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Held between Fear and Trust
Held between Fear and Trust
ผู้แต่ง: Shah

Chapter 1 ( The care taker )

ผู้เขียน: Shah
last update ปรับปรุงล่าสุด: 2026-01-10 06:13:38

Ethan had been searching for work for months when a man suggested a peculiar job: caring for a young woman named Lily.

Once vibrant and full of life, Lily had been confined to a wheelchair after a devastating accident. The incident had taken more than her ability to walk—it had stolen her confidence, her sense of safety, and her belief that the world could still be gentle. Since then, fear and trauma had built walls around her heart, walls she refused to let anyone cross. The mansion she lived in was grand and elegant, yet painfully quiet, filled with space but devoid of warmth.

From the very first day, Ethan realized the task would test every ounce of his patience. Lily recoiled at his presence, her sharp eyes suspicious, her posture defensive. She rejected even the simplest help—refusing his hand, his questions, even his kindness. Yet he stayed. Quietly, steadily, he worked around her—washing dishes, tidying rooms, handling the endless chores of the mansion—never pushing, never forcing conversation, simply existing where she could see him.

Late one night, long past midnight, Ethan passed by Lily’s room and noticed the door slightly open. A dim lamp cast soft shadows across the floor. Inside, Lily lay trembling in her sleep, tears running silently down her face. The sight stopped him cold. He stepped closer, lowering his voice as he whispered gently, trying to soothe a pain he could not see but deeply felt.

When Lily woke, fear and loneliness poured out all at once. She reached for him instinctively, clinging to his chest in a desperate hug, as though afraid the moment she let go, she would be alone again. Ethan froze, then slowly relaxed, allowing her to hold on. For a moment, it felt as though she would never let go.

Then shame rushed in. Frightened by her own vulnerability, Lily pulled away abruptly, pushing him back. Her walls rose again, thicker than before. Without a word, Ethan left the room, his chest heavy with emotions he couldn’t yet name.

The next morning, Lily was quiet. She avoided his eyes as she ate breakfast, her expression distant. Her father was always absent, consumed by work, leaving her alone in a house far too big for her pain. Wealth surrounded her, but it could not fill the emptiness left by her mother’s death when Lily was only twelve.

After breakfast, Ethan went outside to work on the mansion’s sprawling lawn. The air was warm, the scent of grass fresh. From the balcony above, Lily watched him silently, longing to join him, to feel sunlight and freedom again—but her body refused. When he noticed her watching, she quickly looked away, embarrassed.

“What are you doing?” she asked softly.

“Nothing,” he replied.

Before she could protest, Ethan stepped closer, lifted her gently from the wheelchair, and carried her toward the lawn.

“Hey—what are you doing?” she asked, laughing nervously, her hands instinctively gripping his shirt.

“Just a little fun,” he said.

For a few precious minutes, Lily laughed freely. The sound was light, rare, and beautiful as it echoed across the open lawn. Ethan watched her closely, struck by how alive she looked when she forgot her fear.

Then the doorbell rang.

Ethan carefully set her down and went to answer it. Three people stood outside—a man, a woman, and a small child. Tension prickled his senses.

“Who are you?” he asked warily.

“We’re family,” the woman said softly.

Ethan’s mind raced. Misjudging them, he assumed danger, thinking they might be connected to Lily’s father or her past trauma. “You’re not coming inside,” he said firmly.

They tried to explain, but Ethan remained unyielding.

From inside, Lily called out, “Let them come in.”

Ethan hesitated, then stepped aside.

When Victoria, Robert, and the child entered, Lily said nothing at first. But when Noah ran toward her laughing, her expression softened. She reached out instinctively, a genuine smile blooming across her face. Ethan stayed back, uneasy but silently observing—aware that something subtle had shifted.

Not just in Lily.

But in him.

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    The man shoved Ethan without warning.Still weakened by the medication meant to dull the pain in his wounded shoulder, Ethan lost his balance and fell hard onto the marble floor. The impact knocked the air from his lungs, sending a sharp ache through his chest. For a moment, his body refused to respond.Lily saw him fall.A cry tore from her throat—raw, instinctive. Forgetting everything she was supposed to be, she pushed herself out of her wheelchair. Her body trembled violently as she collapsed onto the floor, dragging herself forward inch by inch toward Ethan. Her hands shook as they scraped against the ground, her breathing uneven, panicked.Ethan felt helpless. His limbs were heavy, useless, but instinct forced him to lift his arm, trying to shield her, trying to protect her even from the floor.The man laughed.Cold. Amused.“You got lucky before,” he said, stepping closer. “But now you’ll die.”“You’re a coward,” Lily snapped, her voice shaking but fierce. “You can’t compete wi

  • Held between Fear and Trust   Chapter 6 ( The man at the Door )

    When Ethan woke up, Lily was sleeping on his arm.For a moment, the pain in his shoulder faded into nothing. The hospital room was quiet, bathed in pale morning light, and she looked peaceful in a way that tightened his chest. Her lashes rested softly against her cheeks, her breathing slow and steady. A few strands of her hair had slipped loose, falling across her face as if they belonged there.Without thinking, he lifted his hand and gently tucked the hair behind her ear with his finger, careful—so careful—not to wake her. She was beautiful like this. Not just in appearance, but in her vulnerability, in the way she trusted him enough to sleep so close.Her eyes fluttered open anyway.The first thing she did was look at him.“Are you alright?” she asked immediately, concern filling her voice as if she hadn’t just woken from fear and exhaustion.Ethan smiled faintly and looked away, hiding the truth behind habit. “I’m fine,” he said. The words felt thin, but the moment was too fragile

  • Held between Fear and Trust   Chapter 5 ( Shadows and Comfort )

    The hospital lights had been too bright, too cold.Even after they returned to the mansion, the echo of sirens and hurried voices lingered in Lily’s mind. She hadn’t let go of Ethan the entire drive back—not when the pain etched itself across his face, not when fear tightened her chest again. Every time she thought of how close she had come to losing him, her breath faltered.He had survived.But the danger hadn’t disappeared.By nightfall, exhaustion pressed down on them both, heavy and unrelenting. The house felt different now—less like a refuge and more like a place holding its breath. Shadows stretched long across the walls, and silence settled in a way that made Lily’s heart race.That was when Ethan tried to send her away.The night was heavy, and the mansion seemed quieter than usual. Ethan’s shoulder throbbed sharply, the bullet wound from earlier still raw and painful. Every movement sent fire through his muscles, but he forced himself upright. He couldn’t leave her side—not

  • Held between Fear and Trust   Chapter 4 ( chaos and confessions)

    The night before had left things unspoken.Lily hadn’t asked Ethan to stay, but he had remained anyway—sleeping on the floor, close enough that she could hear his breathing in the dark. She hadn’t pulled her hand away when their fingers brushed, and he hadn’t moved either. Nothing more had happened, yet everything had changed.By morning, the silence between them felt heavier, charged with words neither of them dared to say. Lily avoided his eyes as he helped her prepare, her heart racing for reasons she didn’t fully understand. Ethan moved with the same quiet care as always, but something in his gaze lingered longer now, as if he was afraid of leaving her sight.When he suggested going out—to get some air, to feel normal again—she had hesitated. But then she nodded.The drive had started quietly.Lily sat beside Ethan, her fingers interlaced in her lap, eyes wide but fixed on the road ahead. Her body was tense, every small movement careful and measured, as if she feared one wrong wor

  • Held between Fear and Trust   Chapter 3 ( Unspoken lines )

    The house felt different that morning.Not lighter.Not easier.Just… charged.It was the kind of tension that lingered in the air, invisible but undeniable, pressing gently against the skin. Lily felt it the moment she woke. She avoided Ethan’s eyes as he helped Noah with breakfast, focusing instead on the small routines—plates, cups, the sound of silverware against porcelain.Every time their hands brushed—passing a plate, steadying a cup—her breath caught, just for a second. A sharp, unexpected pull in her chest. She hated that she noticed it.Ethan noticed too.He always did.He didn’t comment. Didn’t tease. Didn’t retreat. He simply adjusted, slowing his movements, giving her space without creating distance. That quiet awareness unsettled her more than anything else.When Noah finished eating, he slid off his chair and ran toward the window, pressing his hands to the glass. “Can we go outside again?”“Later,” Ethan said gently.Lily watched him as he spoke—watched the way his voi

  • Held between Fear and Trust   Chapter 2 ( Noah and the Quiet night )

    The mansion felt different after the visitors arrived—less silent, less heavy.Because Lily had grown attached to Noah so quickly, she stayed close to him as he wandered through the halls, her eyes following his small figure wherever he went. His laughter echoed against the high ceilings, filling spaces that had long been empty. Without realizing it, Lily found herself smiling more often, her shoulders relaxing in a way they rarely did.Ethan noticed.He stayed a few steps back, watching quietly as Lily pointed things out to Noah, listening as he asked endless questions. There was something gentle in the way she spoke to him, something warm that reminded Ethan of who she might have been before the accident—before the fear.Victoria approached them carefully. “How are you doing?” she asked, her voice kind but cautious, as if afraid to disturb a fragile balance.Lily hesitated. Her fingers tightened around the armrest of her wheelchair. She glanced at Ethan instinctively, as though grou

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