Chapter 1

Alarm rings**

Where the hell is that noise coming from I groaned while using my pillow to close my ears.

It's your alarm darling. You need to get up now and prepare for school before you miss your first class I heard my mom said from outside my door.

I will be there in a minute mom.

I disagree with you. Stand on your feet now and get into the bathroom because I know your minute is two hours she shouted.

On my way Mom I replied

I hate Mondays!!! I screamed while standing up from my bed.

I heard my mom laugh at me before I got into the bathroom.

Ouch!

I forgot to introduce myself

It's your girl Lucy Edwin and I am a normal tennegar.

Something weird about me is that I can't remember my childhood my parents Said I lost my memory when I was little but I know that there is another story behind what they told me.

I don't like bringing it up because the last time I tried, my mom was very angry and since then I became silent over the issue.

I don't know my dad and my mom never mentioned anything about it although I think I am just a one night affair but my mom don't accept it but just keep changing the topic.

It's very frustrating not to know anything about yourself.

I hated school not because of my teachers but my classmates always use any opportunity they have to bully me.

Although my Mom reported to the management and everything was resolved. But now, nobody notice me in school.

Sometimes I just wish my Mom never came into the story because at least I got attention from students but no more.

My mom is my closet and only friend and I tell her everything.

No boyfriend in the picture because I irritate all so far.

My life isn't normal in anyway but I make sure that I never stopped smiling.

My Mom always tell me that no matter where you find yourself, just put that smile on your face.

It wasn't easy at first to have a smiling face but dieing inside but I had no choice than to adapt to it because that is what is keeping me from breaking down in front of people who doesn't care.

I will be turning 16 in few months to come but I don't know why I am not excited.

Most of my classmates who turned sixteen recently celebrated a sweet sixteen birthday although I wasn't invited but I heard what happened from what people kept discussing in the hallway and classroom.

I don't know why I am not interested in all that, is it because I have never been to a party or because I am just not normal? I keep asking myself.

Lucy you have wasted alot of time, get down here and eat your breakfast, my mom said from downstairs.

Oops...

I have to go now, we will continue later

Winks*

I'm coming mom!

What did you make for breakfast? I asked

Something you will eat my Mom replied

Ouch!!

You got me mom I replied while laughing

Can I borrow your car today? I asked while giving her my best puppy eye

No you can't she replied

Please

No

Pleasssssee

I said no

Pleeeeeeaaaaasssseee

Okay fine.

Yay!

See you later mom

Love you.

Please be careful I don't want anything to happen to you my Mom said while pecking my forehead.

Aww

I'm not a child mom I will be sixteen in three months time I said while cleaning my forehead.

You will always be a child to me...

Be careful!!!! I heard before zooming off