Chapter 7- THE CHANGES

It was with a heavy heart that Ivan and Papa left the room. The way Papa was behaving made me nervous that their conversation might not go well. I'm worried that they'll both be hurt. And now my worst fear has actually happened, my parents have found out the truth. That I disobeyed their requests to finished my studies.Ivan's plan seemed to be fine if I listened to it until I decided to try this. Because of my selfishness, I harmed our child in order to benefit myself. The thought that my life would become a mess and that my parents would be disappointed makes me a bad mother. I don't want to lose him, I don't want to lose our baby.

Habang nakatingin ako sa papalabas na si Ivan ay nakuha naman ni Mama ang atensyon ko, nang tumikhim ito. Ibinaba ko ang aking tingin. I couldn't look Mama in the eye because of the shame. What I did has left them both disappointed, and I'm well aware of that pain. Nahihiya ako dahil alam kong ipinagmamalaki nila ako sa family and friends nila tapos ngayon