My Lust Desire

Chelsea's POV 

  Someone once told me that we all have our demons and their job is solely to prick our minds and show us a fragment of hell whilst whispering in our ears. But why show me a fragment when I can bring the whole hell to your very own doorstep.  

My name is Chelsea .A. Mateo , the A is for Amanda but only my Mom gets to call me that name.Unlike everyone else, I know my demons, their names and their home addresses. Some call me a nerd but I don’t let that bother me, I just want to make my Mom proud with straight A's.My demons came in the form of all the boys I've known especially Ethan and his father. I used to attend Bridgerton High School till my parents got a divorce. My parents always have an argument either about me,or about my Mom's work…they just fight over unnecessary things and that really affects my Mom. After the divorce I moved to New York with my Mom leaving my Dad and two of my older siblings behind. I must confess, being with my Mom is super cool because she allows me to take whatever I want,do whatever I feel like plus the daily three hundred dollar bills,unlike my Dad who acts like a douche bag.You might be wondering what my Mom does for a living? Well,she is into real estate and don't get it twisted,my Dad is super rich too. I am currently a student at Maplewood College,one of the biggest schools in New York city. I was always bullied by the Lucky Charm Boys especially Ethan…pttf…their thought alone irritates me. Ethan, the head of the Lucky Charm gang,likes lurking around me like a cat making me feel uncomfortable. He is the son of the mayor, popular,rich,tall, handsome,comes to school in a Lamborghini and every senior girl's dream. He likes flirting with girls and changing them like underwear.

I was sitting at my usual spot in the cafeteria during lunch break trying to focus on the lovely lunch made by my mother and the girl's little chitty chatty talks about the latest Korean drama.

“Hemm” one of the girls gave a pretentious cough as they all stood up to leave the desk.

As I turned my head to know why the girls reacted like that, my eyes met with Ethan, with a smirk on his face.

I rolled my eyes and turned back to continue with my lunch determined to ignore him this time but it was of no use. I suddenly felt a tap on my shoulder, knowing that he was the one, I turned sharply at him “What do you want this time Ethan? ” I snapped at him.

“Hey Mama, are you not happy seeing me today? ” He said with a low but seductive tone. “You want some? ” He said, handing me a Hershey's Milk Chocolate Bar.

“If I want some, I know where to get some” I said, slapping off his hand.

I expected him to get mad and just walk away but he still stood there, his eyes scanning through my uniform while he smiled lustfully.

“Ethan,what do you want? ” I asked and sighed in resignation

“ I want you mama” He grinned at me and said. There was a mischievous and suggestive undertone to his expression hinting at something more than just a casual statement. 

“ You can't have me Ethan. Do I look like one of your dolls? ” I asked

There was a look of disbelief crossed on his face as he frowned in confusion. “ What do you mean by that?” He asked 

I gave out a fake yawn “ I'm tired of this conversation” I said while I tried to pack up my lunch and leave the table for him but was held back by his grip. A smile tugged on his lips as he said “ You don't have to leave because of me, I know you like me. I will see you after school mama”

I rolled my eyes and sat down back to continue with my lunch.

I felt a cold hand cover my eyes and knew it was no other person than Vivian.

“Vivian, I know it's you already ” I giggled

“Hi bestie ” She said while she sat beside me. “ I just saw Ethan leave here. What does he want ”

“ same old, same old ” I said while trying to mimic our Math teacher's voice and burst into laughter.

“Chelsea,you should really consider his offer. He is handsome, catchy and I bet he knows how to dance. ” She said and smiled mischievously.

“Ughh, that's disgusting” I said, frowning in disgust. 

The bell for the next class rang, I packed my remaining lunch and walked back to class with Vivian.

Back in Class, I could feel Ethan's gaze burning a hole in the back of my head and couldn't wait for the class to end. When the class was over, I went into the changing room to change into my cheerleader's outfit. While I was changing, I caught sight of the door swinging open. Quietly as a whisper, someone walked in delicately leaving only faint traces of their presence. Startled, I turned around only to find Ethan peeking from behind, inadvertently invading my privacy. My heart pounded as I noticed the door locked behind him. He had his arms inside his pocket, his expression unreadable. I hurriedly packed my uniform in my backpack and was about to leave him but he reached out to my arm.

“Where are you going? ” He said ,his grip tightening. 

He pressed me against the wall, creating an electric tension that spoke of desire. I opened my lips to call for help but was silenced by his warm lips pressing against mine. His fingers tracing my zips as he skillfully unzipped my top unraveling a cascade of sensations that whispered into the realm of intimacy. My leg turned jelly as he tenderly caressed my already exposed breast giving me shivers. His hands, having left the tender curve of my breast, embarked on an exploration downward tracing a path to the contours of my ass. In this bold dance of passion, he handled it with a hint of roughness, each touch contributing to the symphony of desire that enveloped me. My arousal surged as I felt myself already wet. He leaned towards me after the warm, passionate kisses, accompanied by a whisper of intimacy in my ears“I want you mama” His voice sending down shivers to my spine. Simultaneously, the palpable heat of his hardened dick pressing against my stomach as I moaned gently. 

With a lingering trace of intimacy, he gently zipped back my top, his touch now returning to a casual demeanor.

 “ Catch you later” He said, excusing himself like nothing happened as he left the changing room. 

Surprised at what just happened, I clutched my backpack tightly, a makeshift anchor grounding me in the aftermath of the charged encounter as I found my way to the cheer gym. 

“Chelsea you look like hell” Becky said when I walked into the gym room.

“ I'm fine” I gulped and gave out a fake smile.

“ You look like you just witnessed a ghost. ” She said and laughed.

“Emmm… What's the time ” I asked Becky

“I don't know. I didn't come with my phone. Check your watch” She said as she raised her eyebrow looking surprised.

“Yeah,I forgot I have a watch” I said and gave a fake laugh.

“ Yeahh” She said, nodding in disbelief.

“Emm… I think I have to go, I'm not feeling to well” I said and gulped nervously

“Okay. I'll see you tomorrow ” She said and gave me a hug.

I ran out from the hall as I hurriedly left the school compound.

“ Taxi!” I called out for the taxi “ Fifth Avenue please ” I said to the taxi driver while I entered the taxi.“Keep the change” I said while alighting from the taxi. 

I saw my mom's car parked by the garage and was surprised. My Mom is always busy and never comes home by this time. I walked into the house expecting to see her.

“ Oh, sweetheart, ” my Mom said, looking at me with concern. “ What's wrong? ”

“Nothing Mom. I'm okay, just stressed and hungry” I said while she looked at me skeptically but didn't want to stress on the issue.

“Okay,well I got you some chocolates and they are your favorite” She said smiling

“To'ak!”I said jumping excitedly

“Yeah!” she said as she chuckled softly.“Go have your shower and come down for your dinner by 18:00 okay”

After dinner, My mom told me about her seeing someone and her plans on getting married to him already. 

“ I'm happy for you Mom” I said, giving her a hug.

My mom smiled and I could see the love in her eyes.

“Mom,why are your cheeks red all of a sudden?” I said, teasing my Mom.

“What?” my Mom said, trying to hide her already shy face. She chased me and we ran around the kitchen. 

My Mom was happy and I didn't want to ruin that for her. I'm glad and happy that she is happy.

“Come here pumpkin, ” she said when she finally grabbed me. “ I love you ”

“I love you too Mom ” I said, giving her a hug.

“ I will be late tonight. I have a date with Jason” she said and winked.

I laughed at her mischievous wink and went back to my room with some strawberries. I threw myself to my bed and sighed in relief. The thought of Ethan flushed to my mind as I remembered the incident that occurred during the day. I somehow wished he was with me on my bed to continue from where he stopped. I pushed the thought aside and tried to think about the present.

“Ting” a message popped in my phone and I thought of Vivian. I know she will be worried about me after my strange display. I picked up my phone to read the message.

“Hey Mama. You have nice boobs though 😜. Dream about me… Love from Ethan". 

Just when I'm trying to shove him away from my mind he comes back dropping a message. My heart skipped as I felt goosebumps all over my body. In the privacy of my own thoughts, I delicately traced my boobs, lost in a world of vivid imagination of Ethan's gentle caress, I let out a soft moan as the thought of him enveloped my mind.