~Alayasia~
“Did you get hold of the caterer?” I make a mark in my notebook before turning to look at Luna Olivia. We’ve been working together for the past week, trying to get the pack ready for the gathering we'll be hosting.
We don’t usually host things like this, but we came up in rotation. It will be the first gathering that I’ve been to. When the gathering is hosted at other locations, I wasn’t allowed to attend. Maxim doesn’t let me off packlands very often, and he hates having me around others even more. He always wants me to be out of sight, and that goes double for our daughter.
I’m kind of excited for this gathering, but I’m trying to act like I don’t care. If I express my excitement, Maxim will be sure to find some way to make me stay home. It’s what he always does, but I refuse to let him do it this time.
I respond to the Luna’s question before looking at Zara. She’s in a playpen with a few of her toys. She’s enjoying the fresh air, not really allowed out too often. “Well, it looks like everything is accounted for. Packs should start arriving tomorrow morning, with just a few arriving tonight. All of the rooms are cleaned and accounted for.”
“Yes, Luna. I had everything double-checked this morning. Everything is ready for our guests.” Luna Olivia nods.
“I’m going to need you on your ‘A’ game. I know you keep refusing help, but I need you to get someone to help with Zara so I can have your full attention during this gathering.” My hand stops in the middle of writing as I turn her words over in my mind. I’ve never refused any help when it comes to Zara. I know that there are decent wolves in this pack, and I don’t have to worry if they have my child. “Did you hear me, Alayasia? I need you to accept help when offered because I need you free to help with this gathering.” I swallow the lump in my throat as I place my hand down.
“I… I would love to get help with Zara. I love her to pieces, but it can be a lot sometimes.” Luna Olivia looks at me as if I’m some alien who just dropped on Earth. It does take long before she scoffs and rolls her eyes.
“I should have known it was a lie.” A lie? I have no idea what she means. “Don’t worry about it, Alayasia. I will send someone for you this evening so you can help me greet guests.” I nod and feel just that much lighter. It will be nice to be around adults for a change and do something different.
Luna Olivia sends me home to get prepared for the evening. I take time to get Zara a snack and explain to her how this evening will go. Zara is really good with others, so I don’t have much to worry about.
The evening comes before I know it. The doorbell rings as I smooth out my dress. I don’t have many dress-up clothes because I’m not allowed to attend many events. I pulled a black cocktail dress out of the closet. It features a halter top, and the skirt flares out once it reaches my hips. I paired it with gold gladiator heels. I kept my makeup light: just a smoky eye, mascara, and lip gloss. I keep my hair down, not wanting to broadcast to everyone that I have no mating mark. That’s something that’s supposed to stay under wraps. I’m not even mad that I’m unmarked; I consider myself very lucky.
I adjust my charm, making sure that it’s secure. This charm not only marks me as human, but it also buries the mate bond. I can sense my mate, but they won’t sense me. It was a side effect, if you will.
I open the door, and my stomach drops. I shouldn’t be surprised, but here we are. Sasha pushes past me without saying a word. She stops in the foyer and looks around the house. “So where is the little brat?” I shake my head and sigh.
“There’s no need for you to stay if you have other things to do. I can manage on my own.” Let me explain. Sasha was the Omega that I just saw my husband sleeping with. It wasn’t the first time, and I’m sure it won’t be the last. Before that, she’s always been ugly to me. As far as she’s concerned, I’m beneath her even though she’s only an Omega.
Sasha sighs and inspects her nails as if she’s bored. “Luna sent me here to watch your weak kid. Just tell me where she is already.” I hold the door open and plaster a smile on my face.
“Really, it’s okay. Thank you so much for coming. I will make sure the Luna knows that you were very helpful.” Sasha looks around again before walking to the door and pushing past me.
“Whatever. I didn’t want to watch the little brat anyway.” I close the door and sigh. There’s no way I would leave my daughter with that nasty woman. I will just take her to the packhouse and play it by ear. My phone rings and I quickly answer it.
“Alayasia, where are you?”
“I’m on my way, Luna. Give me 10 minutes.”
“Hurry.”
I sigh and rush into Zara’s room. Luckily, I keep a bag packed for her just in case. It has clothes and snacks, along with a tablet and headphones. I will leave her in the kitchen. The head cook has a soft spot for Zara and will set her up in his office.“Zara, honey, change of plans. You have to come with Mommy and we have to hurry.” I grab the bag and her hand, rushing out of the house.
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I step out of the packhouse, smoothing out my dress. Luna Olivia and Alpha Axel are already waiting close to the curb. I look around as I move to join them, but I don’t see Maxim anywhere. I’d imagine he’s on top of someone right now.
Luna Olivia reaches out to me as I get closer. “You look lovely, Alayasia.”
“Thank you, Luna. Hello, Alpha Axel.” He looks at me and grunts before turning back to the road. There’s no love lost between us. I know he is aware of most of the things that Maxim does to me, and he does nothing about it. He’s not much of an Alpha as far as I’m concerned. I shake my head and change my focus. For now, it’s time to be the Beta female.
~Alayasia~The blaring alarm breaks me out of my thoughts. I really didn’t sleep last night. I mean, how could I? I conditioned myself that the mate bond was wasted on me. I just knew that I’d have no opportunity to indulge in it for even a second. First, it was because I was already a married shewolf, and there was no way I’d be able to get away from my husband. The other reason was the fact that I was hiding what I truly am. Neither of those is a factor anymore, and my fated mate knows about our bond. I’m living a dream that many people have had their entire lives, and I still don’t know how to wrap my head around it. I feel like I should be doing something specific about it, but I don’t know what that may be. Maybe I do know, I just don’t want to acknowledge it. Yesterday was like a dream. Houston and I talked a bit, and then we sat. We just sat on the couch and cuddled. We kissed here and there, but really, we just cuddled. We cuddled and listened to each other breathe. I have
~Geoffroy~I take a deep breath, focusing on the feeling of the doorknob in my hand. It’s cool to the touch and smooth. I squeeze the metal, letting the reality wash over me. This is the portal to her room, the room that I wasn’t allowed into. Soyara hated me and rightfully so. I was, well, am, a bastard, and I treated her with indifference most of the time. The fact is that I did love her, but love is a weakness. If others could sense my weakness, I’d be inviting disaster. All anyone knew was that I had Soyara here because of her powers. While that was true, there was more to it than that. I happened upon her and have thanked my luck since. I was never meant to meet her, and I was never meant to call her mine. She was already fated to another, so I had him killed. I gave her no choice but to be with me. She was with child when we met, and I hoped that the child would be another benefit to me. She was useless, no powers or wolf. She was merely a human, which didn’t make sense to me
~Houston~Well, shit! She’s not running away, and she’s willing to talk. I don’t know what changed, but I can’t be mad about that. This is exactly what I need from her, and I don’t plan on wasting the opportunity. I look at Alayasia, captivated by her beauty. I have so much I want to say, so much I want to do. I don’t think this is the place, but this may be the only time she allows me. I quickly stand to my feet and hold my hand out to her. “Please come with me.” Alayasia looks at my hand before looking at me. She places her hand in mine, allowing me to pull her to her feet. “I don’t think it’s safe to talk out here in the open.” Alayasia allows me to pull her back into the packhouse and up the stairs. I ignore all of the eyes that land on us, focusing instead on our destination. We need to find a quiet and secure location. I’m going to hope that my place will be the perfect spot. As we walk up to my door, I mindlink the Omegas set to clean and tell them not to let anyone up here.
~Shiloh~I have no reason to communicate with the Omegas in this pack. They are here to serve those who are of higher status, that’s all. I know someone could argue that I’m an Omega, but I’m a warrior. I’m a top warrior at that, so I’m definitely not in the same category. I say all that to say that I turned to an Omega to keep tabs on what goes on in the packhouse. I know that I’m no longer fully welcomed there, so I had to find a way to keep eyes on Houston and Alayasia, especially. I knew she was on her way out of the packhouse, so all I had to do was show up. When I walk around the corner of the packhouse, I see her lying on the grass, the sun shining on her face. I’m tempted to end her right now, but I know that I could never get away with that. I stand over her, ready to do what needs to be done. Her eyes slowly open and land on me. “Well, well. What did you do to be thrown out of the packhouse?”She looks at me as if she would like to get rid of me, but I’m not worried. We bo
~Houston~I’ve been kissed and I’ve kissed women in my life. This isn’t a situation where I’m new to intimate contact. I’ve been around the block a few times and have had my experiences. That being said…. Holy Goddess! I’ve never been kissed like this, and I don’t want to dwell on it too long because I would be heartbroken to learn that it’s only because of the mate bond. I want her to want me regardless of the bond we share. I know that the bond is making a lot of things make sense for me: the way that I reacted to her since we first met is tattooed in my mind. I didn’t know it was the bond at the time, and I was genuinely intrigued by her. It can’t be that the bond is all there is between us. Alayasia is an amazing woman who has been through more than she should. She’s a great mother, and her child is everything to her. I think the bond made her shine like a beacon to me when I would have otherwise missed seeing her. I believe that anything else between us is because of who we ar
~Alayasia~I just couldn’t do it. It couldn’t sit in that room and deal with her. It’s too early in the morning and I don’t want to see them together. You should have said something to her. There’s no reason to allow her to continue to treat you this way. I sigh, but don’t respond. We’ve been over this, and I don’t want to say it again. Clover and I have always been different; she is a bit bolder than I. Ok, she’s a lot more daring than I am. Clover is the type who’s ready to jump on anyone if she feels disrespected, whereas I’m more of a quietly walk-away person. I’m sure many would argue that this is why I find myself in many of the situations I'm in, but I don’t want things to get worse for me. When you fight back, you get attacked. I remember being younger and trying to fight against my father. It didn’t take long before I realized that I was causing more damage doing that. The first few times I fought against him, he would rough me up pretty badly. I would be injured enough to