Semua Bab Endless Soul: Bab 1 - Bab 10

The moment someone dies, the last person whose life was touched by them dies as well. We will clearly hear them, console us, remind us with our memories with them, and live inside our head.They would hope for us to remember all of that behind, and prior to, the cries and pain of mourning for them was also joy, insights, fascination, and sheer of fun, because they’ve lived with us and that they know how important and loved they are.We can’t tell exactly when we are going to lose our happiness, because just like anxiety, it will just trigger your being. That was me right after the happenings that took me out of the world. Right after he left me…for good.I lost my husband.That’s when I realized that it’s finer if I was being cheated, than to prepare a memorial service to your beloved partner. I swear, I look like a wrecking ball. We were happy, we’re about to build a family with two kids, a boy and a girl, that’s our plan.In the first few weeks and months, I got my first real taste o

I wish I knew the things I needed to know when I entered law school so I can be ready at hindi ako mukhang nahihirapan ng sobra ngayon. Kahit ngayon ay culture shock pa rin talaga ako. Like, they have this designations.Every year level kasi have these so called sections. Like, if you're in section A, you are called as a gunner which means a student who raises his hands every class. Kapag sobrang talino or tapang mo naman, sometimes you argued with the professors.Section B were called or labelled as cool kids, who participates mostly on activities. Lastly, section C comes with the students who party the most, in short madaming pera at oras para magwalwal at magwaldas ng pera.I don’t know why I was so fascinated enrolling myself in law school that time. Maybe I was amused about how the court and law works. Sobrang nakakahumaling lang panoorin kapag may defense or any cases, saka feeling ko bagay sa apelyido ko. Like tatawagin akong 'Goodmorning Atty. Pelaez.' It's like music to my e

I was in front of my laptop, I already copied the link that Kaila sent to me earlier but I still can’t enter it. Kaya ngayon ay kagat-kagat ko ang kuko ko. I was still hesitating, I mean hindi naman ako inosente sa ganitong bagay but it will be my first time to watch it.My phone vibrated and got a chat from Kaila and Cha in our group chat.Charisse Vista: Ano na sis? Have you watched it already?Kaila Marie Ramirez: Hula ko naghehesitate pa ‘yan. May pagka-banal type pa naman ‘yang kaibigan natin.Me: Mga bwesit kayo, sandali lang naman mga te, first time ko gagawin to.I heaved a sigh, “Bahala na…” I uttered before clicking the search button.Pumikit muna ako sandali saka huminga ulit ng malalim. And when I finally opened my eyes, I swear nataranta ako, lalo na at sabay din na may nag-doorbell, kaya nagkanda-ugaga ako sa pagsara ng laptop.Inis kong binuksan ang pintuan, delivery lang pala ng pagkain na inorder ko. Tinatamad din kasi akong magluto kaya napa-oder na lang ako sa grab.

Rinig ko ang pagtikhim niya. I saw him licked his lower lip, he has pink lips, tapos ang ganda rin ng shape ng bibig. Napaisip tuloy ako kung he was really good in kissing.I mean, I caught her with a girl, plus he’s active, I bet he has a lot of girls lining up, tapos simula noong nakilala ko siya I heard a lot of rumours. Well, siguro dahil kilala siya?Hanggang ngayon ay hindi pa rin kami umaalis. Nakadantay lang ang braso niya sa manibela habang kunot-noong tinititigan ako pero nakangisi pa rin ng kaunti.“Okay, you wanted to know if my offer is still up?” pag-uulit niya.I put it in a solemn and determined look while nodding to him. Tila baga nanghahamon na ngayon ang tingin niya sa akin. I felt a little scared thinking about the weight and gravity of his question. It knocked my head and only beginning to resurface.I asked myself twice if really am ready to break boundaries. But it’s still the same, ‘yong sinabi ko sa kanya kanina, pareho pa rin. I was never more certain before t

“Chukchakan na ‘yang friend natin alam mo ba?” Kaila begin to open-up to Cha na sobrang clueless sa sinabi nito. Siniko ko nga siya ng mahina sa tagiliran para pigilan kaso dinilaan lang ako.Minsan talaga ang mature ni Kaila pero madalas na isip-bata.“Bakit naman? Ang pangit ng word na ginamit mo chukchakan talaga sis?”“Remember noong nag-chill tayo noong nakaraan with high school friends’ tapos nauna siyang umalis?” pag-uumpisa nito. “Oh tapos?” sabi naman ni Cha.“Nagpaalam ako sa inyo na susundan siya para alam kong makakauwi siya ng maayos. Pero sis iba ‘yong nadatnan ko, may sundo pala ang kaibigan natin, tapos ‘yong kapatid pala ni Belle ang kasama.”“Fastforward na kasi sa highlight.” Atat na atat namang saad ni Cha habang nakangisi at mukhang excite na excite.“Halos 15 minutes silang nanatili sa loob ng sasakyan ng hindi umaandar. Tingin mo anong ginagawa ng dalawa?”“Ay, chukchakan nga, literal talagang chukchakan teh! Improving ah infairness,” komento nito.“Napaka-judgm