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Author: Fay
last update publish date: 2026-04-28 04:23:38

Nadia's POV

She feels it in the elevator on the way down.

Not fear — something older than fear, that specific prickling at the back of her neck she has learned across twelve lifetimes to never dismiss. In Vienna she called it nerves and ignored it and ended up on a ballroom floor. In Lagos she told herself it was nothing and ignored it and ended up in a courtyard in the rain. She has paid for ignoring that feeling with her life more times than she can count on one hand and she is not about to make it thirteen.

She walks through the lobby at exactly the pace she walked in — unhurried, professional, a woman finishing a consultation and already thinking about the next thing on her list — and the moment the glass doors close behind her and the cold air hits her face she pulls out her phone and opens the folder. Everything is where she left it. All eight months of documentation sitting exactly where she put it, undisturbed, unchanged. She stands on the pavement outside Ashvale Meridian and stares at it and tries to locate the source of the feeling the way she would locate a discrepancy in a genealogy record — methodically, without panic, following the thread back to where it started.

She can't find it. Which is the worst version of this because at least when she knows what's wrong she can build around it.

She starts walking.

Six blocks from the building her phone rings.

Unknown number. Just digits, no name, no context. She looks at it for three full rings while the city moves around her and that feeling at the back of her neck gets louder and more specific and she answers it anyway because not answering it will not make whatever this is go away.

"Ms. Reyes." Male voice. Older. The kind of calm that isn't natural — the kind a person constructs deliberately over a very long time until it stops sounding like effort. She has heard voices like this before in deposition rooms and boardrooms, voices that have decided in advance that nothing you say will be surprising.

She doesn't respond.

"I think we both know this call was inevitable," the voice continues, unhurried, giving her silence exactly as much weight as he'd give a response. "Eight months, eleven archive visits, one very well constructed inheritance case. The 1887 portrait was a smart choice — most of them start with the 1923 documentation. You went back further." A pause that feels deliberate. "That tells me something about you."

The word most of them lands in her chest and stays there. She keeps walking. The pavement is solid under her feet and the city is loud around her and she focuses on both of those things while her brain works through the implications — he knows about the archive, he knows the timeline, he knows about the other women, which means he knows about the cycle, which means whoever this is has been watching this for longer than she has been investigating it and has resources she has not mapped.

"Who is this," she says.

"Someone who has been managing this situation for considerably longer than you've been researching it." He lets that settle before he continues. "I'm not calling to threaten you, Ms. Reyes. I want you to understand that. The previous women made choices that left me with very few options — they moved too quickly, they pushed when patience was required, they made Dorian aware of things before he was equipped to handle them and the outcomes of that were unfortunate for everyone involved." Another pause. "You seem more careful than they were."

"You killed them," she says.

"The situation became unmanageable," he says, and it is not a denial, it is something worse than a denial — it is a man describing four deaths as a logistics problem that required a solution. "I'm calling because I'd like to avoid repeating that outcome. You've demonstrated real patience and real intelligence and I think you're someone who understands that the most effective approach is the one that doesn't require anyone to get hurt."

She stops walking.

Not because he rattled her — she will not give him that — but because she needs to be standing still for what she's about to do, which is listen to every word he says not for content but for the gaps between the content, the places where the careful measured voice slips a fraction and shows her the shape of what he actually is.

"What do you want," she says.

"The same thing I have always wanted. Dorian functional. The episodes managed. Fourteen years of careful work left intact." A slight shift in his tone — not anger, something more controlled than anger. "What I don't want is someone dismantling that because she's been having bad dreams."

Bad dreams. She files that word choice immediately — the deliberate diminishment of twelve lifetimes of death memories into something a person goes to a therapist about, something that gets medicated and managed and quietly invalidated. He wants her to feel small and irrational and she would almost respect the technique if it weren't being aimed at her specifically.

"How does Dorian not know about this call," she says.

The pause before his answer is a quarter second too long and in that quarter second she gets everything she needs. He didn't expect that question. The composure held but the timing didn't and timing is the thing people forget to manage when they're caught off guard because they're too focused on controlling their voice to control the silence around it.

Dorian doesn't know.

This man is not working with Dorian — he is working around him. Managing him. Deciding what he is and isn't allowed to know the same way he is now trying to decide what she is and isn't allowed to do and the picture that creates is one she needs to sit with properly, somewhere private, where she can think without performing composure at the same time.

"I appreciate the call," she says, and her voice is completely even, not a tremor in it, not a single thing that gives him what he's looking for. "I'll take everything you've said under consideration."

"Ms. Reyes, I'd encourage you to..."

"Have a good afternoon."

She ends the call and keeps walking and doesn't stop or slow down or let anything show on her face until she is in her building and in her elevator and in her apartment with the door locked behind her. Then she stands in the middle of her living room and looks at the wall — at eight months of red string and archive photographs and bloodline documentation and the portrait of Dorian's face in 1887 — and lets herself feel the full weight of what just happened.

He knew her name before she gave it. He knew the archive visits, the timeline, the other women. He has resources she hasn't mapped and he has been watching her long enough to form an opinion about her patience and her intelligence and what kind of threat she represents. And he called her soul memories bad dreams, which is what people do when they need you to doubt yourself, which means her knowing the truth about this cycle threatens him in a way that simple physical proximity doesn't.

She pulls up the folder. Finds the section she flagged three weeks ago and never fully excavated — minimal digital footprint, one board membership, a private medical research foundation in the financial district. She opens the photograph from the 2019 filing, small and slightly blurred, the kind of image that exists because it legally has to.

Edmund Vael.

She has seen that face before and it did not belong to this decade when she saw it. She opens the Vienna death memory — not the full sequence, just the last few seconds, the ballroom floor and Dorian's shoes and the edge of her vision where she always assumed the figures near the doorway were background, irrelevant, part of the setting rather than the scene. She looks at the figure she dismissed for twelve lifetimes and understands with a cold clarity that has nothing to do with logic and everything to do with the specific certainty that lives in her bones that she has been misreading this from the beginning.

Vael was there.

Not as a bystander. As a witness who already knew the outcome.

Her phone buzzes on the table and she looks at the screen expecting Sable or the unknown number calling back and instead sees two words that rearrange the next several hours of her life completely.

Dorian Ashvale.

Calling her directly, personally, twenty-three minutes after she walked out of his building — not his assistant, not an email about the contract terms, him — and she looks at his name on the screen and thinks about Marcus's file and four dead women and Vael standing in a Vienna ballroom watching her die with the patience of a man running a process he'd run before.

She answers it.

"Mr. Ashvale."

A pause on his end, brief and weighted, and then his voice comes through lower than it was in the conference room, stripped of the professional register entirely. "I need to see you tonight."

Not a question and not a request — the voice of a man who found something in a file that he cannot put back and has decided in the space between finding it and dialing her number that she is the only person he needs in front of him right now.

She looks at Vael's photograph on her screen. At that face she now recognizes from the edge of six deaths across four centuries.

"Send me the address," she says.

She ends the call and stands in the quiet of her apartment and understands that the plan she spent eight months building just became something she is constructing in real time because Edmund Vael was in Vienna in 1783 and Dorian Ashvale just invited her into his home and somewhere between those two facts is either the thing that finally ends this or the thing that ends her.

She isn't sure yet which one she's walking toward.

She goes to get ready anyway.

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