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Lalong dumarami ang mga kasalanan na nagagawa niya. Hindi lang ang kan'yang pagpapanggap, kung hindi pati na rin ang tila pagnakaw

No matter how much I love being in his company, this .... association, is taking a gradual but sure toll on me. Doubting him almost feels equivalent to sinning, but my disobedient and forever-suspicious subconscious can't help but try to smell something fishy. There are so many questions constantly circling around in my head that I no longer bother to try and voice them.

But I know one thing for certain - I have enrolled up for a very dangerous game and I have no idea where this will end me up.

"Hello?", Mom's voice brings me back to the call-in-hand.

"Sorry Mom... I had just zoned out." I apologize and hear her sigh.

"Isn't that so characteristic of you? You have always been 'zoning out' for years. I know you would now say that 'I am happy being where I am because I am where I have wanted to be', but let's be honest - you could really have done better tha