Alex
As I wiped the wet countertop, my mind wandered amidst the chaotic scene unfolding before me. Two drunkards were brawling over some liquor, causing quite a ruckus.Honestly, my focus has been elsewhere lately. Martha's offer has consumed my thoughts, making it challenging to concentrate on my job as a bartender.Thankfully, my friend and coworker Dylan has been lending a hand, covering for me when needed. I'm grateful for his support, even though it pains me to rely on him.The increasing tax rate has cast gloom over the patrons who seek solace in alcohol.Their somber expressions serve as a constant reminder of the pack's struggles.It fuels my desire to make a difference, to help them in some way. Martha's offer holds the potential to be a significant aid to our community.Too bad I declined it though, now I would just have to listen to all the people’s troubles whenever they come by.That brought me to the second issue at hand. Good thing that there was a huge counter in between me and the crowd and it was also dark as well, as I could feel my dick swelling up and growing erect in my tight pants.Just the simple, fleeting thought of Martha had my body reacting terribly and it was incredible.I never thought I was attracted to older women before.I’ve never seemed interested in one, but Martha has proved me wrong and confirmed all my feelings as well, with her sexy body and those dark emerald eyes of hers that were so intriguing and brilliant, it pulled me to her, with every sparkle.***The night after, I was on my way to Vinz, the bar I usually work at by this hour, when I spotted Martha, a few feet away from it, looking broken and dejected.My heart lurched out of my throat and before I could process it, my feet were already heading in her direction and my mouth was already parting.“Hey, are you alright?” I asked before I could realize it and my hand was already wrapped on her shoulder in concern.“Alex…” She looked almost startled to see me, but when she got over her initial surprise, her eyes shone with pain and bitterness.“You look worn-out,” I said to her, and her gorgeous lips opened to speak, however, it seemed like she was incapable of bringing a word out.So she shook her head instead and I took that as a cue to quietly lead her to a cafe, which was just a couple blocks away from the bar.I knew that my boss was going to be pissed at me for ditching a shift and so was Dylan, but I couldn’t possibly ignore Martha when she was looking like this.“Are you alright?” I asked again but she didn't reply.As we walked side by side, the world around us seemed to fade away. The anticipation hung in the air, and I couldn't help but be captivated by Martha's enchanting presence.Finding solace in the quiet corner of the cafe, we nestled into the cozy booth, hidden away from prying eyes. The soft glow of candlelight added a touch of romance to the atmosphere, creating a perfect setting for our conversation.In the midst of the tranquil silence, Martha finally broke the spell."I confronted Lucian about his whereabouts," Martha began, her voice filled with frustration. I listened intently, wanting to understand her pain. "And as usual, he got angry and left. He wouldn't stay in the pack to resolve the issue of tax boost, and he doesn't even stay home to attend to his family..."My heart ached for Martha as she shared the struggles she faced with Lucian. "I'm so sorry you're going through this," I said softly, reaching out to comfort her. She swatted my hand away, glancing around to make sure no one noticed."No, don't apologize. It's not your fault," Martha replied, her voice wavering. She took a deep breath, trying to compose herself, and took a sip of her coffee.While she was drinking, my fucking brain still thought it was a good idea to wander about. I couldn’t bring myself to deny it— I was insanely attracted to her.I knew that now wasn’t the right time to dwell on such a topic, but it was hard for me to think about anything else other than fucking her throat at the moment.I had to constantly remind myself that Alpha Lucian, from all the rumors I’d heard, was a very brutal man.There was no way that I could even dream of having an affair with Martha, without fearing for my neck.I also couldn’t bring myself to have an affair with her. It goes against my morals, especially after witnessing the pain my mother went through when my father cheated.I've always despised cheaters and the whole idea of cheating. I don't know what Alpha Lucian was dealing with to justify his aggression toward his wife and Pack, but I didn't approve of it. Not at all.“I don’t know what to do. I’m desperate now, you’ll have to help me. I-I’ll double your pay even,” she pleaded, her green eyes shining under the dim light, making me momentarily day dream about how those eyes would look at me when I'm above her, fucking her till she forgets all her sorrows.Then my brows shot up in astonishment.“You will double my pay?” I asked in shock, not believing my ears.Ever since I heard the amount she offered to pay for spying on her husband, I had thought that it was too much, it was double the amount I earn at the bar, but now she wants to add to it.“Yes, I will if you can be discreet about the job,” Martha nodded.With the weighing problems all around, her depression, and the money stacked over it, there was no way in hell that I could decline that offer.“Okay, I’m in,” I replied confidently and she let out a relieved exhale, smiling up at me, the agony in her eyes disappearing, replaced with freedom.I had to clear my throat and avert my gaze away from her mouth, willing my growing erection to go down.Fuck. I suddenly felt doubtful that I would be able to have a platonic relationship with her until the job was over, but I needed the money for my next sojourn.So, I have no choice but to keep my side of the deal and be as professional as I can.MarthaI held onto the knife tightly, slicing the apple and putting the pieces in a small container. Then, I made a sandwich with wheat bread, adding bologna, cheese, tomato, cabbage, and onion, and topped it with an olive on a toothpick. Despite keeping busy with breakfast, I still felt restless. I couldn't distract myself from the Pack's problems, but I didn't want to overwhelm myself with them either.“Mm…mom, breakfast smells good,” I whipped my head to the side, smiling when I saw my daughter, Star, beaming up at me. “It’s a…lot,” she chuckled and I stared down at the table filled with food. In my effort of productivity, I might have gone overboard and cooked a whole truckload of food for breakfast.I just shrugged. “It’s fine. If we can’t finish it up, we’ll pack it up, alright? I made your lunch as well,” I assured her and she smiled even wider, before walking up to me and kissing me on the cheek whilst standing on her tiptoes. “You’re the best,”My heart warmed up at her compl
AlexI leaned back in my beat-up red Chevy, shades on my nose, keeping a watchful eye on the intimidating man from a distance. Tailing Alpha Lucian was no walk in the park. He was sly like a fox, covering his tracks with precision. But after years of being on the run, I've become quite the expert. Nothing fazes me anymore. I'm like a shadow, blending into the darkness.I was born into a pack of werewolves, down south where rules were strict and suffocating. The tradition was everything, passed down from generation to generation. But I never bought into it. Emotions were seen as weakness, but I believed it was all a ploy to control us. I played along when I had to, but deep down, I knew there had to be more to life than blind obedience. I never fit in with anyone, both from my age group and up nor even from my parents. Having sympathy and love for others was called a sign of weakness and that’s what they all said I was. Weak.Moving into different states and different packs was a str
Martha It seemed surreal, like I was watching a movie. Seeing those photos jolted something in me, that made it seem like I was having an out-of-body experience. It was very unreasonable and heartbreaking to me, not because I was so in love with Lucian, but because he was a self-centered, egotistical maniac that I had to put up with. "I can't believe he's comfortable living with all these lies," I muttered angrily. I regret the day I said yes to marrying Lucian. I was blinded by attraction and infatuation, unable to see his true colors. He pretended to care, but it was all about sex. Naively, I thought it was love, not realizing it was just a physical connection between us.“Luna, what would you like for dinner?” One of the maids, Val, came in with courtesy as she asked me. “Get started on some cheesecake for Star. I would like a light casserole with some baguettes on the side and for dessert, chocolate cake?” I said, not quite focused on the order I was giving, but Val seemed to g
AlexI lay awake in bed, the morning sun casting its warm glow upon my face. I couldn't bring myself to rise and close the curtains, too lost in my thoughts of Martha. She was a captivating enigma, radiating confidence yet harboring softer vulnerabilities. Her fierce gaze when she paid me off still sends shivers down my spine.Despite her cold exterior, my desire for her only grew stronger, knowing that it was a defense mechanism. When she confessed her attraction to me, I had to restrain myself from taking her right then and there on the café table. It took immense willpower to resist.But here lies the problem—I've become too entangled in her web. She made it clear she wants nothing romantic or physical with me, even demanding I leave the Pack. It's only fair to divert my focus, but it's proving to be a greater challenge than expected.Her presence consumed my every thought, even in the darkest of fantasies. I couldn't help but wonder how she was faring, what she had done with the s
Martha"You can't deny it, Lucian. The proof is right in front of you. I can't believe you'd lie to me like this," I said, feeling a surge of anger and hurt.“Yeah, so what? You can obviously see that it’s Jasmine in the picture. It isn’t rocket science, do the math,” he tried to downplay it, once again making me look like the foolish one. But once he saw the stern, unwavering look on my face, he faltered a bit. "Just admit it, you're cheating with Jasmine. This is a big deal and you can't just brush it off," I insisted, wanting him to understand the impact of his actions."Okay, fine. Yes, I'm with Jasmine, but let's not blow it out of proportion, alright? It's just temporary, so relax," he said, trying to downplay the situation.But his casual attitude only fueled my anger. "Temporary? Relax? Are you serious? Your actions have consequences, not just for us, but for everyone involved! You're neglecting your responsibilities as a husband, father, and Alpha," I exclaimed, my frustratio
AlexMy heart filled with a mix of fury and concern as I witnessed the horrifying scene unfold before my eyes. The anger inside me threatened to consume me as I saw him forcefully grip Martha's delicate neck, depriving her of breath.Though I couldn't hear her cries, I could imagine the sound of her desperate pleas echoing in my mind. The sight of him slamming her against the wall intensified my fury, tempting me to intervene. I secured my doors, fastened my seatbelt tightly, hoping these precautions would somehow protect me from the escalating situation with Lucian.My blood boiled with righteous anger, unable to fathom what I was witnessing. How could any man, let alone an Alpha, lay a hand on his woman? It defied all logic and decency.Though I suspected their altercation stemmed from his infidelity, I had no interest in delving into the specifics. No justification could excuse his mistreatment of Martha. None at all.It briefly crossed my mind if Lucian's behavior was due to their
MarthaI woke up the next morning, my mind still fixated on that one name, Alex. I couldn't help but glance over at the window, hoping to catch a glimpse of him, but alas, he was nowhere to be found. Reality hit me, reminding me that my romantic fantasies were just that - fantasies.I couldn't expect him to spend the night in his car or whisk me away on a romantic adventure. It was a harsh reminder of my own longing for love and the disappointment that often followed. My past experiences had left me yearning for affection, turning me into a hopeless romantic, longing for something that seemed elusive.But hey, who knows what the future holds? Maybe one day, my delusional puppy-like optimism will lead me to a love that surpasses my wildest dreams. Until then, I'll keep hoping and maybe even enjoy the journey along the way.I flipped my phone over, hoping to see a text from Alex, but there was nothing. No call, no message. After that night he texted me, I had this lingering hope that
AlexThe music was blaring loud, the boom from the speakers was pounding, sending reverberations through my body. The strobing lights and the sudden change from multiple colors to darkness were enough to give one a headache. But I was used to it, barely paying any attention as I dutifully wiped the inside of a shot glass, before giving it to my coworker, Dylan, to pour out a shot for the customer in front of him.I’ve been working here for almost a month now and I had gotten the hang of things, but nothing could prepare me for the change that came in like a flood. For the first time in nearly a month,— and from what I had heard, months— Vinz Club was packed full to the brim. There were people dancing, drinking, humping and gyrating against each other, making out, throwing up in all corners of the club. It was rather shocking. The people that came here were usually depressed, trying to drink their sorrows away, so what was up with the emotion change? It didn’t make sense. A few n