ANMELDENAnd yet some stupid, inconvenient part of me had still wanted him to find me after the ceremony.To look at me.To say something.Instead, he’d vanished into the reception as though I were just another name on the guest list.Good, I told myself. You wanted distance.So why did I keep checking the entrance every time someone moved near it?Why did the thought of him deliberately avoiding me sit so wrong in my chest?“—and honestly, if they spent this much on champagne, imagine what the cake cost.”I blinked.“Sorry. What?”Quinn studied me for a second before her expression softened.“It’s okay. You don’t have to talk about it now.”I looked away before she could see the guilt crossing my face.A waiter passed with a tray of pastries.Across the garden, a cluster of guests had gathered around Luca and Rosalind, snapping photographs while Luca smiled—or tried to.Something about it looked strained, though the distance made it difficult to be certain.I’d spent six years learning the sm
NOAH’S POV(The reception)“I’m telling you, Noey, I don’t even want to imagine how much this wedding cost.”“Hmm.”Quinn adjusted Micah against her chest, careful not to wake him. He was fast asleep, one small fist curled near his mouth. In her free hand, she held a champagne flute, taking the occasional sip while her eyes moved over the garden like she was pricing everything.“Look at these flowers. The chairs. The food.” She shook her head. “There are probably staff here who make more per hour than I do in a month.”I hummed, not really listening.A waiter passed behind us carrying a tray of champagne.Somewhere to my left, a woman laughed too loudly. A string quartet played beneath the white canopy. The whole garden looked like it had been lifted out of a magazine and set down intact.Everything was beautiful. Everything was expensive.And I couldn’t stop scanning the crowd for a man I had no business looking for.Which was almost funny, considering I hadn’t seen him since the ch
A bitter laugh scraped its way out of me. “Wonderful.”My mother reached for my hand. “Luca, sweetheart, please. We can talk about this later. Right now you need to go back outside. People are waiting. Rosalind is waiting for you.”Rosalind. My wife.I closed my eyes and saw her standing beside the priest, fingers trembling around her bouquet. Then the church doors opening. Kade. The stranger beside him. The fear on her face before she buried it.My eyes snapped open. “Don’t do that. Don’t tell me to go back out there and smile.”“Darling."I swallowed hard, refusing to let either of them see exactly how unsteady my hands had gotten.“I’ve spent my entire life doing exactly what this family expects of me.” The words came from somewhere I hadn’t known was still open.“And I’m tired.”I didn’t know where that had come from. Maybe it had been sitting there for years, underneath the captaincy, the interviews, every time I’d told myself being the good son was worth whatever it cost.I l
“Don’t you dare tell me to lower my voice.” “I’m not doing this with you.” “Of course you’re not.” Her laugh came out brittle, thin. “You never do anything with me anymore, do you? You make your decisions. And then you expect me to just stand there and accept it.” “That’s not what this is.” “Then what is it?” Another silence. I stared at the narrow gap of light between the door and the frame, my pulse starting to climb. “I’ve given you enough time,” my father said. “Time?” Her voice cracked around the word. “You want to talk about time? You chose today, Nicholas. Today. Of every single day you could have brought this into our son’s wedding—” “I’m not the one who brought it into the wedding. The paperwork was supposed to be handled privately.” “Then why is it here?” “Because I want this finished.” My stomach dropped straight through the floor. What finished? “You couldn’t even wait until Luca left for his honeymoon?” Her voice climbed, more raw now. “One day, Nicholas. On
LUCA’S POV “Congratulations, son. This is one hell of a wedding.” I shook the stranger’s hand. “Thank you. I appreciate it.” He grinned, giving my shoulder a friendly squeeze before moving on to the next group of guests. I watched him go without any idea who the hell he was. Not his name. Not what he did for a living. Not whether I’d ever met him before today. Nothing. And judging by the number of unfamiliar faces scattered across the garden, I wasn’t the only one pretending. Half the people at my wedding were strangers. That was my mother’s doing. She’d spent months putting together the guest list, insisting that certain people had to be invited, that certain connections were important, that this wedding was about more than two people exchanging vows. Apparently, it was also about business. Connections. Reputation. Making sure the right people saw the Leister family standing together beneath a canopy of white roses. I loosened my grip on the empty champagne flute in m
Something inside me shattered — not loudly, more like glass settling after the crack already happened, the damage already done long before the sound reached me. Because suddenly six years of confusion had an answer. Every mixed signal. Every almost. Every time he’d pulled me in and then quietly stepped back a half-inch, just enough that I never knew which version of the pull was real. I hadn’t imagined any of it. He’d felt it too. He’d simply chosen never to hand it to me. “You were never imagining it,” he continued, like he’d read exactly where my thoughts had gone. “The connection. I felt it too.” My heart didn’t just hurt. It felt like something had reached in and closed a fist around it. “Then why didn’t you say anything?” He looked away, toward the window, toward anything that wasn’t my face. “I was a coward.” I swallowed hard against the tightness climbing my throat. “You were the best thing that ever happened to me, Birdy.” There it was. The exact







