His eyes crinkle as I see him smile widely for the first time. Why does he look so darn attractive? I'm loving the moment, but when I realized harshly that he asked me to indirectly rub myself on his back, nothing has triggered me more than this. I don't realise that I throw the helmet in his direction, he catches it with one hand at the belt as my smile fades away.
His cruel eyes were making an infamous comeback as he stares deep into my soul. Embarrassed, I lower my head and look at his shoes that come under my vision."Don't ever do that again. I might be your mate, but I'm also the King. Don't anger me.""Y-yes, your majesty." I quiver."Don't call me that either. I gave you the liberty to call me by my name. Only you're allowed to, also Jasmine." He says as I curtly nod my head as he presents my dear helmet back to me. Why was he angry in the first place when he exhibited perverted behavior towards me? Ugh, I hate this job!Licking my lips, I thought of how easy things were going to be now since I'm his mate. I have to deal with limited touchiness and peevertedness like this but I decided that I'm okay with that. After all, we want the beast dead at any cost.Following him with my head still down, I was willing to ask him about his exact relationship with Gorius. A beta and alpha duo isn't very close as the two, and I was only curious.Admiring the tall ceiling and architecture of the palace again, I bump into his strong back and I knew he had enough of me today. He slowly turns back to face me with annoyance in his eyes, "Go back to the room."Okay, but which room?"I-I don't have a room—""If you are my mate, where do you expect yourself to stay and who do you expect to stay with Laura?" It was a tricky question for me. Even if I had married a human, I'd choose to stay in separate rooms. But since it is the King of werewolves and I unfortunately happen to be his mate, I had to say, "With you, Lucien.""Great. You have your answer now." The sarcasm flows in his words as I clench my jaw behind his retreating back. "Jackass." Mouthing in silence, I say to myself.Who does he even think he is? I was actively very annoyed of him now than him being annoyed of me.A few hours pass by as I lay on the bed of his without a care in this world. Then again, I remind myself to let my academy know that I'm at least alive. Licking my lips, thinking if this is the right moment or not, I take the prescribed pills out and shake my head at the engineering of this communication device.Yes, it is a communication device which shall connect me to my academy head and my chief who is I'm charge of this mission. Chief Gabe shall be online, hopefully.Pressing the pill between my index and thumb, I begin to tap them with the Morse code letters I've learned at the academy. It wasn't easy and definitely took time for typing each letter and giving spaces, but soon I receive a message back as I feel the letters vibrate discreetly upon the pad of my thumb."Be safe." He says back to me as I give two taps which converts to "OK." In Morse text form. Sighing that I wasn't caught this time, I forget to inform them that I am the male's mate for life, I sink the device down which was shut down immediately after the conversation ended.Chief, as I can say is an experienced man. He would do anything to save the world and probably would do anything for humanity too. The plan emerged when the vampire King approached us at our headquarters. We were terrified out of our wits to see the King of Vampires enter our division like it was nothing. With several guns pointed towards him, he slowly explains us the plan. If we somehow capture this cold King of Werewolves and surrender him alive to the vampires, he will let all of humanity be safe out of vampire touch.Thousands of lives could be saved each year, and the best candidate for this mission was me.I possessed a record of 756 kills and 2 fails during my three years of experience. That was almost one vampire everyday that I killed and it was strenuous on me too as a human. However, I accepted the challenge in a heartbeat, because the candidate who is successful will be promoted to being the next Chief.The luring factor and the need to help out my species drove me towards the palace that night. The planned attack was upon me, but indirectly on the King of werewolves who was drunk. Yet, I haven't thought of seven vampires being butchered alive in front of me. The view traumatized me because I had no evidence of how strong Lucien was.From then on, I've only known one emotion: Fear.Lucien is a killing machine and I do not know how he got that. I was scared of him because without my weapons, I am simply nothing in front of him. But there was something really charming about the man. I couldn't point out exactly what it was, but it was worth saving, I felt.I don't know what to do now.I was starting to fall for my own mate.It was finally dinner time where I was called down to eat, a basic human function. As I reached the dinner hall, the huge table was totally slashed down to just four seater and a smaller table. It looked kind of odd as the room requirement needed such a long table but this is what is available.Anyway, maybe this shall be a new start while we can see each other's expressions clearly again. From my periphery, I could see Jasmine walking towards the table while looking very tired, also notably sad. She takes a seat beside me and I did not know how to comfort her. The thing about killing vampires and attending academies is that you lose the chance of being human. They train you to become heartless and snatch away any humanity in you except for the emotion of oneness.Yes I had a family, but within a few months of training, they've made me forget about my own parents too.Playing with my fingers as we wait for the food to be served when the King arrives, I begin to shoot my shot at starting the conversation with Jasmine."Hey, Jasmine! Why the long face?" I ask her as politely as I could, also being friendly."Lucien scolded me. I wasn't understanding a few concepts." She says and as if on queue, the man in discussion walks inside while looking as stressed as ever.He sits across us and stares at me while I look at Jasmine who was glaring at Lucien. When Lucien learns that Jasmine was glaring deep into his soul, he rolls his eyes as I find something fishy going on. Maybe it's Lucien who is trying to press a lot of concepts on her."Um... you guys okay?" I ask them."Lucien is bad. I hate him." Jasmine says without a second thought."That's not true. You wouldn't learn what I said! Is history of werewolves that bad!?" He asks in a loud voice which even scares me. The princess turns to look at me and following her gaze, Lucien looks at me too."What? What did you tell her? That I'm a bad brother?" The man bellows while I hold the fork in my hand with a little more strength. Why were they arguing on such a little thing?Although, I decided that I must stay quiet and only be there to eat food and nothing else. Quite some time passes by as I make my way into the room again. I believe that if I need to preserve my head, I shouldn't ask Lucien to give me my own room. Also, I pray to God that he is not a cuddler.As I roll on the bed while thinking about everything on my plate, the door to this huge room opens as Lucien switches the lights on from the other end. I turn to look at him while he begins to remove his shirt and pants. I shouldn't have turned around."Like the view?" I couldn't fathom the fact that I kept staring at him instead of giving him privacy while I mutter an apology and turn back around, killing myself internally a few times.The bed sinks at his weight and the lights are switched off.Silence.It takes a few minutes for me to gather some courage as I turn around to look at him. He was staring at the ceiling with his elbow upon his forehead. He must be troubled by something."Is something troubling you?" I ask him softly.As I look into his shining eyes under the moonlight, I come to notice one thing. There's so much depth inside his eyes like a well full of water. Somewhere down below is a little trapped frog that needs to escape the confines of the deep well and live in the outside world. I felt bad for him."Yeah, I'm fine." He utters, using a softer voice. Something inside me wishes for him to use such a soft voice even while speaking to me. His voice held the smoothness and care that I did not understand before. A deep sigh leaves my lips, catching his attention yet again."Would you rather ruin relationships with your siblings or confront them and settle things maturely?" He asks me out of the blue. Leaving me puzzled at the query, I begin to wander my eyes around the room as he guesses right about me. "You don't have a sibling." Stressing upon the word, he tries to provoke me."I don't. But I have quite a lot of friends." "And none of them are going to help you escape from me." He says. Why wa
The question scares me. The exact same amount of fright that was produced in my veins when I felt myself falling for the man. I don't dare look into his eyes while I answer, "I do not know.""Are you being honest?" Was I?I shake my head to his question.His chuckle brightens up the moonlight room whilst I begin to fiddle with my fingers and think of the best way I could handle this stranger danger. It was stranger danger for me, because I barely knew this person.As I look up to his eyes, he speaks something rare which makes my heart jump a beat. Was it love that I read in his eyes?"I- I'm sorry." Quickly gathering myself, I sit up and escape his vision while my back faces his curious gaze. I could not possibly explain to him that I was beginning to fall into the depths of his sea of love. Even if it was as deep as the earth's core and as deadly as a black hole, my mission against him shall disagree with our love story. I did not want to be a betrayer. The title of traitor was enou
Baffling me yet again with his question that seemed so twisted, I shake my head even though I was lying to myself. I flinch deliberately when his hand lifts up to my face and my eyes close to enhance the picture in front of him."Why are you so afraid of me?" He asks, his hand surprisingly still against my face so when I look at it, it was at a position where he wanted to tuck the lose strand of hair behind my ear. Shoot. I really ruined his morning."I- I'm not afraid of you—" "Stop lying." Suddenly, he pulls me into a hug that tells me, "I'm not a monster. Please believe me." I couldn't let myself understand him, going into his shoes and trying to understand from his perspective. Everyone in this world who knows about the man considers him as a killing machine, or an entity who captured the Throne and rose above to become a menace as a King, abuse the throne and enjoy it's power.But deep down, all I have ever seen in these few hours with him is the child that has been trapped lik
I was lying. I was afraid to fall for Lucien and betray him in a literal sense. I don't want to be the one to break his heart over everyone else, leave alone hurt him in the worst way possible by rejecting him. This could turn out to be much worse.As he parts from me after stealing the kiss and whispering the words, I look at his gleaming brown orbs and find the destiny of ours written in them. It wasn't a happy one. Rather, it was to be filled with hatred and wars upon each other.Clueless that Jasmine was still witnessing our PDA, I kiss his cheek quickly and leave the room, thankfully he wasn't following me when I began running towards the room and see the clouds to clear my mind. To clear my mind from everything that's happening and also to...Should I terminate this mission? It shall be great if someone else took up my job, but according to what I've seen of Lucien, he will shred anyone into pieces if they least trespass against his land. The borders as so protected like an ent
Lucien did say he was going to be late, but I had the urge to talk to him and listen to his surprisingly soothing voice before my head hits the pillow. I've seen the proportions of his room, they are masculine with a glass bathroom and the balcony that shows him the little lake of the woods. He must have selected this room out of all because it was spacious and nice, cozy to say the least.Mine was rather gaudy with creme, now that I see the color. His room walls are slightly grey and the ceiling has a good old chandelier hanging off down, the golden beams radiating gave the room a really good look. Enough about rooms though, I was checking the time to be around 1 but there was sign of Lucien or Gorius coming back from the city.I'm sure their transportation means were cars as well as planes to reach Washington from here. Anyway, I hope he will come home soon.As if on queue, the footsteps are heard in the quiet hallways and I almost hear him sighing from the distance. I had a special
My tears were all around my face like some forbidden cream, my hands were shaking on their own as I question the man in front of me."Do you want me to love a monster like yourself, Lucien?" It comes from my chest, the undertone of anger with an upper tone of fear and fright. I see Lucien begin to contemplate, but I cannot say that his bloodlust is satisfied."You just ruined my mood to kill." This was even more unexpected."Throw him into the dungeon. Let her know that my mercy of death was better than living the rest of his life in the dungeon." At his words, I begin to cry louder. It was all acting of course, but deep down I could feel the person's perspective when Lucien said that. I wonder how many have heard him say this while they were traumatized for having stepped onto the land of beasts. It must be a blunder, but Lucien had to make sure every single time that the humans or other creatures of self will shall never cross his sacred lands ever again. I wonder how cruel he was
Gorius and I glare into each other's eyes through the darkness. As if the whole world was falling apart and we were bitter enemies, I take a deep breath in and turn around to collect the snacks and move away from the man when suddenly he switches the lights on. "I told you not to—" my words were stuck when I look over my shoulder and through few strands of hair. There was Lucien, looking serious and all as he looks at me.I didn't know he was here the whole time.Turning around, having none of the shame-factors left in me, I see Lucien lifting his hand to stop me from moving any further. He turns to Gorius and says, "I have to talk to my Luna." At that, Gorius obediently bows his head to his alpha King and begins walking back towards the hallways where he came from. Lucien and I were utterly silent, awkwardly staring at each other like cats. He takes the initiative and touches his nose with his thumb, swiping across his nostril and then I realize that this man had rhinitis to strong
"Shush! I know you're the one who released that man from the dungeon!" It was Gorius who asks me with a harsh tone. This area was literally abandoned and no one chooses to go to the garden because of the wolfsbane that grows in here. I was staring at Gorius when he flares his nose and hisses, "Are you saying anything or should I make you—""Lucien already knows about it." I say7 to him. "What?""Before you could detect anything, I already told Lucien everything last night about me helping that man escape." I say to Gorius who hums and falls back finally."But why just that man? You could kill the guards and help everyone escape." Says Gorius."Do you want me to kill my own people now? I maybe against Lucien and you regarding this but I won't hurt innocent people who are simply doing their job." I say to Gorius, watching the male grow disappointed within himself. The regret stays like a bubble, it's lifespan being short as I face his wrathful eyes again."That is still not a mission f