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If they listened to me, their fare would be saved.

I was so ashamed of what bad fate I was going through. Hanna's needs would be provided again by my in-laws. It was such a shameful state of my life.

Then, when I saw the jeep of Lolo Angel, it did not stop over. It means Mama has no 'padala'. Disappointment strikes again. Thus, I thanked God for Mj has decided to leave. Although I feel shame of doing so, I would rather prefer because that's the only way Hanna's needs could be provided.

I always have been thankful to my in-laws who are very understanding. Despite of my lacking, they never condemned me. For them, I am still a good father to Hanna Margaret.

My sleep was disturbed by several factors: itchiness, stress and warmness. However I have had dreams. They're memorable:

"I have just arrived from Manila to Polot. On the way to our house, I was being invited in a 'kaffeekl