GENESIS
My heart skipped at the way he stiffened at my touch, it felt like something was wrong or something might go wrong.
I had watched too many romance movies to actually have this fear that he might call off the wedding at that time. It was a weird thought but it just popped into my head and I didnt want to be the girl that was left at the alter or left at her wedding. It was going to make a news headline if the Jordan Chase actually dumped me on our wedding day few minutes before we tied the knot. And it was going to hurt me terribly because I did like him alot, plus the humiliation I would have to face, the society wasn't going to be kind to us and I was not ready, I would have never been ready to go through that. He stared at me for what seemed like hours with an unreadable expression in his eyes, the feeling in my guts told me something was wrong and you know how it is, guts feeling never lies.
JORDAN CHASE
There I stood, nervous, tensed and excited. I was excited to see her, I was happy to see her but the wait was driving me crazy.
I kept the best face I could keep for cameras, I smiled when someone said something funny but that was it. The nervousness was killing me and my hands were becoming sweaty.
My mom kept smiling at me and my dad who sat close to her kept a neutral face and said no word to me even after coming to my wedding pretty late.
The song rose up and my nervousness increased when I realized she was about to come in. Seeing her from afar, my heart raced, her gown fit her perfectly and she was beautiful. she loved my present, she realized what I had done and I knew because she wasn't focused on me but her environment, she would walk and pause few times. I was happy she was happy, I gave her the wedding of her dreams after all.
The closer she came, the more anxious I became.
Then I noticed her curves and that, that got me uneasy. It brought back the feeling I had in my guts. Samantha wasn't curvy, though I wanted to believe that she might have had surgery but I knew her and knew how she felt about stuffs like that. It made me panic and more nervous. From the little distance I watched her closely, my eyes glued on her, then I noticed the rose flower she carried. Samantha would have never picked up a rose flower even if it was a gift to her. She hated rose, she loved peony instead.
"what is going on?" I found myself asking.
Her steps, her steps were too different. Samantha walked like a boss, her steps were too confident and you could see the pomposity she carried as her hips swayed, but suddenly she was walking gracefully. Too gracefully, her steps were confident ofcourse and humble but I felt like I was seeing a whole new person. Her height was another thing that caught my attention. Samantha was tall, if she wore the heels that I believed she wore, she should be taller but she was few inches shorter. My stomach tightened in a knot and I quickly stole a glance at my mom, she smiled at me warmly and it didn't stop my uneasiness. I turned back to my bride, she was closer, I looked at her face, her veil made sure I couldn't see all part of her face or eyes even. As she stood in front of me, I knew something was wrong. Her hands were gently placed in mine and I stiffened, it felt different.
I turned back to my mom, she was no longer smiling, she looked apprehensive, she mumbled something to my dad and he immediately walked towards me.
"Excuse me, just a minute" he muttered to the priest and urged me to follow.
I stared at him for a while, then back at my bride, I squeezed her hands a little and followed my dad to a corner while everyone watched.
"What's going on with you?" he asked immediately.
"What makes you think something is going on?" I asked with a question of my own.
"Jordan, is something wrong?" my mom was soon standing beside us with worried looks on her face. I stared at her for a while, in an attempt to read her, to believe she wouldn't have done what my heart was telling me she did.
"is there a problem?" she asked one more time.
"She looks different mom, she looks so different from Samantha" I said and she scoffed nervously.
"You almost killed me there" she said and laughed, then breathed in as a sign of relief
"That's what I thought when I first saw her. You know women, she made changes, she have the money. Now can you go get married already" she ordered and my dad took my hands immediately and led me back to the stage, without giving me a chance to argue or ponder on what she said. But I took what she said, I didn't have the time to think because of the overwhelming presence around, my mom was a lot of things and would do alot of things, I believed that she wasn't going to deceive me the way I thought she would. So I pushed the thought to the back of my mind and focused on getting married. I was getting married to the woman of my dreams after all, I had to be happy and make it count.
The priest immediately started with a short sermon while the crowd had their seat. I stood facing my bride, still very skeptical about everything. I kept looking at her veil to get a glimpse of what she looked like, I have been wanting to see Samantha for a long time and getting a veil that wasn't see through was completely out of the way.
My eyes roamed her face, her skin, her hair as I tried my possible best to keep my composure and get married to the woman of my dreams but I kept getting uneasy. We said our vows and moved to the segment of ring exchange.
She got her ring first and I gave her my left hand so she could slide it in.
"Let this ring..." she paused and stared at me, I could tell she was staring at me.
"Let this ring be a symbol of my promises to you" she started and the knot in my stomach tightened. Her voice sounded too different. It was the same voice I had been talking to on the phone all this while but when I thought of Samantha, that wasn't the voice I could remember.
"and a reminder of my devotion to you. I am honoured to call you my husband" she said and slide the ring through my fingers and the congregation clapped loudly.
I took my ring and held her hands in mine, lots of thoughts went through my head at that moment, my uneasiness made it worse. I expected to actually feel happy, I wanted to feel happy but that seemed impossible.
"with this ring" I started
"I...thee wed, and with it" I paused and reassured myself that I was doing the right thing, it was exactly what I wanted. I convinced myself that the overwhelming feeling I got was as a result of the pressure from everyone.
"and with it, I bestow upon thee all the treasures of my heart, mind and hands" I said and slide the ring through her hands and the congregation clapped. We were pronounced husband and wife after and I could see my mom glowing in excitement.
That was it, I was officially married.
The moment I was actually waiting for, the moment that was going to make me a fulfilled man. It was time to unveil my bride, so we could kiss
I felt really excited to see her face as time dragged on. I wasn't the only one excited, cameras were beginning to get ready for her revealing, the wife of Jordan Chase who no one knew.
I moved closer to her, my heart racing in my chest as I stared at her. I took her hands in mine and kissed the back of her hands, I didn't know why I did it, I just did.
Then I let go and took a deep breath, the audience were completely quiet and the glass house seemed empty. I held the hem of her veil and my heart raced faster. I took another deep breath and lifted the veil from her face.
My heart stopped and the congregation screamed as camera light flashed rapidly. Bright blue eyes stared back at me, I was supposed to have been met with hazel coloured eyes, not blue.
The dread in the chest died off to be replaced by betrayal, the knot in my stomach loosened and was replaced by anger.
She wasn't Samantha, she wasn't the woman I wanted, she wasn't my wife, she was an imposter.
I glared hard at her, my hands balled into a fist as I tried to keep my anger in check. I was still a public figure, I couldn't hit her and take back my ring, I couldn't scream or scold or yell, I couldn't ask the questions in my heart but I glared at her when she expected me to kiss her. Then I remembered my mother's words, she planned everything, she had a perfect plan. She deceived me, she betrayed my trust. How could she bring a different girl, it wasn't some contract, it was my marriage, my wedding and she toiled with me, she manipulated everything, she didn't care about my happiness. My eyes turned to the direction she was sitting and I saw her looking at me with a smile. A victorious smile, she won and I had lost. I glared at her for a moment and turned back to the imposter standing in front of me, all I wanted to do was to hold her arms so tight and question her but I didn't.
GENESIS
When he lifted up my veil, the smile on my face disappeared. His demeanor had changed within half a second, he was staring at me differently. When I had expected a smile or half a smile and then a kiss, he stood and glared at me. His jaw was set, his shoulders were tensed, he looked like a different person. His eyes held so much coldness to it, it made my blood grow cold.
He stared at the crowd, then back at me and I flinched. With thesame look in his eyes, if not worse.
"what is going on?" my thoughts nagged worriedly as I stared back at him. We stood that way for some minutes, his look actually got me really nervous and scared all at once, congregation waited patiently to get that kiss, they didn't sense what I was sensing, they didn't feel the coldness that radiated from him. They didn't feel it radiated from his body as I did.
He glared at me and suddenly, he turned to the entrance of the glass house and started walking away.
The crowd gasps in awe, my heart raced as I looked around unsure and confused about what was really happening. He didn't stop, he kept walking, he left me at the alter and kept walking.
Tears burned the back of my eyes, I didn't understand why he was leaving, I didn't get why he was walking away.
What ever it is, he left me, his wife. He lefts me standing alone with no one.
He left
My phone rang again and I smiled as I picked up my husband call this time. “Miss me yet, wife,” he teased immediately and I groaned. “No, but the kids want you home.” “Too bad. My flight got delayed.” He sighed. “What?” I jerked up from where I sat. He chuckled. “Easy their wife. I just got to town and would be home soon,” he entered and I sighed. “Bye…” I ended the call abruptly, feeling angry at such expensive joke. I had everything ready already. After two hours, I was perfectly ready and had stepped out of the room and back down only to find out that I was a late host. Everyone was present. My parents, my sister, Tiana, Nate, Tiffany and her fiancée, Jordan’s cousins, their girlfriends, his mom, my p.a and Margaret. Yes her. she was a huge part of Jordan’s life for long and we could not let her to keep being a staff here so we freed her with a lot of money, a house, something to keep her going and a family. “I told you that she might be painting,” Julian’s loud mouth entere
FOUR YEARS AFTERI ran down the stairs, feeling completely exhausted and disheveled, not to add, disorganized and slightly angry. With my robe on, I decided to check if everything was set and ready. I couldn’t help it, it had to be perfect, it all had to be or I might lose it. Anna strolled into the house at that particular moment, and she stared at me with a wary look as I made my way to the kitchen.“Is everything alright?” she asked in her very sweet voice.“Go change and rest up,” I reprimanded. She had only just returned from college and shouldn’t be concerned by things like that, yet she was ever so humble and would in fact start on chores the moment she returns from college which was slight annoying. We made her go to college for a good reason, to better her life and not to turn out like a staff her entire life, yet she looked so dedicated to being one.“I would the moment you tell me what is wrong,” she followed behind me with dedication and became a nag that I didn’t want at
GENESISEven in my unconsciousness, I could feel that emptiness inside of me. I could feel the hole, the empty, painful hole that was once filled with life, I could feel the vacuum there. I knew that something was different and I feared what it was. When I opened my eyes, the first sight I wanted to behold was my beloved husband. His scent was the first thing I wanted to caress my nostrils, his warmth the next feel I wanted to feel against my cold skin. But he wasn’t there as I had hoped. And that had shattered whatever was left inside of me. He had threatened to leave me, maybe he did.The fear of such possibility had made me fear and panic especially when I didn’t see him around me. It scared me but the familiar faces gave me a little bit of comfort. They were family and ones I loved. They had such effect on me. Not till I recalled what happened, how I fell. My hands had voluntarily found its way to my stomach where I wanted to feel the life inside of me. I was in a hospital for sur
I could hear my baby crying in my ears. Screaming in pain and asking me why I did what I did. I could imagine the judging, hateful look those blue eyes would give to me once she opens her eyes and the pain that would show itself in those eyes of hers. The pain was enough to consume me, to burn me, to torment me. With heaviness in my chest, I looked away from her unconscious body, lying on the bed with families around her. I could not bare to look at her, I could not dare to even think of going close to her, not what after I had done.I should have been more patient, more careful, more tolerant, I should have attempted to listen to her. But I didn’t. It was not her fault and I would have accepted my own child. She came at a time that our world was dark and I was about to lose my life, she came way before I decided that I didn’t want to have a baby, and like a miracle, she survived. How I snuffed the life out of her.I would forever live with this pain, wouldn’t I? This guilt, the memor
JORDANThe scream….The screams…The scream of my wife and the staff was what it took me to stop. Fear engulfed me and swallowed me whole, leaving every anger, betrayal and pain I felt earlier. I snapped my gaze back to the direction I had come from, knowing that her scream came from there.“No…” I screamed, seeing her rolling down the stairs. I could feel life leaving me at the sight of her. My legs started towards her as fast as I could just as everyone else. She came to a halt at the edge of the step and my heart died at her position. Then the blood.“Oh God! No…no…no….”“Get the car,” I screamed, feeling tears burn my eyes while I slowly placed her head on my thighs. She was bleeding and still fucking naked with just that robe.“Get the car,” I cried at the top of my lungs, fearing for the worse. I immediately checked for her pulse, praying, hoping, wishing that it would not come to that. I might as well die if it did.We rushed her to the hospital and the doctors immediately plac
GENESISI took a longer time in the bathroom this time around. The heat and steam of the shower had become my comfort and I was scared of leaving it. I would only return to our bedroom that had turned to a hunting ground for me. Each place and thing smelt of my husband and with the feel of him reminded me of the anger he had against me and the secret I had adamantly been keeping away from him.I missed him, each part of me missed him. It was almost like life was leaving me slowly and gently, yet I couldn’t stop it. Not that I couldn’t, I still didn’t know how to. I looked down on my tummy to notice the slight bump that showed the life growing inside of me. It was still so small and with my present choice of clothing, no one could notice. But how long? He deserved to know, I had to tell him and explain to him how it all happened. I had to before I completely ruin our marriage.I sighed heavily, feeling a familiar burn in my chest area while my hand ran in a circular motion around my s
JORDANI ended the meeting and shook the hands of the Russian investors. In a polite tone and a business manner, I thanked them and watched them leave the restaurant before I left. I got to the car and thought of what was left for me to do before I returned home.The thought of home made me smile, yet it made my heart ache. I had been away for five days and things had still not changed between Genesis and I. she was hiding something from me and I was losing my mind. I picked up my phone and stared at my wallpaper for a while. It was a picture of her, sleeping, and it was the most beautiful I had seen her. But again, she was beautiful in all ways, especially when she had her blue eyes opened. My heart ached and still longed for her.Just in the nick of time, she called and my heart leaped inside my chest. I picked it up quickly because I had missed her, I missed her voice, her face, her warmth, I missed being close to her. I simply missed her.“When are you coming home?” her whinny voi
“What happened?” Tiffany pulled me into a hug the moment I walked into the house and once again, I broke down before her. She took me to the sitting room where I sat down and cried my eyes out while she soothed my hair and simply allowed me cry.I recalled the pain in my husband’s eyes when I told him that I could not tell him the truth. I recalled the hurt, the pain, the fear I saw within those gazes, it burned my chest. I had looked him in the face and told him that I could not tell him the truth. What kind of wife was I? I was breaking all the promises we made to each other and keeping this, this preciousness away from him.“What happened to her?” I heard Tiana voice as her footsteps followed too.“She came in this way,” Tiffany answered and rubbed my back gently. None of them said a thing and simply comforted me while I cried till, I could no longer do that anymore.I drank a cup of water after which and I relaxed into the couch with the heaviness of the world on me.“I still can’
Days went by with nothing much happening. Jordan was constantly busy with work or simply being a loving husband while I grew lazier by the day. It was a good thing I had subordinates to handle my business, I would have totally been thrown into the dust with the rate at which my laziness grew. I slept more, ate more, slept more again, ate even more. My taste buds were also acting different, making me want something entirely different and hating things I love too. Margaret would usually get me what I want no matter how it got and she paid even closer attention to me now.I suspect she knew exactly what was going on with me, but had not said a thing, so I was happy about it and relaxed with her. However, I tried to sleep less and control myself when my beloved husband was available.It was burdening and aching my heart as the day goes by. But what was I supposed to do? I still hadn’t found a way to tell him what it was that was going on and I still didn’t have the boldness to speak out l