Mag-log inLovers of dark romance/Mafia Erotica gather here! đ Allison is a 21-year-old girl whose father abandoned their family years ago, leaving her to shoulder the burden of caring for her sick mother and twin siblings. She works multiple manual jobs, including as a cleaner at one of the city's most luxurious hotels, determined to make ends meet for her family. Her life takes an unexpected turn on a fateful day when she crosses paths with Clyde Butch. Clyde, a mysterious and powerful man, is in the city for business and staying at the hotel where Allison works. While cleaning his suite, Allison, sweaty and exhausted, decides to cool off in his bathtub, thinking no one would catch her. But Clyde does. Instead of anger, her bold yet innocent actions intrigue him. Seeing an opportunity, Clyde manipulates the situation to draw her into his life. He hides his true identity and makes her fall for him. But as Allison is swept into Clyde's dangerous world of bloodshed, gangs, and crime, she faces a harsh reality. Can she survive in his world of secrets and violence? Or will it break her completely?
view moreWhen the heart craves solace, yet the mind fears the outcome of that comfort, what happens when a love so dark consumes your entire being, leaving you in the deep emptiness of regret and pain? And yet, despite everything, your heart longs for that dark and dangerous love.
The heavy sound of running footsteps echoed through the still night, audible from miles away. Two figures dressed in black darted through the shadows, their pace relentless. One of them, her breath labored and body exhausted from the chase, pushed herself to keep moving. It wasnât just her life on the lineâit was the life of the tiny one growing within her. âAllison, quick! We have to hurry!â the other figure called out urgently. âIâm trying⌠please!â she shouted back, her voice raw with desperation. âHeâll catch up with us soonâwe need to move faster!â Allison knew the stakes. This was a matter of life and death. If he caught her, everything would be over. She couldnât bear the thought of returning to him. She wouldnât allow her innocent child to endure the same suffering she had. Ignoring the searing pain that tore through her body with every step, she pushed forward. Freedom from his darkness was within reach, and this time, she swore she would never go back. *** Allisonâs pov A Year Ago The sky hung heavy, a dull silver stretching endlessly across the horizon. I stood at the bus stop, fidgeting with my fingers and letting out a soft sigh. Raindrops began to fall. One splashed near my feet, soaking into the tan stone, while another slid off the iron railing. Soon, the rain came down steadily, drumming gently on my jacket. I tilted my face toward the sky, smiling as the cool droplets kissed my skin. This was my favorite kind of weatherâthe way the city lights shimmered through the rain made everything feel magical. For a moment, the world felt peaceful, like it had paused just for me. When the late bus finally rumbled into view, I climbed aboard and slipped on my earphones. As I sank into an empty seat, I closed my eyes, letting âLove Me Like You Doâ wrap around me. The day had drained every ounce of energy from me, and all I wanted was to get home, curl into my bed, and forget the world for a while. "Miss, wake up, or you'll miss your stop." The voice startled me awake. I opened my eyes to see an elderly woman sitting behind me, her kind eyes watching me. "Thank you," I murmured, rubbing my face as I looked outside. My bus stop was just ahead. I rang the bell and quickly got off, relieved to finally be home. Home was my favorite place, right after the libraryâespecially my room. Oh, how I loved my bed! Every day, I waited for the moment I could get home, collapse, and forget about the world. My name is Allison Gray, and I'm twenty-one years old. I work at one of the most prestigious hotels in the city as a cleaner. It's exhausting, but I love my job. The pay is enough to cover my family's bills and put food on the table. I have a large familyâmy mom, and my twin siblings. Our father left us years ago. I was barely ten when he disappeared, and the twins were only six. My mom never told us why he left, and over time, we stopped asking. A few years later, Mom got sick. She hasn't been able to work since. That's when I stepped up to take care of us. By the time I walked into our cozy four-bedroom apartment, everyone was already asleep. A smile spread across my face when I saw a familiar figure curled up on my bed. Mom was fast asleep, a tray of food sitting cold beside her. Typical Mom, always thinking about me even when she's tired. I kissed her forehead softly, careful not to wake her, and headed for the bathroom to shower. The next day was a full shift, meaning I'd be working all day. After dressing in my usual blue jeans, black hoodie, and sandals, I packed my blonde hair into a bun and left the house. The twins had already gone to school, so I quickly ate and headed to work. When I arrived at the hotel, I changed into my uniform and got to work. "Miss Gray, you're assigned to clean the penthouse today," Zach's voice came through the intercom. Zach was my supervisor, and let's just say we didn't get along. He had it out for me from day one, for reasons I still didn't understand. "Sir, my shift covers the sixth to eighth floors," I explained. "Am I repeating myself, Miss Gray?" "No, sir," I muttered under my breath as he cut the line. This was my first time cleaning the penthouse, and I couldn't help but be impressed when I arrived. The rooms were massive, decorated with expensive lights and luxurious furniture. Whoever stayed here had to be filthy rich. I started cleaning, surprised by how tidy everything was. It wasn't as messy as I'd expected. I changed the sheets and towels, but by the time I finished, the heat was unbearable. My body was sticky, and the large bathtub in the bathroom seemed to call to me. I tried to shake the idea. Allison, you can't just use a guest's bathtub! But the thought of soaking in warm water was too tempting to resist. No one was here. I figured the guest wouldn't be back for hours. This was my one chance to get some much-needed relaxation. I quickly stripped down, filled the tub, and sank into the warm water. A sigh of relief escaped my lips as the water soothed my aching muscles. I put on my earphones, lay back, and closed my eyes, letting the music wash over me. It felt like heaven, and for a moment, I forgot about everything. But then, a noise snapped me back to reality. I opened my eyes, and my heart stopped. A tall man stood in the doorway, hands in his pockets, staring at me. I was completely naked in his bathtub.Clydeâs PovI should have known.That was the only thought repeating inside my head.I should have known. I sat alone in our bedroom, staring at the piece of paper in my hand.My hand was bleeding, but I barely felt it.The shattered remains of a whiskey glass lay scattered across the floor beside me, but the pain from the cuts was nothing compared to the pain ripping through my chest.I should have known. The paper trembled between my fingers.Only two words. Two fucking words.*I remember.*Blood from my injured hand had soaked into the edges of the note, smearing the ink.I couldnât stop staring at it, couldnât stop reading it.Couldnât stop reliving every moment of the day. My wedding day.The happiest day of my life. The day I married the woman I loved.Was the same day she left me. A bitter laugh escaped me.Then another. Soon it sounded almost insane, because what kind of idiot was I?She had been acting strange all day, quiet and distant. Also nervous.Her smiles hadnât reache
Allisonâs PovThe only thing on my mind was escaping, not the ongoing wedding, or the guests.Not even the man everyone believed I had married for love.Escaping.The word repeated itself inside my head like a prayer and a warning all at once.I smiled, laughed, and pretended, all for survival.That was all I had to do.The reception was in full swing around me. Music floated through the garden, guests chatted happily, and waiters moved between tables carrying trays of food and drinks.To everyone else, this was a celebration. To me, it felt like a countdown.I forced a smile when someone congratulated me.Forced another when one of Clydeâs business associates wished us a lifetime of happiness.Every second felt heavier than the last, my stomach churned violently.The nausea had been relentless since morning. At first I tried ignoring it.Then I tried breathing through it, neither worked. I barely made it to the bathroom before throwing up.I gripped the sink afterward, breathing hard
Allisonâs PovI pressed send.The moment the message disappeared from my screen, my entire body began trembling.Iâm ready.Two simple words, that had just changed everything.I stumbled backward and rushed into the bathroom, locking the door behind me with shaky hands.My breathing was ragged, my chest felt tight.The memories were still settling inside my head, still crashing into me one after another.Mama. Jake. Juliet. Their faces were clear now.Painfully clear, not the strangers downstairs pretending to be my family.Not the actors Clyde had hired. My real family, the family I had lost because of him.A knock sounded on the bedroom door, then another.âAllison?âOne of the beauticians. âWe need the bride.âI quickly wiped my face, there was another knock.âThe ceremony starts soon.âI stared at my reflection. My eyes were swollen, and my face was pale.My entire world had fallen apart less than an hour ago, and somehow I was expected to walk down an aisle and smile.I looked a
Alisonâs POVThe rest of the day felt wrong.Ever since receiving the message from Williams, I had been moving through the hours like a ghost. Everyone noticed I was quieter than usual, but thankfully, nobody pushed too hard.Sophia tried, and my mother tried.Even Juliet tried.But I smiled when I needed to smile and nodded when I needed to nod.Inside, however, my thoughts wouldnât stop spinning.I hope youâre making the right choice.The words kept replaying in my head.By the time Clyde came home that night, it was already late.Diego was with him, both men looking exhausted.They spoke briefly about some important business before disappearing into Clydeâs office.When Clyde finally came upstairs, all he wanted was to make love. To be inside me, and I let him.I let myself get lost in him because thinking was becoming too painful.For a few hours, we made passionate love and I forgot about the text.Forgot about Williams. Forgot about the flashes.Forgot about the fear growing in
The room felt smaller all of a sudden, as if the walls were inching closer, listening.âI am the man people fear,â Clyde continued, his voice rough. âThe name whispered on roads people donât come back from. I am the one mothers warn their sons about.âMy hands curled into fists at my sides.âBut I
AllisonI was seated when the door opened.My legs were crossed at the ankles, my back pressed stiffly against the chair as though sitting straighter could stop the tremor running through me.My breathing was uneven, harsh, each inhale scraping my chest like Iâd been holding my breath for far too l
Allisonâs POVThe darkness stretched deeper than I could imagineâthick and suffocating. My weary mind drifted through it, lost in the endless struggle between myself and the world. Between reality and madness.If a person could sit still for this long, tied up and barely breathing, without losing t
Clydeâs povSheâs curled up on my bed, her face peaceful in sleep, completely unaware of the war raging inside me. I watch her, my fingers trailing through her tousled hair, memorizing every soft breath, every delicate feature. "I can't lose you, lamb." My voice is barely a whisper, a confession
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