Chapter four

Some people call me a virgin, especially my doctor, but I partially think I am not.

Because I have had marvelous sex accompanied by a lot of orgasms by myself for as long as I have been active.

At my age, being a virgin is not a weird situation for a nerd like me.

 crazy bitch. My mind is shouting as I continue with my plan to have sex with a random guy.

Not only the books, and porn but also pap smear taught me. I need to have at least physical or mental attraction with the guy for anything passing in the lady parts to work its way up easily.

My body and mind must be at peace when all this goes down.

Which makes my plan increasingly complicated.

The way he communicates and makes me feel is important.

To make an experience, I won’t regret as I walk through my path of motherhood.

The sound of the notification on my first match on my laptop bar brings my complete attention to the task at hand. Five minutes in and someone is interested.

THIS IS A MIRACLE.

My heart is pumping high on happiness and full drive.

THIS IS A GOOD START.

I open the matching folder.

The first thing I do is scan his profile page for his age and then the looks before I go further.

Older men are the better choice. And a sixty-year-old man is asking for permission to proceed.

Most old men have had a lot of experience with life and are not up for playing games and would be gentle with me. That’s what I believe.

I hope they don’t disappoint.

I have gotten close to some older men, not in a physical sense, but through communication, and we speak the same language.

They had a better view of life and challenged my mind than men of my age.

These men had families. Had kids of their own.

I plan to use their weakness against them to lower their guard. I have everything planned.

They will never think I am tricking them into stealing their sperm.

I want to decrease tremendously the pool of men I am not looking forward to.

I am aware of how dating sites are clouded. That’s why I paid for a premium membership on this dating site.

Struggling is not a terrible thing, but all the people I know, including me, are struggling to pay bills.

That will delay my plan if have a large pool of everyone in it to choose only one.

That will cost me time too.

Killing my budget by paying for the most expensive hotel in Casablanca will bring a lot of freebies to my door.

If I put myself in their shoes, I would be someone wanting to go to Casablanca for free too.

But luckily, people allowed in this hotel are members of the VVIP community only.

It is a well-known concept that Casablanca Regency Hotel hosts very few in the country.

People like me visit Casablanca as tourists, we can’t stay longer than a week.

Not because we can’t save up for a whole week's worth of stay money.

But because of the few rooms set for tourists compared to the number of people who wish to step foot into the exquisite hotel.

My interest is someone who can afford high-end hotels.

Someone who will make it easy for me if I must stay longer at the hotel.

To get access to me in this plan, the match would need to be a wealthy guy with a lot of powerful connections; that is the plan.

It is not because I want to sell my soul or dignity.

But because I believe wealthy people don’t have time and the pleasure of falling in love easily.

The first thing I never want to happen again in my life is for me getting attached to a guy.

I will never allow myself to come close to falling in love.

Using high-end services only to match me means few could do that. My pointy hook in this plan is the Cannibal's certificate.

I also want a hospital certificate to prove the potential matches are clean and healthy.

It’s a no-brainer that going raw means being exposed to not only sperm but infections and I don’t want that happening.

As a hacker, I can print fake certificates from a lot of hospitals anywhere in the world, but Cannibals hospital certificates are impossible even for top hackers who are not me.

I will only accept certificates from the Cannibals Hospital, which is also a membership VVIP hospital.

After attempting fails in hacking into the Cannibals hospital systems, at the least I ended up with a tiny victory for getting copies forwarded to me.

It took me longer to hack into their system. That’s why my plan has taken years.

I will print all certificates that will be offered from today.

I have everything figured out on all the ways to eliminate the ones that are not serious from the beginning of my plan.

Brainstormed for days with all the scenarios on how these men would want to cheat just to get into my panties.

Playing each scenario in my mind. I thank God for the experience in dating apps.

I depend on my experience to help with the plan. I have tales to tell with extensive experience.

The worst experience with these apps comes from obsessed men, control freaks, and super aggressive to all kinds of insane humans out there.

I plan to see that everything that could be proved is true from the other end before everything backfires because of the carelessness of one man I can avoid earlier on.

Long distance was a bunch of horny fuckers wanting to sex text and send nudes to each other, which was not for me now in this plan.

If I opened my DMS and SMS now, the majority are lonely horny bitches that want the same thing I wanted a couple of weeks ago.

Someone to be there and listen to my sad, boring life or sometimes to be the man I fantasized about when I masturbated.

Complete focus on my plan is the target now.