로그인LEAH's POV.
I hadn't seen or heard from Hardin over the weekend. After the hockey game and interview, he'd disappeared into the locker room with the rest of his team. Ever since then, I found myself unconsciously looking at my phone, waiting for his texts. "This is only an arrangement!" I had to remind myself. "There is no camera." But after the kiss we shared that night, it was hard not to feel anything. But then this was someone who would give a girl the best night of her life only to never call her back. It was truly his reputation. The bell rang and I slipped my phone into my bag. I hated how much I reeked of desperation, waiting for him to text me so I decided that I was done mopping. This was all supposed to spite Ethan in the first place and after the stunt he pulled last night, I think he was suspended for a week. God I just needed to swear off men! When I got up from my chair, Professor Emmett called my attention however. "Ms Hart," I turned around to him while the rest of the students walked out of class. Professor Emmett had been my art teacher since I was a freshman and quite frankly the only one who believed in my pieces. "Take a seat." He gestured, walking behind his desk and he pulled out my assignment which was a painting I'd done a week ago. My cheeks immediately flushed. Did he think he was terrible? Of course he did. "Before you say anything sir, please I did that overnight and I know it's not an excuse but it's just not my best work—" I blabbed and Emmett chuckled lightly. "Relax, Leah." He had an Australian accent so the way he pronounced my name was slightly different. "I think it's really good." He added. My brows relaxed and my heart jumped. "Really?" I stared at the piece with a hint of imposter syndrome in my voice. "In fact, it's one of the highest graded amongst your pairs. I really love the way you play with colors and you have quite the eye for detail. You're really talented, Leah." He paused. "Just like your mother." My heart usually sank whenever he spoke about her. Emmett knew my mother, they'd gone to the same college back in the day and even though he never said, I had a feeling they might've been an item. "She used to paint too?" I asked, forgetting when I was ten and found a whole drawer of her abandoned paintings before my father threw them all out. Every day that passed since then, it felt like I was forgetting her more and more. "Where do you think you got your talent?" Professor Emmett smirked. "Look, Leah. I know it's a bit early but I do think you have what it takes to secure an art scholarship to study abroad. You have exactly what schools like Westbridge look out for." He said and I heaved a sigh. Westbridge Conservatory was a prestigious art school all the way in New York. Besides the fact that a dream like that was far-fetched, I also couldn't leave this place. Not with my father ill and the rest of my life here. "Just give me the word and I'll put your name down for it." Emmett said and I know deep down he wanted the best for me. "You know I can't," My voice broke. "My father...I can't leave him here." "Are you really going to spend the rest of your life stuck in a small town like Ashwood when you're destined for something greater?" He asked. The truth was I couldn't afford to dream. I was in my sophomore year which meant I had just two more years until all this was over. I didn't have a dream, nor did I have a plan. I was always jealous when Hazel would talk about getting a second degree in Manhattan and Julia would talk about law school. I wasn't nearly as privileged as they were. The fact that I was even in a school like Ashwood was because of a scholarship I got in my first year. Granted, if I maintained a CGPA above 4.5, I would get to keep that scholarship. That was why I couldn't afford any distractions and I swore to keep my head down until this was over. Then this whole mess happened and I knew deep down I'd have to work twice as hard if I wanted to graduate. I could do all these things but only here in Ashwood. I didn't see an option where I got to leave. "It sounds like you're just making excuses, Leah. You know this is not how she'd want you to live your life." He said. "You don't know that!" I snapped. "You don't know what my mother would want. It's been twelve years even I don't remember what she's like anymore." I got up and tears stung the back of my eyes. "Thank you for the consideration, Professor Emmett but I think I'll pass..." I said. He smirked disappointedly, tossing a poster across the table. I halted next to his desk, picking it up. "At least show up for this one." He said. It was an artist's workshop right here in Ashwood coming up in a week. Students would get to showcase all the pieces they got to work on throughout the school year. I scrunched the paper in my bag with a nod. This one I could do. But certainly not moving halfway across the states. "See you around, Leah." He said as I stormed out of his class, closing the door behind me. I walked down the hall to my locker and when I pulled it open, the first thing I saw was the art I'd saved from my mother before my Dad threw the rest away. It was an abstract piece, not of anything in particular but when I looked at it, it felt like it was able to capture my exact emotion every time. Like I was holding a mirror to myself. Then one day I just stopped and I learnt to forget them. To forget her. Emmett was right—my mother was immensely talented and I had her to thank. But it was easy to remember the good parts, not when she lost her mind when I was six and my Dad was worried sick. Now, my memory was weird but I lived to hear the stories. Stories that she told me herself growing up. She always believed in the supernatural, the werewolves, the witches. She believed in fairy tales and magic, and everyone thought they were folklore. Ashwood was a town filled with it. But then my mother claimed she started seeing things and that she was haunted by a force and slowly, we started to lose her. She died when I was six and nothing remained the same ever since. I watched my father slip into a long-term depression with alcohol as an antidote. He was mad at everything that reminded him of her so he burnt her paintings and forbade anyone from ever talking about those stories. "They're not real! It was all in her head!" He would scream at me whenever he saw me digging in her closet. It was heartbreaking seeing what my father turned to over the years because of his grief which was why I couldn't leave him. Having dreams wasn't something I could afford. My mother had a lot of them too and look what happened. I shut my locker and made my way to my class of the day. Luckily, Professor Langley wasn't in yet but the rest of the students were seated. I slipped into the closest seat I could find which happened to be beside Marcus. I knew he was Hardin's best friend and this was one of the few classes we took with seniors. Yet, I scanned around for him but Hardin was absent. I hadn't seen or heard from him since our kiss. "Where's Hardin?" I mouthed to him when our eyes met and he shrugged his shoulders. "He disappeared after the game on Friday night." Marcus replied. My stomach knotted and just then the classroom door swung open and Professor Langley walked inside but he wasn't alone. Someone followed behind him and the room fell noticeably quieter. I furrowed my brows, immediately recognizing her. Her red hair, her sharp sculpted jawline, and her feline eyes with the darkest pupils I'd ever seen. She was the girl from Friday night, in the stands staring right at Hardin. "Class, before we begin, I'd like you to welcome a new transfer student. Veronica Cross." Her lips perched up with a smile and her eyes were quick to find mine. She was beautiful in an intimidating way. Her aura was a mix of dark, quiet confidence. And as she walked down the aisle, I caught Marcus immediately become restive in his chair. "Oh fuck." He cussed which was exactly Hardin's reaction. "Who is she?" I turned to him and the paleness that washed his face told me that he knew. Just like Hardin recognized her that night. Who was this new girl and why was everyone so shaken by her? "Marcus." I sternly called and reluctantly, he parted his lips, giving away easily. "That's Veronica," He paused. That much I knew. But nothing could've prepared me for his next words. And it all made sense why Hardin had disappeared since last night. "She and Hardin go way back. She's the first girl he ever loved," Marcus said and my heart sank to my stomach. "The only girl he's ever loved." I gulped a hard lump down my throat and when I looked at her, she was already looking at me. Why was she back all of a sudden?LEAH's POV.Three days had passed now and I still hadn't heard from Hardin West. I shoved my phone into my bag before placing it in my locker but alas, when I closed it, there he was.With his dark glistening hair and a smirk across his lips."Where have you been?" I rolled my eyes. Surely, he didn't think he could merely charm his way out of ghosting me. But he did have a cup of coffee in his hand which I took."I've just been swamped with...stuff." Hardin shrugged, digging his hands into his pockets. There was something off about him, the way his eyes scanned the hall. Hardin was never this uneasy."Stuff?" I echoed with a scoff, walking away. He followed me behind, flashing a fake smile to the eyes of the scrutinizing students in the hallway. We had just fully hard-launched our relationship to the entire campus so best believe the stares had only grown more intense."Yes, Leah. You know I have a life outside all of this." He caught up with me from behind, pulling my hand to him. "
HARDIN.After the game on Friday, I never made it back to the locker room.I made sure Leah got into her car safely before following that scent. I knew that scent. Even though three years had passed, I could never forget it. I could never forget that face too. So seeing her in the stands after the game, my heart dropped. But before I could take a second look, she had vanished again, leaving me to trail after her as I walked down the tunnel in search of her.The Veronica I knew always loved the chase. We had only made eye contact for a second but her face was unmistakable. I stormed out of the arena before catching her scent again and my pulse quickened. My senses were heightened. Like a mix of cedar and lavender, I knew it was her, and she was drifting away. I picked up my pace and drew away from the crowds. The next few seconds were a blur, one moment I was standing underneath the fluorescent arena lights and the next I was tearing through the parking lot in search of her. Every
LEAH's POV.I hadn't seen or heard from Hardin over the weekend. After the hockey game and interview, he'd disappeared into the locker room with the rest of his team. Ever since then, I found myself unconsciously looking at my phone, waiting for his texts."This is only an arrangement!" I had to remind myself. "There is no camera." But after the kiss we shared that night, it was hard not to feel anything. But then this was someone who would give a girl the best night of her life only to never call her back. It was truly his reputation.The bell rang and I slipped my phone into my bag. I hated how much I reeked of desperation, waiting for him to text me so I decided that I was done mopping. This was all supposed to spite Ethan in the first place and after the stunt he pulled last night, I think he was suspended for a week. God I just needed to swear off men!When I got up from my chair, Professor Emmett called my attention however. "Ms Hart," I turned around to him while the rest of
LEAH's POV.Hazel and I walked into the Ashwood Arena hand in hand just in the nick of time. Everywhere was already buzzy with excited students, one side filled with students in our black and grey jersey and the other with students in burnt orange and black. It was a regular Friday night in Ashwood which meant only one thing—it was a hockey night. And tonight was like no other, the Ashwood Wolves had climbed their way to the quarter-final and were now inching towards being champions of the tournament. I didn't know so much about hockey so Hazel had schooled me a bit on our way here. Like I knew Hardin was the star player but I had no idea he'd scored the most amount of goals ever in the league including three back-to-back hat tricks. He'd been on a generational run at the right time of the season too. Scouts were at the bottom of the stands, all eyes on him. "Come on, let's go up there." Hazel pulled my arms as we weaved through the row of seats until we got to two empty ones. Onc
LEAH's POV. A week was all it took for my whole life to completely change. Everything happened so fast since I turned eighteen, for one Hardin West had gone from being my ex-boyfriend's older brother—the annoyingly attractive and cocky hockey captain I'd barely spoken to before—to the boy everyone at Ashwood University believed was in love with me. This all came after I swore that my sophomore year would be anything but chaotic. It was a promise I made with Hazel and Julia, a promise to keep our heads down and just get through university as fast as we could. Our whole lives are still in front of us, we thought. But at least we'd have each other. It had been one week now. One week since I caught my best friend kissing my boyfriend and I hadn't spoken to Julia since then. Occasionally, we would walk past each other in the school hallway and share a glance for a second or I'd see her and Ethan at lunch at a distance from Hardin and I. The tension was electric in the air and the g
LEAH's POV.I stormed out of class once the bell rang for lunch, making my way down the hallway to the constant stares and whispers as I walked by. None of it had stopped. Instead, it seemed like the rumor was spreading even worse as time went by."I can't believe that's the girl Hardin West finally decides to settle down with?" "How does it feel dating a player?" "She must be so stupid if she thinks Hardin will ever commit to her?" The murmurs swept through my ears.I opened my locker and squeezed my eyes shut. "Who even is she? I swear I've never seen her around before today," "It's like she just appeared out of thin air," Chuckles that filled the air with fingers pointing in my direction. I'd somehow managed to catch the attention of some hockey players too as they weaved through the halls. Every stare made heat crawl up my neck and my grip tightened around the strap of my backpack as I closed my locker.The hallway erupted in snickers as I made my way towards the entrance, nearly







