Chapter 4

Tama nga talaga sila, when you're broken, you have the tendency to do stupid things. And that's exactly how I feel right now.

I don't know why, but when Felix hurt me, I immediately thought about Fletcher. In his arms I felt safe and secure. The second I felt miserable, I thought of him like he was my shelter, like my body already knew where to run.

Maybe it's my libido talking. Maybe it's the stress. Or maybe it's because he looks exactly like Felix. I don't know. I don't even understand what's going on with me. It's like I can't control myself.

But then I remembered what Fletcher told me: to make up my mind. How will I treat him? What kind of relationship can I give him? Am I ready for a new relationship? Or is it just my fear of being alone, that I just need someone in my bed to warm me?

It's unfair to be indecisive about what I want. He said it himself, he's busy, and he doesn't have time for second-guessing. We're already old enough to know what we want.

I assess my feelings right now. Right now, I feel like I'm not up for dating or any relationship. I just can offer fling or any sexual relationship, pure sex no feelings attached. I researched about fuck buddy. I read some in the reddit sites. Being fuck buddy means that it's pure sex no feelings attached just how I like it. It's good.

I knocked on the door. I hearn Fletcher voice.

"Come in, it's open.

There, I saw a pretty woman she was sexy, her hair was curl like springs ready to bounce. He avoided my eyes and quickly exited the room. I found it weird but didn't really mind it.

Nang makaharap ko si Fletcher ay bigla akong 'di nakapagsalita. I feel awkward. Paano ko nga ba sasabihin 'yung naiisip ko? Ako ba unang magsasalita? Parang gusto kong magpalamon ng lupa. Dumagdag pa 'yung expression niyang napakalamig. Like pa'no ba huminga kung kasama ko siya?

"Have you decided?" He finally ask. Lumunok ako at kinalma ang sarili. I can do this. We're adult.

"Y-yes i have." Tumaas ang kilay niya, urging me to expand my answer.

"Um... We can be fuck buddy." I said acting brave.

He smirks and then scoffed.

"Do you really know what it means?"

Kumunot ako. I researched. Paano niya nasabi na hindi ko alam. Matanda na ako, so I knew what I was doing.

"Of course, just sex and no feelings attached."

I confidently said.

Umayos siya ng upo, yung dalawang kamay niya ay pumurma na parang nasa business deal siya.

"Okay. You're telling me that we will be a fuck buddy. As far as I know a fuck buddy will just meet just to fuck. Can you manage that?" He said smugly.

I laugh without humor.

"Of course. Kay nga iyon ang prinopose ko. I can manage that."

Tumango siya pero mukhang 'di kumbisado.

"Really? Knowing that being a female you're already in disadvantage because you're more emotional?"

I felt insulted. Nanggigil ako. Mas lalo tuloy akong ginanahan para patunayan na mali siya.

"Emotional? How could you say that?" Tanong ko habang nakakuyom ang kamao.

He smirked.

"It's based on research and you're proving it just now."

"Damn, fuck you!"

"Yes, fuck me." He bite his lower lip.

Sa galit at insulto ko ay hinila ko ang damit niya at malalim siyang hinalikan. I frenched kissed him and I felt him smirking. I ravished him and bite his lips until it bleeds. He then pushed me...

"Dang, you really love rough." He sexily smirks.

I rolled my eyes.

"By the way you're not allowed to kiss me." I said and his smile vanished.

"You just kissed me!"

"It's the last.

"But I love kissing you! You also love kissing me, don't you?

"It's to create boundaries between us.

"You just kissed me.

"I said it's the last. I'm just proving a point okay? Look who's emotional right now.

"You're difficult!

"I am and I'm proud of that.

"Tss, fine. What else? Tell me already about your conditions.

"Just like I said, just sex no feelings attached. You don't need to do extra gestured like what a couple are doing, just pure sex, nothing else. We're not allowed to fall in love with each other. If one of us falls, we should not continue."

He smirked.

"It applies to you too? The condition, i mean?

"Yes, of course."

"Fine I agree.

Walang ano-ano ay hinila niya ako kaya napaupo ako sa lap niya. He then kissed me in my cheeks. He licked my ear and my jaw, and back again at the corner near my lips. He was a fucking tease. I felt like he was enjoying this so much and I can't help admiring how smart he is. Then he pulled down my skirt, opened his zipper he then rubbed his dick at my pussy without entering.

"You think you'll be able to control me with your conditions? Woman, I know a lot of how to tame a girl. I'll make sure you will be yruly satisfied with my performance that you will only think of me..."

"Let see about that. "

My pussy is impatient and have been pulsating continuously begging for attention as Fletcher continues to rub his dick. It made me feel desperate and needy. I want it to insert inside me. It made me insane, my mind is caught up in between satisfaction and edgeness.

I tried to move and make his dick entered me but he held my hand tightly, stopping me from doing what I want.

His hot breath tickled my ear. "If you want something you need to beg. That's my simple condition."

Biting my lower lip, feeling desperate and horny, "p-please, Fletcher. Go inside me already. I really want you."

He bit my earlobe, hugging me tightly and then he suddenly entered. My breathing hitched. The pain and pleasure are fighting within me.

Bumayo siya nang sagad at mabilis. Naririnig ko ang salpukan naming dalawa. It turned me on. I was feeling delirious, he rammed me mercilessly not being gentle and it surprised me how I like it. He then pinned me at the table while my back is turned toward him. He slap my ass and I can't help but moan.

Hinawakan niya naman ang buhok ko at sinabunutan habang patuloy siyang bumabayo. Ginanahan ako sa kakaibang sensasyon na hatid ng pagsabunot niya sa aking buhok habang naglabas-masok ang ari niya sa akin.

"You really like rough, huh?" I just moan as a response.

Dinila-dilaan niya ang likod ng leeg ko at kinagat kagat. Nakakakiliti ang paraan ng paglalaro ng dila niya. Hindi ko maiwasang tumirik ang mata at inangkla ang aking braso para mas lumapit sa 'kin. Ilang beses niyang sinipsip ang balat ko at hinalikhalikan. Lumipat naman ang kamay niya sa bibig ko.

"You didn't tell me that I can't touch you lips right?"

"Mm, r-right."

Suminghap ako ng pinisil niya ang labi ko dahilan kung bakit nakapasok ang mga daliri niya sa bibig ko. Naglabas-masok ang mga daliri niya sa bibig ko habang binabayo niya 'ko. Our collision is getting slopier as my pussy is getting wet as he rammed me.

"Take out your tongue." He commanded and I followed.

In between his second and third fingers he put my tongue between them. He then turned us together in front of the mirror.

In the mirror I could see the reflection of the two of us. As he fucked me from behind, his left hand pulling my hair, his right hand in my mouth, and his eyes looking at me darkly in the mirror. It felt weird and scandalous. It was a new experience but I kinda enjoyed it.

Seeing the reflection of us makes him driven more. Nanggigil siyang binayo ako at sinabunutan, na ang nagawa ko lang ay kumapit sa mga braso niya.

"Ahh, F-fletcher..."

"Yes, Baby... You're fucking tight, damn... You're damn pussy is strangling my dick."

I rolled my eyes and I saw his eyes darken as he watch me in the mirror. His jaw clenched. Nararamdaman ko na lalabasan na ako.

"Ahh... F-fletcher... Ohh... I'm cominggg."

Patayong niyakap niya ako at hinawakan sa leeg kaya mas sumagad ang ari niya.

"Ahhh..."

Nanginig ang mga hita ko nang sumabog ang looban ko. Nagpatuloy lang si Fletcher sa pagbayo habang tumatalsik ang likido.

"Ahh." Napasigaw ako dahil hindi ko kaya ang kakaibang sarap na nararanasan ng katawan ko. Humiwalay si Fletcher sa akin dahil sa panginginig ko. Ilang segundo pa ay binalik niyang ipasok ang kaniya habang nanginginginig pa 'rin ako. Ilang pasok niya ay nilabasan na naman ako kaya napahiwalay ulit siya. Sa pangatlong pagkakataon ay ipinasok niya ulit, ngayon naman ay iniangkla niya ang dalawang braso niya sa dalawa kong braso at binayo ako nang binayo.

"Ahhh. F-fletcher... Ahhh." Hindi magkawayaw ang ulo ko kung saan ako papaling, napapaiyak na rin ako sa sarap.

Kahit na ilang beses na akong nilabasan ay nagpatuloy siya sa paglabas masok sa akin.

At hindi ako nakakapalag dahil mahigpit niyang hinahawakan ang kamay ko.