wrong with the conference room the moment I stepped inside it.For some strange reason I had been summoned yet again and ask to me in the conference which was too quiet that I could hear my own breathing in my ears. The long table in the room looked like it had just been polished a few minutes ago. It looked like the scene of a crime with how things were wiped down.Alex walked in beside me a few minutes later, his presence steady but restrained. He said nothing to me, not even a good morning and that was enough to let me know that he was still annoyed with how things had turned out. Our lawyer, Mr. Hart, moved ahead of us, before gesturing for all of us to sit “Good morning everyone,” Martin’s lawyer said after about an hour of waiting for him and Martin to arrive. “Forgive our tardiness.” “We’re here in the interest of resolving this matter privately, without unnecessary escalation.”“Privately,” Martin echoed, his eyes never leaving me. “Which is m







