ANMELDENTANISHA
My stomach dropped. He looked away from me immediately, hand now resting on Pepa’s thigh as if I’m the interruption, not the employee who just sprinted through Manhattan like an overheated courier pigeon.
Christof doesn’t raise his voice. He never had to. The authority was built in.
“Go to my office,” he said, focusing back on Pepa. “Print the finalized board briefing, prepare the conference room, and have the shareholder packets arranged before the meeting at two.”
It was barely noon.
It’ll take at least an hour. Maybe more.
My mouth was dry. My legs felt like they were vibrating. I wanted to tell him I’ve been doing everything for him, printing, scheduling, running errands, answering emails, running around the city like a deranged marathoner. But his gaze flicked back to me for half a second.
Cold. Impatient. Not up for discussion.
I held back the urge to roll my eyes. “Yes, Mr. Gustavo.”
I turned to leave, pulse pounding in my ears, Pepa’s “sweet-but-not” smile burned into the back of my skull as she cuddled into him.
Their laughter followed me as I walked towards the office door, like someone smacking me across the back with an open palm. Giggles, little whispers, Pepa’s syrupy voice dripping adoration, Christof’s low chuckle. Each sound was another invisible slap.
I limped like a wounded dog, my ankles were throbbing from the miles I practically sprinted. Every step sent a sharp reminder through my legs that I am, in fact, a human being and not the human equivalent of a delivery drone.
Robin, the receptionist noticed my struggling steps and gave me a sympathetic smile. I acknowledged him with a nod.
I pushed open the door to Christof’s office, an enormous, glass-wrapped museum of wealth, and shut it behind me. I wanted to throw something, break something. I didn’t, God forbid. One flick of my wrist and I’d be financially indebted to this man until the day I die.
So I did the only thing I could.
I tilted my head back, clenched my fist, and screamed.
Silently, of course.
Jaw opened, throat tight, no sound coming out. A pressure-release valve, muted but desperate. My face twisted, my eyes squeezed shut, and my whole body shook with the violence of the scream I couldn’t actually make. When I opened my eyes, the office looked back at me, lush leather, sleek marble, floor-to-ceiling windows overlooking Manhattan like Christof owned the sky.
I didn’t have time for a mental breakdown so I pulled myself together, I dragged in a shaky but determined breath.
“Board briefing,” I muttered to myself. “Shareholder packets, conference room. Sure, why not? Let’s ruin my ankles a little more today.”
I hobbled towards the printer praying it wouldn’t jam. Because if it did, I might have to silently scream again.
The office started thinning out when the clock hit six. People started drifting home to their normal, balanced lives. Meanwhile, I’m gathering Christof’s files, laptop, jacket, and whatever else he managed to scatter across his day like a spoiled royal.
End of business day, but not the end of my day. My body felt like overcooked pasta, soft, limp, and vaguely tragic. My job didn’t end when Christof left the building, not even close. I took the private elevator down to the garage, the one that only executives and their VIP staff used. The air felt cold, and his car was already waiting. A massive black luxury SUV with windows so tinted you could commit a crime behind them and no one would know.
His driver, Emil, gave me a polite nod. He was the only one who ever acknowledged me like a human being. “Long day?”
I forced a smile. “Just another Tuesday.”
He opened the front passenger door for me. My spot. Always my spot. Front seat, next to the driver, never in the back, that seat was for Christof and his stupid girlfriend Pepa. This morning, she sat beside him in the back like some perfectly curated decoration, whispering nonsense into his ear while I pretended not to hear. She laughed at everything he said, touched his arm like she was blessing him, and made videos for her “spend a Tuesday morning with me” vlog. For reasons unknown to me, she never included Christof in her ridiculous vlogs.
After minutes of waiting, I spotted him walking toward the SUV. Tall, immaculate, untouchable. Pepa wasn’t with him this time, a small mercy. He was speaking on the phone, voice clipped and authoritative, barely glancing in my direction.
He got into the back seat without acknowledging my existence, still mid-conversation, and the car started rolling. Christof demanded I drive down to his house every morning, carry his belongings, and ride with him to work while briefing him on the activities of the day. I mean I could very well give him the briefing when he arrived at the office but no, he’s evil like that. At the end of the day, I’d have to ride with him back to his apartment, pick up my car, and drive home.
We arrived at his estate, a sprawling mansion that looked less like a home and more like a billionaire’s architectural experiment. Every inch of the ground and rooftop, was filled with security guards armed to the teeth. What he needed so many security guards for, I had no idea. My car sat parked near the guest garage, waiting like a loyal hound. Emil pulled into the driveway, he steps out and opened Christof’s door. He quickly stepped out, walked towards his front door without uttering a single word.
Not a “thank you.” “Goodnight.” Or even a dismissive nod. I handed his laptop, suit jacket and briefcase to Emil. I have never been inside Christof’s house, and I never want to.
I headed to my car with screaming ankles, heart tired in a way that has nothing to do with muscles.
TANISHAWe started packing when the the sun had dropped low enough to bleed copper across the water.The river was a mess of broken light, flickering every time the boat caught a swell. The temperature had dipped, too. I felt the chill deep in my marrow as I reeled in my line, focusing hard so I wouldn't repeat the disaster where I nearly hooked my own shoulder.“Careful,” Roman said.“I’m practically moving in reverse.”He stepped past me, moving with a heavy, certain kind of balance, snapping the rods into their racks. The boat rocked under his weight. I white-knuckled the railing until he reached for the cooler, the lid shutting with a solid, final thud.The air on the deck was thick, smelling faintly of river water, metal, and fresh fish. My sweatshirt sleeves were pushed halfway up my forearms, and despite washing my hands twice already, they still carried traces of bait and cold lake water.River water.Whatever.Same difference.I crouched beside the tackle box near my feet, s
TANISHA I sat across from him near the center of the boat while he opened a bottle of water and handed it to me.The plastic felt cold against my fingers.“So how did you even learn this?” I asked.Roman leaned back against the seat, sunlight catching briefly against his watch.“Self taught.”I blinked. “Seriously?”“Yes.”“That’s actually impressive.”His shoulder lifted faintly.“I wanted to learn so I did.”I nodded before taking another drink.The river moved steadily around us, soft waves rocking the boat beneath our feet. Overhead, gulls circled lazily against the pale afternoon sky.“How often do you come out here?” I asked.“Not very often.”“Too busy terrifying the corporate world?”Roman looked at me calmly. “I terrify people instead. Not as time consuming as the corporate world.”I let out a breathy laugh, shaking my head at the joke.Roman smiled fully, enough that something unfamiliar tugged unexpectedly low in my stomach. His eyes crinkled slightly at the corners whenev
TANISHASome of my weekends belonged to Roman now. Which still sounded ridiculous in my head sometimes. Months ago, I would have puked at the thought of sacrificing my sacred weekends to willingly participate in obscure activities with one of the most unreadable men I had ever met.Yet somehow, here I was. On a fishing boat, holding a fishing rod, in the middle of the Hudson River. The breeze across the river was sharp enough to pull a few strands loose from my bun.Sunlight flashed sharply across the surface of the river every time the boat shifted, bright enough to force me to squint occasionally. Somewhere farther across the water, another boat drifted slowly past, small against the endless stretch of blue-gray river and tree-lined banks.I stared down at the rod in my hand, then at Roman. The back at the rod.“This still feels unconventional to me,” I said.Roman sat across from me near the stern, one arm resting loosely against his knee while he adjusted something on his reel. T
TANISHAPepa stepping out of the office with a stiff spine and murder in her eyes was my signal that it was finally safe to go back in.The sharp rhythm of her heels carried across the lobby as she walked to the elevators, cream-colored wool brushing against her knees with each stride.Her eyes landed on me. If she looks could terminate lives, mine would’ve been ended immediately.I responded to her death stare by smiling and waving at her. The elevator doors slid shut in front of her. Only then did she break her stare.And the second she was out of sight, the laugh I had been holding burst out of me.I bent forward slightly, pressing my fingers against my mouth as it escaped anyway. My shoulders shook once. Then again.Oh my God. The way her smile had frozen and shattered once she saw my desk had to have been the most interesting part of my day. She had turned red so quickly, like someone had thrown gasoline onto her nervous system.And honestly? After the amount of nonsense she put
CHRISTOFThe office was quiet enough for me to hear the faint scrape of paper against Tanisha’s desk every time she turned a page.The sun had dropped low enough to turn the glass beside her into a dark polarizing filter. Outside, Manhattan was just a blur of neon and and stop-and-go traffic, thirty stories down. The executive floor eased into a slower pace after six. Most departments had already emptied out, leaving the expansive space cloaked in a deeper silence. Tanisha sat at her desk, reviewing legal documents, one leg crossed beneath the other. Her attention fixed on the file in front of her. The sleeve of her blouse had slipped slightly down her wrist. She pushed it back absentmindedly without looking up.The air conditioning hummed softly overhead. It was too cold. I noticed it in the way her fingers curled briefly before flattening against the paper again. A small movement, repeated enough over the last few days for me to recognize it now.She rubbed her thumb once agai
TANISHAThe fourth day was somehow worse than the first. And I had a feeling each day was going to continue getting worse. I had started timing his private calls out of frustration.Twelve minutes, twenty-three, seven. One had lasted forty-one minutes and I was forced to stand outside the office long enough to possibly witness the collapse of my lower back.At the moment, I was at nineteen minutes and counting. I stood outside the office holding my tablet against my chest while the frosted glass doors remained firmly shut behind me.Again.The executive floor stretched long and polished beneath the afternoon light pouring through the windows. Reflections moved faintly across the marble floors each time someone walked past. A phone rang somewhere in the distance before abruptly stopping. The scent of coffee drifted from the break room nearby, warm and bitter against the colder air circulating through the building.Meanwhile, I had been temporarily evicted from the office I now apparen
TANISHAThe door shut behind me, sealing me inside his office like a verdict. Christof didn’t bother sitting. He stood near the window instead, hands in his pockets, posture deceptively relaxed.He turned slowly. His flared nostrils, and cold eyes, were the only indications that he was upset.“Tell
Even Christof paused, brows lifting a fraction. Pepa? Requesting leftovers? In her thousand-dollar dress?She fluttered her lashes at him like she needed permission to breathe. “I’m starving,” she added brightly, “and I just adored the salmon. Didn’t you?”I pressed my lips into a fine line. What g
TANISHAI stepped off the elevator, heels clicking against marble, and walked straight to my desk, everything was exactly as it should be. Phones rang softly, screens glowed, people moved with purpose. Except it wasn’t. Christof’s whereabout was unknown to me.I had pulled up to his house thirty mi
CHRISTOFIt felt like I was explaining colors to a blind person. Why was I even explaining so much, I’m pretty sure she knew how a date went. And with this new feisty personality she had just revealed, she would be able to handle herself around Roman.Her jaw tightened. She stared past me, at the w







