Chapter 53 embarrassed

Probably because I'm used to being used and betrayed, I didn't break down this time.

I no longer cried as a rebellion as I did when I first saw the cruel nature of life, because I learned that tears are useless.

I didn't argue, I didn't make a fuss, and I didn't shed a tear.

I just calmly left, walked back to the ward in silence, took off my shoes, laid back down on the bed, and pulled up the covers to cover my head.

I was a little calmer than I expected, I didn't even have my heart rate or body temperature rise faster. I just lay there quietly, pretending I hadn't woken up.

If I had to describe how I feel right now, it would be like... I was once a grass, I spent a long, long time rooted to the earth as a home, I thought I could live like this for the rest of my life, suddenly one day, a gust of wind uprooted me, rolled up into the sky, I began to wander.

Suddenly the wind blew me down to a rooftop and I stopped and had a brief moment of peace.

For me, Xavier was the roof of chance e