Ep4

I understand that you may despise me for the sins I did, but one thing I am certain of is that God does not despise me.

I make every effort to make everyone happy for me, yet all they care about is obtaining whatever they can and then ditching me. I'll look at my mother and cry because she's not the same as she was before my father's death; I'm trying to be decent and nice and to put things right; I'm aware that I've made a lot of mistakes in the past, but I want to remedy them all.

Remember when I told you about the guy at my school who wanted to date me? Well, guess what guys, he raped my friend and she became pregnant; I'm not sure if it was rape or she desired it, but I was relieved it wasn't me at the time.

I had a buddy named Chiso; I'm not sure how to characterize her, but she's a mischievous young lady.

She pays me a visit at work at night and suggests that we go to a club after I finish.

I've always refused her and never committed such an act in my life.

My mother abused her