Chapter 23

We're sitting at the back of his car, watching the beautiful sky above us. We drove away far from that place when we saw Kuya Vern and Ate Aya. Hindi ko alam kung saan ako pupulutin kung nahuli kami ng kapatid ko. When I saw him, I didn't feel anything but fear. I was so scared and I can't imagine myself explaining to him why I'm with the person he hates. Baka nga hindi ko pa magawang magpaliwanag sa takot. Kung nahuli nila kami, nasa bahay na 'ko ngayon, at baka kaharap ko na sina Mama at Papa.

Hindi ko mapigilan na magalit sa tuwing naiisip ko lahat ng ginagawa ni Kuya. Minsan napapaisip na lang ako kung tama pa ba 'yung ginagawa niya sa'kin. If stopping me from seeing the person I love is still for me, or for his... ego. Hindi ko alam kung dapat ko pa ba siyang sundin kung magiging masaya naman ako kung susuwayin ko siya. Kung tama pa bang ipagdamot niya sa'kin yung bagay na alam ko naman