[Fia's POV]
"MAG ta-taxi nalang kasi ako," giit ko at hinila ang kamay ko mula sa kamay ni Kayden. My shift in his steak house has ended and I'm heading to Violet's birthday. He just came in about thirty minutes ago at pumunta lang dito para ako sunduin. I insisted that there was no need for him to fetch me pero nagpumilit parin siya.
It has been a routine. Hinahatid sundo niya ako. He even informs me of his whereabouts kahit hindi ko naman tinatanong. Thankfully, he was careful. He agreed on us not being public. He only holds my hand and...kisses me kapag kami nalang dalawa. Well, except now. He won't let go of my hand.
Alam kong hindi tama 'tong ginagawa ko but I don't want to deprive myself of him. I need him. Ang daming tumatakbo sa
[Kayden's POV]I KNOW I look like an idiot right now. Probably worst. But I love her so much that I drowned in whatever pride that was left in me. It hurts as f*ck that I don't even get to hear a single word from her every time I tell her I love her. She doesn't have any idea how much that f*cking hurts. Sobrang sakit.But who am I to complain? I was the desperate fool here. Hindi ako mapagpasensiyang tao pero kailangan kong maghintay. It was what I learned from my father since I was a kid. I've witnessed how patient he was in dealing with my mother and her one-of-a-kind temper. My dad's a great guy. And I wanted to be that guy for her if she will only accept me.I may not look like a religious guy but I have always prayed for her love. I'm praying tha
[Fia's POV]"Kayden..."napapikit ako at napakapit ng mahigpit sa balikat niya nang magsimula na niyang halikan ang tenga ko. His tongue was wickedly laving my earlobe. Yung mga kamay niya ay nagsimula naring humaplos sa maseselang parte ng katawan ko. I felt one of his hand creep under my skirt while the other was cupping and squeezing one of my breasts."I want you now, Fia..."he mumbled, slightly twitching his hips, letting me feel how rock hard he was for me."Kailangan... nating gamutin... ang su-gat mo...at tsaka baka may makakita sa'tin dito..."I whined, fighting against his tormenting lips and fingers."I could live with my bruises but
[Kayden's POV] "Kayds?"she asked while she was making small circles on top of my chest. Her hot and naked body sprawled on top of me. "Uhm?"I mumbled while I ran my fingers through her hair. It had been always our routine. We'll eat dinner together then we decide if we'll stay at her place or my place. This thing, I have to be very careful. Our families can't still know. I didn't want her to drive me away or ask me to leave again. I could live with this kind of setup even without the reassurance of having her in the end than her asking me of leaving her now. I could live with pain but I don't think I could live with the idea of her not being with me anymore. Hindi ko kaya.
[Kayden's POV]"Fia?"I asked when her sobs had slowly died down.She took a deep breath and moved her head from my neck to my chest, resting one cheek against it. My neck and the neckline of my shirt were soaked with her tears. She had probably cried for good old half an hour now. And I let her without saying anything. I'm scared that she'd say things about how hurt she is right now because of my brother again. As much as possible kapag magkasama kami ay iniwasan kong mapag-usapan si kuya o ang kung ano mang tungkol sa kanya. I might hurt her or I might hurt myself more.She sniffed."I'm sorry I was just too carried away. Nakita ko kasi yung album mo. Nainggit ako nung nakita ko si Cassy during her debut. I had this girlish dream of
[Kayden's POV] "I love you..." My heart pounded so hard, I could literally hear it drumming my ears. Was I too carried away with this make believe fairy tale at kung anu-ano na ang naririnig ko? She sobbed and tightened her arms around me. "I'm sorry..."she said with a cracked voice."I'm sorry if it took me just now to say na mahal kita..." Pakiramdam ko, bigla akong nanlamig. Even air failed to pass by my lungs. I stopped swaying and held her shoulders with my trembling hands. I gently pushed her body. "A-nong sinabi mo, b
[Fia's POV]HINDIko napigilang muling mapa-iyak ng mapagmasdan ko ang sonogram film. The sonogram indicates that my baby was seven weeks and four days already. My baby looks like a toad but it has a heartbeat.Halo-halong emosyon ang naramdaman ko ng marinig ang tibok puso niya kanina. I was worried and scared but apart from those feelings, I was also relieved kasi healthy siya. Parang hindi parin ako makapaniwala that a growing life is inside my womb right now. Masaya rin pala ang pakiramdam. Kahit hindi pa siya napapanganak at kahit unexpected ang pagdating niya ay mahal ko na siya. I guess, any loving future mother feels the same way as I do.Actually, I was so excited to do this ultrasound last week pero ngayon lang ako nagkapanahon. Nag leave kasi si Aya kaya naiwan sa akin ang steak house. Ka
[Fia's POV]"Cas..."I rested my face in my hands. D-did Kayden tell her? Who else knows?"Huwag kang mag-alala, Ate. I won't tell anyone,"she answered, reassuring me."Sinabi ba sa'yo ng Kuya mo?"Nagtaas ako ng tingin sa kanya. The door to the kitchen was closed so we couldn't hear what was going on outside.She shook her head and turned her back para kumuha ng baso sa cupboard."Walang sinabi si Kuya, "she sighed and faced me."Naalala mo nung birthday ni Kuya, Ate? I don't know but I felt something so strange when I saw the two of you. Lalo na si Kuya. I have never seen him look at someone else kagaya kung p
[Fia's POV]"BABE, wake up,"I felt Kayden whisper against my ear while his arms and legs were all wrapped up to my body."Uhmm..."I whined and decided to go on sleep mode again. But the jerk that he was tickled me with his kisses. He tauntingly brushed his lips to that sensitive skin of my ear. Naglakbay rin ang halik niya sa mga mata ko, sa ilong, sa pisngi, sa labi, sa leeg, sa dibdib..."Uhmm Kayden..."I tried to open my lids and raked my fingers to his hair." I'm tired..."inaantok kong sabi.He chuckled and raised his head para salubungin ang titig ko."You're one lazy lazy baby lately."He squeez