Masuk*******Tessa*******My mom stood right in front of me, the rage and anger in her eyes was different from every other one that I have seen before, I could tell how mad she was.The silence in the room was totally caused by my atrocities and for the first time I wished I had never let my feelings get in the way of things.Isabell's grip on my arms is the only thing that brings me back to reality and I know that both her and my step dad are looking at me.Tessa, she whispered my name barely enough for anyone to hear as she stared at me.Tell me all of this is some kind of sick joke and you’re just joking , don’t tell me Nicolas is saying the truth.I tried to say something, maybe defend myself but when I opened my mouth the only thing that came out was muffled and a low groan. My mother looked like she could smack my brains out in an instant and Nicolas looked like he had just worn a trophy.“Tessa, we need to leave” Isabel whispers as her grips on me tightened even mo
********Tessa******** I stared at my phone for the 100th time as the caller kept calling over and over again. My eyes caught the familiar pair of brown wheels that I had seen the first time that I found this coffee book reading shop.All my life and living with my step dad this has been one of my favorite spot considering the fact that I loved reading whenever I felt bored at home and broken I always come here and what hurts most is the fact that Nicolas was the person who brought me here before I turned 13 because he saw how much I loved reading.Everything about this place reminded me of him, the stupid messy face he would make whenever I asked him to pick me.I had betrayed him ,he was hurt and broken comfort but yet I was still amongst the person that broke his heart .After Nicolas left ,I didn’t wait for Killian to comfort me. I walked away and somehow he let me go with interrupting as if he knew exactly what I needed.I met Abigail, the daughter of the owner of
****** Tessa******* Nicolas looked like he would pass out, the look on his face haunted me and even as I tried to act strong my heart was breaking.The only thing I had wrapped around myself was his t shirt on the table as I ran after him, there was no fucking way I was letting him go out in anger.“Nic , nic please just listen please I beg you in whatever we have, please I planned to tell you after the wedding” I cried desperately as I grabbed his arms but my touch on him was faced with a hard impact as he swung my hands away and turned to stare at me.For the first time, this wasn’t the Nicolas that smiled at me or made me feel comfortable or the Nicolas who would do everything for me, this time he looked like a different person and there were marks of tears sticking at the corner of his eyes.“Please, I beg of you, please”“You lied to me” you fucking lied to me Tessa, you looked me straight in the eyes and showed me how dumb I was. I didn’t mean to, I didn’t know how to
********killian******I spent a whole week away from the woman that I thought that I couldn’t do that with.After Rico threats , I knew I had to do something because there’s no way in hell I was going to sit and watch him ruin the one woman that I care so much about.My brother's wedding was coming up and even though Nicolas had asked me to be his best man , I didn't feel too comfortable doing that and it was the only response why I told him that I hadn’t thought of it .Last night I arrived at my fathers mansion but yet I still decided to stay away unlike my two fucking best friends who were gaming the tine if their lived already. I tried to act nonchalant to the fact that she was here, but seeing her in that red strip dress was exactly what I needed.I knew that I wanted her in my damn bed and that was what I did.Even though Zade and Luca wouldn’t approve of whatever we had going on I knew that they wouldn’t dare to say a thing because no one wants to say it but I know.I slowl
********Tessa*******Nicolas wedding If there was one thing I hated more than anything, it was my mom throwing an extra party and then I have to stand an act like the perfect little girl that’s so grateful for her step father's riches when I do not want to be here at all.My mother didn’t want to hear any of my nagging about why she shouldn’t have the party that she had planned out in her head for a long time but each time she would only remind me of the luck I had and how much I must show my great fullness.But this time this party wasn’t just for my mom it was literally for the boy of my dreams, my nics wedding.Heaven knows how much I have been dying for this day.I could still remember the first time I found out about the engagement , it felt like the world was going to end and I would die a slow lonely and painful death.I don’t feel a damn thing for Nicolas anymore. I had realised that whatever I felt for him was mere attraction and nothing more.Isabel came along w
**********Tessa ********** I should be having the perfect night, curled up in my bed while I enjoy the warmth and everything that comes with it but instead I wasn’t where I had imagined I would be.A ride in Killian's car after not seeing him for a whole day was the least thing I expected . I think I have grown accustomed to his way of life that I see it as nothing, I knew that regardless of how much he stays away he was always going to return to me.Killian had been surprisingly calm to me since he came to my place; he didn't even let me finish before he told me to tag along with him.I could never say no to him. Being with him alone gave me so much joy than I could have ever fathomed.The familiar route. And the place reminded me of the first drive I had with him in that car, maybe somehow I knew exactly where he was taking me to.I would say that I have known Killian for such a short time but the man was so different.He loved water I could tell that he did he spends most







