Masuk
Maxine’s POV
“I don’t want to be here,”
“Oh, come on. This is going to be fun,” Kristen said as she dragged me into the nightclub. That was my first time entering into a place like that and the bass of the music gave me goose pimples all over my skin.
The place vibrates, and reeks of alcohol, and the people are dancing and drunk. Kristen looked more excited and started moving her body according to the music.
She is my roommate at the dormitory. We are both art majors, but we’re totally opposite to each other. She’s tall, lean, and outgoing, while I stand five feet two inches, black, petite, and an introvert. She’s everything that I’m not.
It was my childhood dream to pursue art as my career. I got into a prestigious institute and now my dream is coming true. Since I haven’t explored anything other than art, I’m in quest of new things with much hesitation.
“Hey, look at those guys. Shall we join them?” she asks.
“I don’t think so,”
“Okay, you stay here, I’m going,” she left me and went to talk to a bunch of guys. I don’t judge her but she’s wild. Without knowing anyone how can she party with them? Perhaps I’m too scared. I watched her talking to them and she went with one of those guys to dance.
The reason I’m here is to try new things, I’ve been in a shell for almost all my life and now I want to explore this world with my eccentric roommate. She asked me to accompany her and agreed hoping to have a new experience.
I went to the bar and ordered Vodka shots to the cute bartender. This is my first time going to drink. I want to know how the alcohol feels in my system.
With a strange excitement, I drank the vodka shots and felt something weird when the alcohol mingled in my system. I feel like the world is spinning around me. The lights were going out of focus and came back to focus again.
It gives me feelings, I never felt before. When I slowly forget my surroundings while sitting at the bar, the sounds go off and I become dazed. I just want to lie down.
“Are you okay?” a masculine voice startled me.
I looked at my right side to see a handsome male, wearing all black. What’s so peculiar about him is, he’s wearing sunglasses in the nightclub.
“I’m okay,” I said and got conscious of my surroundings.
But the man kept looking at me, I could feel it even though I was not entirely sure.
“You look drunk, how much did you drink?” he asks and the answer is on the bar counter.
“Just two vodka shots,” he chuckled and removed his glasses to reveal his magnetic blue eyes.
I cut off my admiration and had a frown on my face.
“That’s none of your business,” I said.
He smiles.
“Did you come here alone?” he asks. I look at him wondering why he’s so interested in me. I looked closer at his face to see the fresh scar above his left eye which looked like it was going to stay permanent and a bruise on his cheek.
“You got into trouble and got punched in the face?”
He smiles.
“What’s your name?” he again questioned instead of explaining what happened to his face.
“I told you, it’s none of your business,”
“Hey, Maxine,” Kristen shouted and waved at me when she saw me with a guy.
“Maxine, huh?” he said my name for the first time and I never knew that would be the start of ruining my life.
“Yes, it is,” I frowned.
“Is this your first time in here?” he asks.
“Yes,” I nodded.
I thought I was here to talk to strangers and he looked like an interesting character. Why not talk to him?
“Is that your friend?” he again asked her a question.
“Yes,”
“Why is she with those guys? Do you know them?”
“No, she just went to socialize,”
“Why are you here? Why don’t you go and join them?”
“I’m not like her. I’m a bit shy,” I confessed. I don’t know why I did that. His eyes were looking at her curiously.
“Then what you’re like?” he asks.
“I don’t think you should know those things,” I said.
He again smiled, sipping his drink. “Why not?”
“I don’t know you,”
“You want to know me?”
The way he asks that and the way he’s looking at me, I realize that he expects more than a small talk with her.
“Well, what’s your name?” I ask.
“I’m Thomas,” he answered.
“What happened to your face?”
“I got into a fight?”
“Fight? With who?”
“With my buddies,”
“Are you a gangster or something?”
“Yes, I am,” he said and I looked at him in surprise. I didn’t expect that.
“Now it’s my turn,” he stopped me.
“How old are you?”
“Twenty,”
“Why are you here?” he asks.
“The same reason why everyone is here,”
“To hook up with someone?”
“No,”
“To get drunk?”
“Maybe,”
“Don’t get drunk. It’s not safe to be in here,” he advised.
I smiled. “Why do you care?”
“Because you look like a good girl,”
I smile again at his compliment.
“Yes, that’s true. It’s my first time,”
“I can see that. Are you a student or working?”
“I’m a student. Art major,”
“Art, that’s interesting,” he smiles.
When I was about to ask more questions, Kristen came there and disturbed everything.
“You’re missing out on all the fun,” she dragged me with her.
I looked at Thomas, and he looked the same as me. I didn't want to end the conversation here, but what’s the point of talking?
I went with Kristen to the dance floor.
“That guy looks handsome and weird,”
“No, he’s friendly,”
“You don’t know anything Maxine, you must avoid troublemakers,” she said.
That’s true, Kristen is right as she has much experience. But my gut feeling is telling me that he’s trustable. His eyes were honest and something sparked in it.
The amusement park buzzed with laughter, music, and the smell of popcorn drifting through the cool evening air. Maxine stood near the entrance, holding Noah’s small hand, scanning the crowd for Thomas. She hadn’t seen him since their last meeting, and though she told herself she was here only for Noah, her heart thudded faster than she wanted to admit. When she finally spotted him walking toward them, she almost didn’t recognize him.Thomas wore a pair of black slacks and a maroon sweater, his hood drawn up to shade half of his face. Despite the casual clothes, there was no mistaking the quiet authority in his stride. His tall frame — six foot three, easily — stood out in the crowd of families and children. He looked slightly out of place among the flashing lights and laughter, yet somehow, the shadows seemed to belong to him.Noah squealed, breaking into a run. “Uncle Thomas!” he shouted, his voice cutting through the noise.Thomas bent slightly, catching him in one arm as Noah hugge
Noah had always been a chatterbox, but lately, his words carried more weight than Maxine could handle. Over dinner one evening, he began animatedly telling her parents about his visits to Thomas’s place — the large penthouse with a view of the skyline, the mountain of toys stacked in one corner of the living room, and how “Uncle Thomas” made the best orange juice. Maxine froze mid-bite, her fork hovering in the air as her parents exchanged delighted glances.“Oh, so he’s got a nice place then?” her father asked with genuine curiosity, clearly trying to picture this man who had suddenly stepped back into their daughter’s and grandson’s lives. Her mother smiled warmly, “At least he’s doing something for Noah. It’s good that he wants to be part of his life now.”Maxine forced a smile, her insides churning. “Yes… maybe,” she murmured, pushing her plate away. It wasn’t that she didn’t want Noah to have a father figure — it was the thought of Thomas, of his dangerous connections and shadowe
Maxine sat hunched over her desk in the university library, the dim light pooling over her scattered sketches and notes. Her earphones were plugged in, Tim Buckley’s “Borderline” drifting through the speakers, filling the silence around her. The haunting melody usually helped her focus, grounding her as she worked on her thesis — her final year project that had consumed her days and nights for weeks.Her pencil moved in steady lines across the page, tracing the gentle curve of a shoulder, the soft outline of a face. But tonight, no matter how much she tried to concentrate, something felt off. Her strokes lacked the fluidity they usually had, the precision that defined her style. There was a subtle tension in her hand, like her mind was elsewhere.And then, without warning, his face flashed before her eyes.Thomas.The memory was so vivid that she almost dropped her pencil. His expression — calm yet unreadable, those piercing blue eyes that seemed to look right through her — appeared i
The rest of the evening, Maxine thought it best to keep her mouth shut and avoid asking Thomas about his life. Every question she wanted to ask died on her lips before it could find a voice. There were too many things she didn’t know about him—too many shadows surrounding his existence—and she had learned long ago that curiosity could sometimes be dangerous. Especially when it came to Thomas.Instead, she busied herself with small, meaningless observations. The sound of rain tapping gently against the floor-to-ceiling windows. The distant hum of the city beneath the penthouse. The faint ticking of a wall clock that seemed to count every passing second of the uneasy peace between them.Thomas was sitting on the floor beside Noah, showing him the new toys he had bought—cars, action figures, and a wooden puzzle that looked far too expensive for a child his age. Noah’s eyes gleamed with pure excitement, his little hands darting from one toy to another as he giggled with delight.“Uncle, l
Maxine took a deep breath as she tightened her grip on Noah’s small hand. The moment felt strangely heavier than she had expected. It had been nearly a month since she last saw Thomas—or rather, since she last saw Damien, as she sometimes caught herself thinking of him. She had tried not to. Tried not to recall the way he used to watch her in silence, or how the air seemed to shift whenever he was near. After that first shocking encounter at the construction site, she had promised herself not to go down that path again. No calls, no messages, no unexpected visits. She told herself he would disappear, like he always did. Like a passing storm.But two days ago, he called.His voice was low and calm, yet beneath it she could sense something almost fragile, a trace of hesitation she had never heard before. He asked if he could see Noah. The question had caught her off guard. For a few seconds, she had no words. When she finally agreed, it was more out of instinct than logic. They decided
Maxine knew she couldn’t keep it from her parents any longer. The guilt had been gnawing at her for days, sitting like a heavy stone in her chest every time her mother asked about Noah’s school or his new routine. She was tired of lying by omission, tired of holding back the truth that had been burning in her throat since the day she decided to let Thomas see their son. That evening, after dinner, she gathered the courage she had been trying to summon all week and finally told them.Her mother looked surprised at first, her fork pausing midair as Maxine’s words sank in. Her father, on the other hand, leaned back in his chair, his expression unreadable, his eyes steady on hers.“So you’ve finally decided,” he said after a long moment, his tone neither approving nor angry—just calm, as though he had seen this coming all along.Her mother was the first to speak again, her tone softer. “It’s good that you’ve made up your mind, sweetheart. It’s better this way than keeping him away from hi







