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2025-03-05 22:00:06Patricia
I slept for a good six hours since I didn’t have much sleep the previous night. I reluctantly pulled myself out of the bed and waltzed straight to the bathroom. I needed to get myself cleaned up. Nelly would be coming back home soon.
I went to the kitchen some minutes later to make myself something to eat. I was reminded of my last attempt at talking to Ethan. The sandwiches I made for him were still in the fridge. Was he going to skip dinner too? Or he’d get takeout just as he did with lunch? Was he never going to eat from home anymore?
I found myself scrolling through the messages on the office group chat sometime after I was done eating. My own guilty conscience had made it a habit. I was afraid news about my ‘affair’ with Bryce would have started spreading, but there was nothing like that on the platform.
How did Ethan find out then? Did Jessica do this? I couldn’t picture her as that kind of person. Besides she promised to let me ha
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