The silence the next morning was a different kind of cruel.
It clung to Sebastian like a second skin—cloying, heavy, damp with what hadn’t been said. He moved through the kitchen on autopilot, his scent muted under the artificial brightness of citrus dish soap and syrup. The twins were a blur of sound and motion, but even their youthful Alpha energy didn’t stir him the way it usually did. He poured juice, flipped pancakes, nodded when Camden demanded sprinkles. He laughed at Caleb’s knock-knock joke like he meant it. But his smile didn’t reach his eyes. He didn’t even notice Ezra wasn’t there until Mia muttered, voice flat: “He left early again.” Sebastian blinked. The absence slammed into him. No sandalwood. No spice. No warmth hovering behind him as he cooked. No possessive hand on his waist. Just air. Stale, scentless air. He cleared the plates before the boys had finished eating, letting the clatter of dishes cover the sound of his own breath hitching. He could smell his own lavender—faint and shaky—rising with his pulse. By ten a.m., he was in his office, facing his first client—a quiet twelve-year-old girl with round glasses and a silence that mirrored his own. Her scent was nervous, uncertain—like rain hitting cold pavement. He smiled gently. “You don’t have to talk right away, you know. We can just sit. That’s okay too.” She shrugged, twisting the sleeves of her hoodie. He didn’t rush her. Let the scent of rain and lavender settle between them. Finally, she whispered, “Sometimes I think no one really sees me.” Sebastian didn’t flinch. “I know that feeling.” “Do you?” she asked, squinting up at him, scent sharp with disbelief. He gave her a small smile. “I live in a house with three pups and one very large Alpha who thinks he’s subtle when he’s not. And still… sometimes it’s like I’m the one making all the noise but no one’s listening.” That earned a crooked smile. Barely there. But it counted. He offered her a coloring sheet, then picked up a pencil and sketched beside her. “We’re not invisible. Even when it feels like we are.” The rest of the day was a blur of scent and sound. A boy who reeked of fear and clung to his mother’s sleeve. A girl who punched walls and smelled like burnt ozone. A woman whose scent was dry with exhaustion, crushed under the weight of motherhood. Between sessions, Sebastian told small stories about the twins. Caleb’s new obsession with beetles. Camden demanding to eat his sandwich upside down “because gravity.” He smiled. He laughed. But he didn’t mention Ezra once. By the time his last client left, his own scent was all wrong—twisted tight with fatigue and something unnameable. A dull ache settled between his ribs. He was halfway to his car when his phone buzzed. Ezra > Can you pick up Mia from her friend’s place? Stuck at a site. Won’t make it back in time. Sebastian > On it. No kiss emoji. No apology. He stared at the screen longer than necessary, scent cooling around him. That night, the house was quiet. Too quiet. Mia was in her room. The boys had passed out on the couch watching Bug Wars—again. Sebastian stood at the sink, hands submerged in soapy water, trying not to notice how his own lavender clung too tightly to his skin. Like loneliness. Then the door slammed. Ezra came in dripping wet—hair plastered to his forehead, scent sharp with wet earth and something stormy. He didn’t say a word. Just moved past Sebastian like he wasn’t there. Not a brush of fingers. Not a glance. Not a whiff of recognition. Sebastian turned, hands still damp. “Ez—” “Not now.” His voice cut through the air like a blade. Sebastian wiped his hands, heartbeat kicking up. “Don’t talk to me like that.” Ezra stopped in the hallway. “Like what?” “Like I’m some stranger in your damn house.” Ezra turned sharply. His scent was wild now—anger and adrenaline undercutting that familiar spice. “You mean my house? The one I own? The one I—” Sebastian recoiled. His own scent spiked with disbelief. “Wow. That’s where we are now?” Ezra dragged both hands through his soaked hair. His eyes were red-rimmed, his chest heaving with breaths he didn’t want to release. “I didn’t mean it like that.” “Yes, you did,” Sebastian said quietly. “You just don’t want to admit you said it out loud.” Ezra turned away. Pacing. His scent was chaos—hot and unsteady, biting at Sebastian’s nose. “It’s been a long day,” Ezra muttered. “It’s been a long month.” Ezra’s fists clenched. “Can you just—drop it, Seb?” But Sebastian stepped closer, scent curling out—lavender dense and focused, steadying. He lowered his voice. “You think I haven’t noticed? The calls you take outside. The way you flinch when I say your name. The way you haven’t touched me in days.” Ezra didn’t speak. Sebastian took another step, standing close now. He could feel it—the heat between them. The hum of scent meeting scent. Alpha and Omega. Storm and bloom. “If there’s someone else—” “There’s not,” Ezra snapped, stepping forward. “Don’t you dare.” “Then what is it?” Sebastian’s voice trembled. “Why do you smell like guilt?” Ezra opened his mouth. Closed it. His scent faltered—cracked. “Don’t look for me. Stay away. I don’t believe you.” Sebastian froze. The words weren’t meant for him. He could tell by the way Ezra’s voice flattened. By the way his scent dulled as if retreating into memory. “Who were you talking to today?” Ezra didn’t answer. And that silence—that familiar, echoing silence—told Sebastian everything. “Don’t lie to me,” he whispered. Ezra looked away. “I’m not ready.” Sebastian’s chest compressed, lavender dimming to something crushed. “For what?” Ezra said nothing. So Sebastian walked away. His back straight, his heart thunderous. He didn’t look back. Sunday morning arrived with the hiss of the shower and the bitter scent of black coffee. Sebastian moved quietly through the bedroom, reaching for his sweatshirt. Ezra’s phone buzzed on the nightstand. Once. Then again. Then again. It wasn’t curiosity. It was instinct. The screen was still lit when he passed by. Just one glance. One heartbeat. Clara. Not a contact. Just a name. > You can’t ignore me forever. We need to talk. I’m sorry I scared you. I’m not the enemy, Ezra. Sebastian didn’t breathe. Her scent wasn’t even present, but the implication flooded him. The water stopped. He turned, left the room without touching the phone. Without touching Ezra. Minutes later, Ezra stepped out—towel low on his hips, collarbone slick with droplets. The scent of clean skin and raw, damp Alpha heat filled the hallway. Sebastian didn’t say a word. Ezra paused, took him in. The distance. The silence. Then leaned in, slow. A kiss. Sebastian let it happen. He kissed back. But his scent had changed—cool, composed, unreadable. Ezra’s was questioning. Unsteady. Seeking. Sebastian met it like smoke curling around flame. Because this wasn’t comfort. It was a test. A question asked in the dark. And Sebastian—pretending he didn’t already know the answer—kissed like maybe he didn’t smell the truth. Like maybe, just maybe, he could forget. But scent didn’t lie. And neither did silence.The knock on the bedroom door was soft at first. Barely a sound—just a faint tap, like a leaf brushing glass. Then again. A little firmer. A little faster.Ezra stirred, thick-limbed and sunk deep in the warmth still clinging to his skin from Sebastian's touch hours earlier. The scent of lavender still lingered faintly on the sheets—intimate, sweet, unmistakable. Beside him, Sebastian shifted with a low hum, brows creasing as his lashes fluttered open.Another knock. Ezra blinked awake.The door creaked open.Sebastian sat up sharply, tension drawing his spine taut. “Mia?”She stood framed in the dim hallway light, arms wrapped around her middle, swallowed in one of Ezra’s old band tees that clung damply to her legs. A sharp citrus note reached them—her scent, usually faint and clean, was suddenly bright and sharp. Wild. Unfiltered. The kind of primal shift that tugged at something deeper in both men, something instinc
He bent Sebastian forward over the shelf, one hand braced against his hip, the other roaming freely beneath his clothes. Sebastian’s scent flooded the space, sweet and trembling, ripe with need.Ezra’s mouth followed the line of his spine. He groaned at the sight—the bared back, the trembling legs, the soft Omega smell that clung to Sebastian’s skin like a secret.Belts fumbled.Zippers. Jeans shoved down to thighs.Ezra exhaled, shaky, hand dragging down Sebastian’s back to grip the base of his spine. “Fuck, Omega…”Sebastian moaned at the name. His fingers curled around the edge of the shelf, the wood grounding him while his mind spun.Ezra entered him in one smooth, devastating push—groaning deep, jaw clenched, hands tight on Sebastian’s hips like he couldn’t bear to let go.Sebastian gasped, the sound strangled against the shelf. His knees trembled, back arched instinctively to take more. His scent poured o
Ezra's hand slid to the small of his back, thumb pressing slow circles into soft cotton.Sebastian didn’t look at him.“I’m mad,” Sebastian said. “Not just at Clara. At you.”“I know.”“I feel like I’m holding all of this together while you get to come in and play hero.”Ezra rested his forehead against Sebastian’s temple. “I’m not playing anything. I’m fumbling through it just like you.”“You’re not the one getting hit.”Ezra closed his eyes. “You’re right.”His hand came up, fingers grazing Sebastian’s cheek, just under the red mark that had already started to fade.“I should’ve stopped her at the door,” Ezra said. “I should have. I didn’t—and that’s on me.”Silence stretched between them like a held breath.Sebastian still hadn’t looked at him.But Ezra didn’t let go.“You called me baby,” Sebastian said finally, voice brittle.Ezra’s voice dropped to a wh
Mia lowered her eyes. “She slapped Seb,” she whispered. “So I slapped her.”Ezra’s head turned toward Clara slowly, deliberately, like every vertebra in his neck had to be convinced.“Did you hit him?” he asked, voice quiet, almost disbelieving. Too gentle to be safe.Clara’s jaw tightened. “She poured cold tea on me,” she snapped. “That little brat—”“She made you tea,” Sebastian cut in, sharply. “You called her a stupid brat. An orphan. You said Ezra would sell her cos she's an omega.”Ezra’s entire body locked up. His stance didn’t shift, but something in the room did—like all the air had gone still and heavy.The twins whimpered softly, like they could feel it too.“She’s a pup,” Sebastian added, voice calmer now, but no less sharp. “My pup.”Clara scoffed, arms crossing. “You’re not her father.”“I am in every way that matters.”Ezra moved then. Just a step forward—but it felt like the gro
Sebastian rose. Slow. Purposeful. The faintest hint of lavender wafted around him, soft and intoxicating, wrapping Ezra’s senses before Sebastian even touched the dryer. He turned it off, the quiet hum cutting out, leaving only the scent and the silence.His shorts slipped to the floor in one graceful motion, the fabric whispering against the wood. He climbed onto the machine with the same calm certainty he used when soothing a child mid-meltdown—only now, his fingers trembled slightly as they braced the edge. Legs parted openly, unashamed, the scent of lavender growing stronger, warmer, sinking deep into Ezra’s skin, unspooling something raw and unfamiliar.Ezra stood between them, sweatpants already pooled at his ankles, but it was the sharp, spicy undercurrent of his own sandalwood and spice scent mixing with Sebastian’s gentle lavender that set the air electric.Sebastian reached for him—not the waist,
It was two a.m. The house was silent. Not peaceful—heavy. Sebastian padded into the laundry room barefoot, hoodie sleeves pushed up, curls still damp from his last restless toss in bed. The room was dim, lit only by the faint blue flicker from the washer’s display. He didn’t hesitate. This was habit now. Folding shirts, pairing socks, smoothing out creases. He moved like the rhythm kept him sane. He was scenting heavy tonight, glands no longer tucked neatly beneath control, and the air around him pulsed with it. The dryer’s hum filled the room. Lavender clung to the air—his own scent, soaked into every breath, every thread. It was everywhere. Stronger than usual. Clinging to Ezra’s clothes, coating the walls, seeping into the house like a territorial fog. Sebastian knew why. Earlier that day, his doctor had frowned over the results. The bloodwork. The scent tests. The scent sa