LOGINCassie Monroe wants nothing more than to survive college, graduate as a medical student and prove to her aunt that she's not the monster everyone claimed she is. But all of that shatters the night she saves her best friend's brother and secret crush on ice, only to spark something terrifying and impossible. Knox Black, captain of Bridgestone’s Icefang hockey team and heir to the Blackwood pack, has spent years searching for the mate who can save his cursed wolf. He never expects her to be human. Claiming her will cost her life. Rejecting her is killing him. Cassie doesn't know that werewolves exist and doesn't understand why Knox glares at her with hatred one moment, then protects her with deadly ferocity the next. But the more she tries to stay away from him, the more fate pulls her back into his world and dark family secrets that can destroy them both. This story is a heart-pounding college romance full of forbidden passion, fated mates, betrayal and a love strong enough to defy fate itself.
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Hockey isn't my thing. It never has been. The hockey fans are screaming and cheering like the world depends on a stupid puck sliding across the ice. I should have been in the library, buried in one of my medical textbooks or romance novels. But no, Maya, my best friend has other plans. She drags me everywhere, and tonight, she has dragged me here to watch her brother's game. The noise in the arena is louder now. The lights are harsher. And for some reason, my pulse refuses to settle. Probably because I find the sound of blades scraping the ice and the sticks clashing very annoying. I lower myself in the second row seat beside Maya, desperate to disappear into the chaos. If Maya's elbow weren't jabbing into my side every time a player passes the puck into the net, I'd be invisible, like I always am. I tilt my head up and then I see him. Knox! My breath stutters, freezing in my chest. I blink once, twice, hoping it's a trick of the light. But it's not. He's really here. Of course, he is. Where else would he be? The golden boy of Bridgestone College, the captain of the Icefang's team, and my best friend's brother. Suddenly, the game doesn't feel boring anymore. My eyes lock on him, on the way he skates across the rink, fast and ruthless. When his puck hits the net, I almost scream to cheer him on, pretending like I understand the rules of the game. He turns around, his eyes scanning the crowd through his gear as if he is in search of someone, probably his sister. Then, he suddenly… goes down. It's not a stumble or a trip. Knox collapses on the ice. The crowd gasps in unison. The other players skid to a stop around him, shouting his name. Before I can think, I am already forcing my way through the crowd. My feet race down the steps and I hurl myself over the barrier and stumble onto the ice. “Cassie, wait—” Maya's voice is drowned by the noise. The cold slaps me in the face as my sneakers slide uselessly against the rink. I pull the cap of my oversized hoodie over my head, shielding my face as my knees hit the ice beside him. His eyes are closed. His chest doesn't rise. It is too still and a cold shudder runs down my spine. Something is wrong. “Call an ambulance!” I bark at the nearest player, pushing away the ones around him. “Y'all, stay away. And someone fucking call the ambulance,” I yell again, annoyed for no reason. Oh, there's a reason. Knox. I've secretly admired him since my first year in college even when he didn't know I existed. And now… he can't just go. My trembling hands are already on his chest, pressing down as I count under my breath. One, two, three. The moment my palms touch him, the air shifts. A jolt of electricity slams into me, lighting up every nerve in my body. His eyes snap open. Not the usual emerald green eyes. It is different. Silver. Sharp… and not human. It is animalistic. My eyes widen as shock ripples through me. Instinctively, my hands fly off his chest. A sound ripples from his throat, not a groan, but a low guttural growl. And I swear I hear it, clear as if someone had whispered it in my ear. “Mate!” Mate? What the hell is that? Before I can react, his hand shoots up, clamping around my wrist as his body jerks up, confusion clouding his features. His eyes flicker back to emerald green, but his face darkens. For a brief second, something raw passes between us. Then he suddenly yanks his hand off my wrist, like it burns him, irritation flashing in his eyes. “How dare you touch me, fucking nerd?” His voice is cold, but I do not miss the pain laced in it. I freeze. My stomach twists with rage and disbelief. I just saved him and that's what I get? He's truly an asshole like I've always heard. A proud jock! His eyes are on me now, something unreadable passing through them. “You know,” I grit out, my teeth clenched. “I should have just left you to die on the ice.” Gasps ripple from the other players around us, but I don't care. My cheeks burn with fury as I push myself up to my feet, brushing imaginary dust from my hoodie like he's nothing. Someone tries to stop me. A guy from Knox's team, but I shove past him. My sneakers slip and slide across the ice, until I finally reach the gate in the boards. I push through it hard, nearly tripping over myself, and then I'm climbing the stairs back towards the rink, my heart hammering against my chest. The crowd is roaring now, chanting Knox's name like he's some god. But all I hear is my own pulse and his voice echoing in my head. Fucking nerd. My eyes sting with tears and my chest tightens painfully. Those words of his shouldn't have mattered to me, but for some reason, they dig into me deeper like a knife plunging into my heart. I shouldn't have been here. I shouldn't have touched him. And I sure as hell shouldn't have felt whatever that was that I felt earlier. I should have just remained invisible like I've always been. So what if I’ve always admired him since my first year? What if he’s been my secret crush? It doesn't mean I had to run onto the ice like I did minutes ago to save him like some wannabe superhero and get myself insulted for touching him. It shouldn't hurt. He shouldn't matter. But he does. And worst of all? Even now, I can still feel his touch burning through my skin. The way those silver eyes lock on me earlier. It is strange. I push towards the exit, desperate to leave before I get caught up in another more humiliating scene, when I hear the most annoying voice I have always tried to avoid all my life at Bridgestone College. “Nice save, super-nerd!” Lizzy's sharp voice, sweet with mockery reaches my ears from behind. My heart sinks to the pit of my stomach. Can my night get any worse?Knox's POV I shouldn't be here. I have no reason to be on this side of campus. My classes are done for the day. Practice doesn't start for another two hours. I should be at my apartment, resting, trying to conserve what little energy I have left.But my feet carried me here anyway. To the gardens, to places where I might catch a glimpse of her.Pathetic! That's what I've become. Pathetic and desperate.‘I need to see her, just to know she's okay.’ Nyx's voice is barely a whisper in my mind. So weak I have to strain to hear it. ‘She's fine,’ I mutter under my breath, leaning against a tree at the edge of the garden.But I don't know if that's true. Through the bond, I feel her pain constantly. The ache in her chest that mirrors my own. The confusion. The hurt I caused.It's literally killing me. I've lost twelve pounds in the past week. I can't keep food down, can't sleep without dreaming of her, can't function like a normal person.Ronan benched me yesterday. He said I looked like
Cassie's POVThe apartment is quiet when I get back. Maya is at dance practice, which means I have the place to myself for a few hours. Normally, the silence would make the ache in my chest worse, it would give me too much space to think, to remember, to hurt.But today, it feels... manageable.I drop my bag by the door and head to the kitchen, filling a glass with water. My reflection in the microwave door shows someone who looks slightly less destroyed than she did this morning.Adrian's kindness did that. The unexpected gentleness, the way he checked on me without making me explain, or pushing for details I can't give.It was nice having someone care without strings attached.I carry my water to the room and settle at my desk, pulling out the anatomy textbook I've been neglecting for days. The cardiovascular system chapter still needs to be finished. I have an exam next week that I'm completely unprepared for.Time to get back to normal. Or at least pretend to. I flip open the text
Adrian's POV Cassie sits alone on a bench near the gardens in the college, hunched over a textbook she's clearly not reading. Even from this distance, I can see the exhaustion radiating from her. The way her shoulders curve inward like she's trying to make herself smaller and invisible. She looks worse than she looked days ago when I saw her. My feet stop moving before my brain catches up. I should keep walking, mind my own business. I already did more than I should have by warning her, by giving her my emergency number.Getting more involved is stupid, even dangerous. But the guilt sitting in my chest since that night won't let me walk away.I'm the one who drugged her. Yeah, I switched out Lizzy's poison for something less dangerous, but I still set events in motion that clearly ended badly for her. And now she's sitting here looking like someone shattered her into pieces.Before I can talk myself out of it, I'm walking toward her.She doesn't notice me at first. She's too lost i
Knox's POV The puck slips past my stick for the third time this practice.“Knox fucking Black! Focus!” Ronan's voice cuts across the ice.I nod, skating to retrieve it. But my legs feel heavier than they should. Like I'm moving through water instead of gliding across ice.‘Tired,’ Nyx murmurs weakly in my mind. His voice has gotten quieter over the past few days. Less demanding. More... faded.‘I know.’ I grip my stick tighter, trying to push through.Practice drags on. Each drill feels like a marathon. My breathing comes harder, sharper. Sweat drips down my back despite the cold.This isn't normal. I know it's not.But I can't stop. I can't show weakness. The championship is in a few weeks and I need to—Pain pierces through my chest, sharp and sudden. I stumble, catching myself on my stick before I fall.Not my pain. Hers.Cassie.Through the bond, I feel it. The ache in her chest. The tightness. The constant pull that won't let her rest.She's suffering. And I can feel every seco
Cassie's POV “Come on, Cass. Just a few hours.”Maya stands in the doorway, arms crossed, determination written across her face. She's been trying to get me out of the apartment all day.“I don't feel like going out.” My voice sounds hollow even to my own ears.“Which is exactly why you need to.” She sits on the edge of the bed. “You've been in this room for two days. You need fresh air, distraction, anything other than staring at these four walls.”I want to argue. I want to tell her to leave me alone. But the concern in her golden green eyes makes the refusal die in my throat.“Just a bar. Nothing crazy. We will have a drink, talk, maybe shoot some pool.” Her voice softens. “Please? I hate seeing you like this.”The worst part is she genuinely cares. And I'm still yet to tell her why I'm falling apart. I can't explain that her brother broke my heart.“Okay,” I say softly. “Just for a little while.”Maya's face lights up. “Great! Wear something cute. We leave in an hour.”****I pu
Maya's POV I make it three blocks from Knox's car before the tears come again. Not the angry tears I cried in front of him. This is different, heavier, born from a grief so deep I can barely breathe through it.I find a bench near the campus gardens and collapse onto it, burying my face in my hands.I knew. God, I knew from the beginning.When Cassie started talking about a mystery guy, blushing and smiling in ways I'd never seen before, I suspected. The timing was too perfect. Knox found out she was his mate. Cassie suddenly had a secret boyfriend she wouldn't name.But I didn't have proof. And some part of me hoped I was wrong, that Knox would keep his distance, protect Cassie by staying away from her even if he can't reject her for reasons I can't fathom. Instead, he did exactly what I was afraid of. He pulled her in, made her care, made her fall for him.And now she's paying the price for loving someone from our world.Fresh sobs tear through me. I press my hand over my mouth, t
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