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FIVE YEARS LATER
My eyes stared out the window taking it's exquisite view.
It was awesome how the world could seem so small from up here. The flight attendant voice boomed from above drawing my gaze away from the window. Fortunately, it was an announcement to inform us on our arrival to NY city airport.New York city.
The place I never wanted to visit. If there was anything like a mind eraser I was sure I would use that on myself.Never did I think I would return back to this city after so many years.
The plane successfully landed and we made our way to the exit. Inhaling the cold air that tussled my hair, It reminded me of the fact that I was back.If not for this redirection of theoject that they had done, I was sure to never have returned here.
Everything came hitting back to be like a wave and for some reason, a shiver passed down my spine."Mummy" the voice of a five year old sounded from behind me and up on turning, I found my daughter Sophie o be marching towards me.
With her pink teddy bear in hand and a bright smile to her face, who couldn't help but admire the little girl.Sophiewas beautiful and smart with a charismatic side to her but most of all, she was my adorable little daughter.
Yes, the one I couldn't bear to part ways with.Quickly she ran up into my hands.
"Did you enjoy the ride?" I asked pinching her cheeks for a chuckle to elude her lips. Her pure innocent face went to hide behind the teddy bear to her hand.
"Uh- huh. I did. I even slept like a baby" she giggled placing her hands to the side of her face in a way to show how well she slept.
"I see. Well now, we are here. Remember what you promised me?"
I asked to which she nodded."Always do what mummy says and never cause problem for her" she recited the things I had earlier told her.
I never wanted her to join me on this journey to New York city but with the way her constant complaints and bugging were non stop I had to besides, I couldn't dare leave her behind. I knew my heart wouldn't be at rest."Mummy, I had New York city was a great place to come to.
Why didn't you ever pick that as our vacation spot?' she asked with a raised browA faint smile could only cross my lips.
I couldn't dare to pick out this spot because it brought back so many bad memories. Coupled with the fact that there was one person I was so terrified to come across and that was LUCIAN.Up till now I couldn't bring myself to face him because I was still terrified of what he might do.
Perhaps he might still hate me for running away with little Sophie while she was still a baby.Years back when I had just given birth to Sophie at that hospital, he had prohibited the nurses from letting me go close to my child.
I had to use the old mother longing for child trick to get one of the nurses to let me see my child just once. Apparently it worked but what she didn't expect was to be knocked unconscious by me.One thing she had said I couldn't quite get up till now were her words when she had uttered.
"Isn't she lovely? You can't wait to see the other one" she had said with a smile to her face before she got knocked to the ground.
"Mummy, mummy" little Sophie's voice drew me out from my train of thoughts and back to her where two lines were seen on her little forehead.
"You weren't paying attention" she voiced with a pouted lips.
"Sorry love, I spaced out for a while"
"I noticed. Stop pacing out when you're with me okay?" I nodded to her question for her face to brighten up.
I had just placed her down when Bruno came out with our things. Gratitude filled my face and Bruno could see it. Even now, he was a very big help to me and never for one bit did he leave me. It felt like I was too lucky to have him in my life.With our luggages already sorted and brought out, we made our way out of the airport.
For some reason, people couldn't stop staring at us. A beautiful confident woman stepping out with an adorable five year old seemed to be the talk of the place. And no doubt, in that five years I spent away, my confidence level was at its peek.My phone rang out loud and looking at the caller ID, it was Evans calling.
"Clarissa, have you arrived? Or don't tell me you boarded another ticket to another city.
The boss won't be happy about it. Your constant nagging about not wanting to go to New York city has already put him on edge" his phone sounded from the phone making me to roll my eyes."Well.... Tell him to fear not. I have arrived safely and I'm in New York "
"Oh thank the heavens " he sounded. Evans was my colleague and also sort of a transgender.
But all in all, he has the greatest vibe and also helped me get sorted out in Chicago."Good. I don't know why the meeting was rescheduled and the project was shifted to NY but Listen girl if you hit the jack pot and seal the deal with Z's enterprises, trust me that's a straight win to hitting a promotion.
You will finally get that promotion you deserve besides, this is a big project for the c3
Besides, this is a big deal for the company.
Don't let that 'Man' hinder your thoughts okay?""Thank you for the encouragement Evans" I said with a smile to my face.
"Your welcome darling. Besides, the chances of you meeting him are like... One in a million. So don't stress it" he said.
"Yh... One in a million. I hope" I uttered heaving a heavy breath I didn't know I was holding.
Somehow hearing Evans voice did encourage me."Good. Now do well and hurry back here. I'm already missing my Honey pie"
And to that, he was referring to Sophie."I will"
"Before I go, the boss has already prepared everything for you and your little one. A hotel has been reserved for the two of you for tonight before you can move in to the apartment he had bought. So you'll see a girl at the airport. Her name is Miranda.
She'll make you comfortable okay love""Oh.. I.." before I could get to utter more words, the line got disconnected.
It wasn't difficult to find Miranda in the mist of the crowd as she was already holding up a sign that clearly wrote. 'Welcome to NY city Clarissa 'No doubt that was for me and that I guess was Miranda.
Both Sophie and I walked up to her for a gasp to leave her lips.
"Hi, you must me Miranda" I said beckoning with a smile.
"Oh my, you look so good in real life than you do in the picture.
You look stunning" she admired fully, her eyes going wild in bewilderment."Thanks"
"And whose this adorable little pumpkin. Geez, you're so cute.
Evans told me about you guys but didn't tell me you would look this good in reality" she said playfully touching Sophie's cheeks. A frown was quick to cast up her cheeks as she swatted Miranda's hand away."I'm not a pumpkin, I'm Sophie" she uttered with a pouted.
Miranda didn't take any grudge to it as she simply laughed out loud about it."And I'm Miranda. It's nice to meet you Sophie" said Miranda as she extended her hand to Sophie who hesitated but finally placed her hand In hers.
"So... I'm glad to see you guys arrived safely and I know you must be exhausted.
I'll take you to the hotel room booked for you tonight" she said gesturing we follow her. Miranda was quite the chatty type because as soon as we highlighted into the vehicle, she couldn't stop chattering none stop delving into the beautiful wonders and happenings of NY city.Their drive was just an hour journey but before they could fully arrive at the hotel, Sophie complained about having a full bladder and the need to ease herself.
Quickly, Miranda drove to a stop. Luckily for them, there was a toilet nearby."Kids" smiled Miranda.
Sophie had assured me and everyone that she could be a big girl by going to the restroom alone but when it seemed like she was taking a while in there, I got a little curious.And following in her directions,I called out her name repeatedly but there was no reply making my heart to race a little
I searched for her only to find her talking to a stranger. The smile on my face quickly faded and my eyes dilated in shock when I found the last person I ever wanted to see. It was LUCIAN25The preparations were set in motion.With the passport ready and our bags fully arranged, our departure sure did seem like it was set in stone but even with everything planned out, it sure did seem like something was bugging me.The worried look on my face I didn't know I had was seen by William who approached me with Sophie clinging to his hand."You seem worried" he uttered, hands stretched to massage the frown that spiralled up my face."Oh... I do?""Yes mummy. Is something wrong?" Asked Sophie titling herr head to the side as she asked.Both their eyes peered out to look at me."Of course not dear. Nothing's wrong.I guess mummy is just stressed out" I shrugged rubbing her head as I placed a smile to my face extinguishing the worry in her eyes.Stepping in front of me, William stunned me with his actions when he slightly bent down placing a soft gentle kiss on my forehead."I know what you're worried about. Don't think about it anymore. I'll surely find a way to severe the con
24"I can't seem to let you go Clarissa.I WON'T"Lucian uttered words that freely penetrated my ears and for a moment, my heart skipped a beat."Clarissa I'm..." Before he could utter the rest of his words, a sharp loud sound echoed round the room.Slap!It was an impact that turned Lucian's face to the side and left my palm to string from the slap I had delivered to his face."Shut up!Just shut up" through gritted teeth I spoke delivering him a death glare."You have no right to utter such words to me.Get this through your thick skull Lucian morningstar..."The way she called his name in full made Lucian to lift his eyes at me and all I could see was despair.He had no right to put up such an act of pity and regret. Not now that I have finally moved on. "I WILL NEVER EVER COME BACK TO YOU" I enunciated each word I spoke.My decision was firm and clear."Is that what you think?""Yes and I don't think so. I know so"I said to see Lucian nod his head.With a half smile on his lips,
23"I'M SORRY CLARISSA" he spoke.Lucian held Clarissa so close that he could feel her warmth.He felt the way her body tensed against him.The way a slight gasp eluded her lips."Lu... Lucian?" Stuttered Clarissa and only when his arms around her lessened with hesitation, she turned to fist her eyes on him."What are you sorry for?" She asked him.In his eyes his feelings could easily be told for the first time.Guilt.Regret and lots more."A lot of things. I'm sorry for letting you go five years ago.For treating you the way I did.For... For hating on you and not believing you when the entire world was against you" his gaze was lowered to the ground as though unable to raise her gaze to hers.Clarissa's eyes widened even more at his words. A slight pang of sorrow flashed through her eyes."Why?""Because I was foolish for not seeing what was in front of me""But why now?""Because I... I just found the truth. The truth about it all five years ago" he said wanting to say more but h
22"You drugged me last two nights. You wanted me to entertained that old man didn't you?Elena, are you really trying to sell your own sister?!WHY DID YOU DRUG MY DRINK?"I questioned heaving heavily as I stared at her."Clarissa what are you talking about?Weren't you drunk yesterday?" Responded Elena as she feigned ignorance."The hell! You know the truth so stop pretending" evidence of Clarissa's anger lingered in her voice."I told you, I don't know what you're talking about" she continued. Their voices was downed completely by the sounds of footsteps approaching.Looking behind Elena was Ethan. He was dressed so casually in his sweat pants, a cigarette to his lips and a lighter to his hand. "Damn you two. Can't someone have a peaceful morning without your ruckus?" He complained flickering the lighter on to lit his cigarette.Taking a drag, he came to stand beside Elena before puffing out the smoke."Oh, Clarissa. Didn't know you were the one here.What is it? Come to decide a
21EARLIER"William?"With my figure standing in the way and my eyes glued to him, I didn't realize how long I had been in that position until he fingers flickered my forehead snapping me out of my trance."Surprised?" He asked, head tilted to the side.My eyes went from Sophie who clung to his neck, to his face."Yes. Very much.You didn't tell me you were coming and how did you find your way here?""You didn't know?" He asked making the look of confusion to display on my face."I called last night trying to informing you of my whereabout but you weren't picking up. So instead I called Bruno and made him give me your address" he explained making me to recall last night event.Last night was a bit chaotic and seeing he called Bruno, Bruno must have forgotten to inform me when he saw my condition at the hospital."Hey, what happened to your face? You look pale?Have you been eaten" his fingers pinched away on my cheeks making me hiss.My reaction got a chuckle from him as he released m
20In a dim room illuminated by a dim lit candle whose flames flickered non stop was a man who hung loosely from the ceiling.Thick red blood dripped down his temple.Cheeks swollen on both sides and eyes as red as blood.Tears trickled down his cheeks as he mumbled words of pleas."Please... Forgive me..." The man was none other than the old hag Mr Ivan who along Traven had almost taken advantage of Clarissa.Footsteps approached in the distance setting him into a panicked state of mind."Really now" Lucian's voice boomed as he dragged the old wooden chair to seat in front of the man.A leg crossed over the other."I swear it. I'm sorry "Lucian's thumb went to the side of the lighter and with a tick sound, it's flame came to life revealing the cold expression on his face.It was such a pity that Traven wasn't here to take part in this torture.The incident that day had left him in a terrible state. Now, he was in a comma lying on one of the beds of the hospital."You dared to touch







