Chapter 41 - To Live Free from Past

Have you ever felt like even if you’re happy you felt like there still something missing? That something is weirdly felt?

But in contrast, like that day…

That day when he said those words directly to my face. “Let’s break-up,”

Now that I saw him. It keeps on replaying.

Tumatagos, dapang-dapa.

But compared before, I’m a better person now.

“Have you talked already with Kaila at Cha?” Conan asked me while we’re about the sleep.

I heaved out a sigh before answering. “Not yet…” I said.

Kinabig niya ako papalapit sa kanya at niyapos, kaya ang mukha ko ay nakakulong sa dibdib niya.

“It’s okay. Take your time. Your feelings are valid, Kaila and Cha understand your part.”

“If they understand why did they still do that? I mean, sana ipinaalam nila just so I could decide whether they’d continue or not.”

“Do you trust your friends?” He asked anyway.

“Oo naman, sobra.”

“Then trust them when they say they did that because of you.”

Buong gabi, hindi ako masyadong nakatulog. I kept silent about it d