Chapter 18

Current Location: Crossing paths mall

It was currently Monday, and I was at the food court with Natasha. I agonized over whether I was going to tell her about what I did to Derek. In the end I decided I would. I needed to talk to someone about it before it swallowed me whole. Though Kyle knew and he saw what happened with his own two eyes, I really wanted to talk to Natasha about it.

"Natasha I have to tell you something horrific that I did. I am not sure how you are going to react or if you are going to even want to be part of my life after this. I trust you more than anyone, and if I do not talk to someone about it, it may very well drive me insane." With deep concern on her face Natasha responded with" Come now Emma. How long have we known each other? There is nothing you can do or say that will break our bond! Our friendship, or rather sisterhood, means more than anything in the world to me."

I looked at Natasha with tears in my eyes. "You mean the world to me as well. That is why