Nerezza's Point of ViewConfined to my chambers, Reginald's words echoed in my mind. He was doing this because he loved me. Because he saw the bigger picture whilst at times, I only saw my own needs.So, when Amadeus and Alastair offered to come and get me, I wanted nothing more than to scream yes. Pack my bags and run off with them until the old goat died. But I knew better. More things hung in the balance than just my sanity.Because this was a matter of my sanity. He had locked me in my apartment and expected me to be a caged bird. Something I had never been before in my life. Once all of this blew over, I would be free again to roam. To do as I pleased. Put my plan into motion a little quicker. Reginald was on his way out and I had no intention of being cast out the moment he was gone. His promise to Reggie be damned.Phaedra gave me sympathetic glances from time to time. Watched me to make sure that I was fine. Farren also sat in the living room. Chirped about this book or that.
Nerezza's Point of ViewThe night air was crisper than I had thought. Made goosebumps rise on my arms. But I was out and I was with them. Free as a bird, until the sun rose and I had to return to my gilded cage. To the responsibilities waiting for me.Alastair's breathing beneath me felt reassuring. Strong. The only heat left in my body could now be found between my legs. We couldn't go far. Especially not to the west side of the city to my house. Reginald would want to check in on me in the morning. See that I sat in the confines of my room and thought about the problems I had caused him. Or the things he thought were problems.So, we ran to the closest park. The place where four wolves playing in the shadows wouldn't alarm anyone passing by. Alastair slowed to a crawl once we came closer. Amadeus flew by, followed close by Lysander. Scanning the area, they gave a single yip to let us know it was safe.As if we would get mugged.Timidly, Alastair walked forward. Scanned the area as w
Amadeus' Point of ViewWho knew we would end up with such a mate? With her fiery temper and lashing tongue. With every word we spoke, she had a counter. Every explanation we wanted, she dodged so effortlessly.What had turned her into this? So hard and calculating? What had driven her to the brink of this madness? To take the throne from right under the royal family's ass was a daring feat. Suicide, if you asked me. But she looked at the problems in front of her methodically. Advanced with a plan.Although from her shocked face up on her balcony, I knew she hadn't anticipated for us to come for her. Hadn't seen us coming. Had she thought we would simply leave her there?For a moment, I had contemplated it. If she was anything like mother, she could go rot. Simple as that. But unlike my mother, I could see the soft side of her. The loving side. Especially when we went ice skating. She had watched us with a kind smile. Noticed the way we glided across the ice.At that moment, I knew she
Alastair's Point of ViewWe were all shocked at the Alpha's confession. Phaedra's father. But that still didn't explain why he was here. Or why Nerezza didn't come to see him personally. Why she had to send us to do her work was beyond me. If he was her ally, then why go through the trouble of sending us?Sure, she was still on palace arrest. But couldn't she make up an excuse to come see him? After all, he was an Alpha that fell beneath the king's hold. She was the king's right hand. Questions swirled in my mind in the few seconds it took for Lysander to say something."Why are you here, Alpha? From what I know, you are far from home." Lysander grumbled. You could see the unease in his shoulders. The way he sized up the Alpha. This must have been the first time Lysander has met someone bigger than him. It sparked a rather cruel joy inside me. The Alpha leaned back in his seat. Looked us all over before smiling again. "Because I have vital information to our cause. Your mate is cunni
Nerezza's Point of ViewThey had left four days ago. Just after they returned me to the palace. All of them knew the stakes. The gambles we were about to make. It was a cold truth. Four days of silence on both our ends. Contacting them was a risk I wasn't willing to make just yet. Even though my longing for them grew stronger by the day. A cruse upon my soul I wanted to be lifted.Their presence, even if it was just within this city, had grown comforting to me. A revelation I wasn't yet ready to deal with. I had grown attached to Primaos and look where that had gotten me. Shredded heart and a missing son. A lash of pain echoed through my heart. Made me grip the back of the couch as I stared out the windows.Reginald hadn't sent for me in the last three days either. Somehow, his anger didn't bother me much. His silence golden rather than leaden. I could also feel the love between the king and me dwindling slowly. Becoming less prominent by the second.Every second I knew I had three ma
Nerezza's Point of ViewReginald had promptly summoned me to his office later. Reggie had told him everything I said. Except for the part about his whore being pregnant. Just that I had threatened him. Because that was what was best for the prince's image. He would never admit to the scandal. Which was fair, seeing as he wanted to rule one day.When I entered, Reginald was looking right at the door. Veins popped out on his forehead, casting his pale complexion in even more shadow. Red flamed his cheeks, crawling to the tips of his ears. There was that unnerving anger in his eyes. Everything got worse when he saw my outfit. Still in the scandalous clothes I had picked out for the day. The short dress. Heels. I was a walking harlot and he hated every minute of it. I was so far away from the girl he had chosen to be at his side that I might as well have been a completely different person. Good. The girl he had known was dying.The veins became a road map on his face. Bounced with the in
Amadeus' Point of ViewWe were halfway back to Makatza when I felt it. The anguish and despair shoving themselves into my mind. For a moment, all I could do was breathe. In through my nose. Out through my mouth. I felt it again. Felt it jab into my mind and linger for longer than I was comfortable with. From the way Alastair gripped the steering wheel until his knuckles turned white, I knew he felt it as well. Lysander was on his way to Alpha Dumelo. We were tasked with taking the present Dumelo had given to the house. But I wanted Alastair to floor it. To get to Nerezza as soon as possible.There was no denying she was hurting. So much so that she shoved her emotions down a bond that wasn't even fully formed yet. Only the most intense of emotions could do such a thing. Whatever had happened in the last few moments must have carved deep into her soul.I glanced at Alastair. His jaw was locked. Eyes only looking at the road. But the tension in his shoulders and hands told a different
Nerezza's Point of ViewBeneath the sparse light, Amadeus seemed like a ghost coming back to haunt me. His dark hair had no sheen to it. His eyes looked impossibly sunken in. But I could feel my heart beating for him. Feel the dull ache of seeing him again after he had been gone so long. Four days and I was already losing my mind with need for them. How utterly pathetic.The balls this man had to come looking for me in the palace. It was a wonder that he was still alive after so many years of pulling stunts like this. His smile was the only thing I could truly see. The light from the balcony bounced off of his white enamel. Made him a shadow with a smile."I came to see how you were doing," Amadeus replied. I looked toward Phaedra and Farren. Saw the frowns on their faces. Shrugging off their clear disdain, I looked down at him again."How did you get in?" I asked. From his silhouette, I noticed him shrugging. Rolling his shoulders and looked behind him. The guards were lax tonight. R