LOGINHazel's POV
The next evening, the rink thundered with cheers so loud they rattled through my chest. Cold air bit at my cheeks, the scent of ice and adrenaline filling my lungs. Jaxon Carter skated across the rink like he was born on it; fast, and ruthless. Every goal he scored made the crowd scream louder, “Carter! Carter! Carter!” I stood just behind the players’ bench, my heart pounding in sync with the sound of blades slicing the ice and my clipboard clutched in my arms, taking notes as the team's assistant. But every time he scored, his eyes found mine through the blur of his helmet like he was checking to make sure I was watching. He was insufferable. And yet, impossible to look away from. Near the center of the ice now, Trey cut him off, their sticks clashing and the crowd roaring. This was not just about the match, it was a silent war between them that had always been there. Trey was the senior star, and Jaxon was the junior, stealing the spotlight he had once clung to and his position as Captain. I hated to admit it, but Jaxon was faster. He spun past Trey like it was nothing, the kind of move that made the crowd lose their minds. I wanted to hate him for it… But God, he made it look effortless. He skated past two defenders from the opposing team now, and fired the puck straight into the goal, the bleachers went wild. The buzzer blared declaring us as winners. “Goal! Carter scores his third and final goal tonight, the Ice Hounds take it home, 5–3!” the announcer’s voice boomed over the speakers. “That’s the Hounds’ MVP right there!” Coach bellowed from the sidelines, “That’s how it’s done, Carter!” He tore off his helmet, breathless and grinning, sweat dripping down his neck as his teammates swarmed him. Even from across the rink, I could see it, that spark in his eyes that said I told you so. Trey smiled, but it didn’t quite reach his eyes. He skated over, slapped Jaxon’s shoulder a little too hard, without saying a word. I exhaled slowly, my heart pounding in my throat. I should’ve been celebrating the team’s win, but all I could think about was that grin, how Jaxon Carter somehow turned everything, even victory, into a dare. *** Later that night I stood in front of the mirror, tugging at the hem of my swimsuit. “Wait, are you actually going?” Sasha asked from her bed, a face mask smeared across her cheeks. “To a hockey party? You barely go to class parties.” “How do I look?” I asked, flashing her a smile. She sat up, grinning. “In that? Oh, he’s so done for you, Hazel. You look hot. Like, scary hot.” “Good,” I said. “I want him to choke on his confidence.” She nodded, “You know what? I like the new you.” “I’m not new,” I muttered. “Just temporarily reckless.” I sighed and looked at my reflection. The pink swimsuit hugged my curves a little too well, especially without my usual sweater. My hair was let loose, free and bouncy, and for once, I looked confident. I quickly layered it with a kimono. I wasn’t dressed to fit in. I was dressed to annoy him. Jaxon had said no pink. So, of course, I wore pink. And I was kind of hoping he’d hate it. Sasha leaned in close to me now, reaching for my makeup bag. “Reckless needs eyeliner. Trust me.” Before I could protest, she swiped a line of black eyeliner along my lashes, stepped back, and smirked. “There. You’re dangerous now.” Dangerous? I wasn’t sure about that. But maybe I wanted to be just for tonight. "You still owe me the juicy gist, remember." She called after me before I closed the door. The party at the Ice Hounds’ house was already in full swing when I arrived. Music thumped through the open windows, and laughter spilled into the night air. I spotted Jaxon near the porch steps, surrounded by a group of teammates. His red board shorts hung low with his half-buttoned striped shirt exposing his hot body. His damp hair curled at the tips, like he just stepped off the cover of a beach magazine, and of course, with his casual smug look, like he didn’t know what he did to people. When he turned and saw me, his smile disappeared, and he stared at me blankly. His gaze trailed down slowly, from my face to my collarbone and to my legs, lingering just long enough to make my heart trip over itself. He didn’t say anything at first, no lazy grin, no cocky smirk, just silence and his eyes stunned, like he’d never really seen me before. Then his voice came out soft. “You look… amazing.” I blinked. That wasn’t what I was expecting. He stepped closer, and he was still staring at me like I was something rare. “Wow, Hazel.” I rolled my eyes, gripping my kimono tighter. “You said no pink.” He finally saw it, “I did, didn’t I?” I raised a brow. “Was that your brain short-circuiting now?” He grinned, closed the space between us, and ruffled my hair like we were six. “I take it back,” he teased. “You look decent.” He said I looked amazing a few minutes ago, but did he mean it, or was this all still part of the pretend? I swatted his hand away, but my cheeks were already warm. “Whatever,” I muttered. “Let’s go play pretend.” “Right,” he said, but there was a softness in his eyes as he offered me his hand. As we stepped into the house, the bass coming from the speaker vibrated in my bones, and my palms were already sweaty. When everyone saw us together, the effect was instant. Heads turned and conversations slowed down. People stared. I heard someone whisper my name. Someone else gasped. One guy even tripped over the beer pong table. “Who's that hot girl with Jaxon?” “Is that seriously Hazel?” "No way she is that hot with her big clothes." I tried not to react, but my stomach tightened. Without my glasses and sweater, I wasn’t just the quiet girl in class anymore. I was with Jaxon Carter. And they all noticed. Jaxon leaned down to whisper, “You sure know how to make an entrance.” “You’re welcome,” I whispered back, fighting a nervous smile. We walked in farther, deeper into the glowing lights and pulsing bass, hand-in-hand like the best couple on campus. But nothing about this felt natural. Not the way my heart beat faster when his fingers brushed mine. Not the way his eyes kept finding mine when no one was looking. Just as I was trying to steady my breathing, Tiffany spotted us instantly from where she was. “Hazel,” she purred, her voice laced with venom as she walked up to us. “What a surprise.” I stiffened. Jaxon’s grip on my hand tightened slightly. “Tiffany,” he said with a polite nod, but his tone was cold. She didn’t even glance at him. Her eyes were locked on me. “I wasn’t sure you’d actually come,” she said, letting out a mocking laughter. “Then again, bold move wearing pink. You desperately want to belong.” “Thanks,” I said coolly. “I dress for myself not to belong anywhere.” She laughed, soft and condescending. “Oh, sweetie. That’s cute.” Then she leaned in very close and lowered her voice, her lips barely moving. “You should probably go home while you’re still a mystery. Because trust me… You don’t want to find out what happens when the party gets real.”Hazel's POV The air in his room smelled faintly of him, clean, and warm. My shoulders sagged for the first time all night. The tension that had been clawing at my ribs finally let go. He flicked on the small lamp beside the bed. “Here,” he said, tossing me a folded T-shirt from his drawer. “Something to sleep in. It’s clean.” “Thanks,” I whispered. He nodded, pulling a blanket from the closet and dropping it on the floor beside the bed like it was the most normal thing in the world. I stood awkwardly, clutching the shirt he had just given me. “You really don’t have to.” “I do,” he said firmly. "Now, go get changed and have some rest before I change my mind.” In my normal element I would have given him a comeback, but now all I could do was to offer a weak smile then I made my way to his bathroom When I entered the room again, I sank onto his bed, the mattress dipped softly beneath me. The blanket felt too comforting as I slid underneath. Jaxon was lying down now on the floor,
Hazel’s POVThe porch light had gone out completely now. Only the soft glow from the street lamp spilled across the driveway, painting my shadow long and crooked on the concrete in front of me.I rang the doorbell again, even though I already knew it was useless.Nothing.I leaned my forehead against the door. “Trey?” My voice barely came out. “Please.”I swallowed a hard lump forming in my throat and pressed my ear against the wood, and for a second, I thought I heard a movement inside, but it was gone as quickly as it came.My knees gave out before I realized I was sitting, right there on the porch step, my arms wrapped around my legs. I wanted to scream, but of course, I couldn't; I just stared at the door, hoping to see it finally open, but that moment never came.I pulled out my phone and dialed Trey's number. It rang twice, but it went straight to voicemail.I tried again.No response too.I sent him a text.Me: Trey, I’m outside. Please open the door. I got suspended from the d
Hazel's POV When Jaxon pulled up in front of my dorm, it was already past nine. I should’ve just said goodnight, but a part of me didn’t want the night to end.I unbuckled my seatbelt, trying to hide the nervousness that I still felt. “Thanks… for tonight,” I said quietly.He looked at me, one hand still draped over the steering, “You don’t have to thank me for something I wanted to do.”There it was again, that dangerous softness in his voice that made me have butterflies in my belly.He leaned slightly toward me. “You should get inside. It’s late.”Then he gave my hand a very good squeeze before letting me go. “Goodnight, Jaxon.”“Text me when you get in, okay?” He called out after I closed the door. I couldn't even keep the goofy grin off my face all the way inside, I didn’t care how ridiculous I probably looked, grinning at nothing.But that smile faded the second I climbed the dorm steps.There was an unusual tension in the air and the lights by the entrance were too bright for
Hazel's POV “Where are we going?” I asked as Jaxon took a turn down the road. He glanced at me with his eyes glinting under the streetlights. “You’ll see, try not to overthink it.” he winked. Oh, that wink! My stomach did a weird somersault, and I immediately looked out the window before he could notice the small, ridiculous smile creeping up my face. The city lights flashed in patterns across his face. He looked so calm, focused, one hand on the wheel, the other occasionally tapping to the rhythm of the pop music playing, some song that wasn't familiar to me. I sneaked a glance at him and quickly turned away when he caught me. "You keep looking at me like a mystery,” he said, the corner of his mouth tugging up. "More like I am trying to figure you out,” I turned on my side to face him. “Careful, sweetheart, you might find out I'm contagious,” he smirked. I groaned, shoving his arm lightly. “You’re so full of yourself.” “Maybe,” he raised his brows. "But I like that you notic
Hazel’s POVThe rest of the day dragged so slowly. Every sound in the house made me almost jump out of my skin —the clock ticking, the fridge humming, even my own heartbeat. I tried watching TV, listening to music, even folding laundry just to keep busy but none of it worked. My brain kept reflecting on the conversation I had with Trey.I gave up pretending I was fine by the evening. I picked up my phone lying beside me on the bed, my fingers hovered over Jaxon's contact for a few minutes before I finally typed:“Can you come pick me up?”I stared at the message for another long minute before pressing send. My heart raced immediately after, like I’d done something reckless.I shared my live location with him even though I was sure he knew where I lived. Not that he has visited me before but he had been here because of the team.The Ice Hounds have once hosted their victory party in this house courtesy of my dad. At a party, I locked myself upstairs and pretended I didn't exist.Now
Hazel’s POV All week, I'd been waiting for a bombshell to drop. I can't count the number of times I skimmed frantically on every blog for a picture of our faces across a headline, but I never found anything. My pulse jumped every time my phone buzzed, even when it was just a weather alert. I did everything in my power to stay out of Jaxon’s orbit. I avoided my regular spots, pretended to be late for class, and even took longer routes across campus just to avoid crossing paths with him. Tiffany hadn’t made a move or maybe she was saving it for the perfect timing. Either way, I was constantly on edge, waiting for her to strike. Jaxon had texted me daily, usually short and casual; You alive? Hello babe! I made sure to respond with only emojis, just to acknowledge receipt of the message but not to continue a conversation. By Saturday morning, I was finally back home for the weekend. My dad was gone on some business trip, which meant I didn’t have to tiptoe around his constant judgm







