Elena’s pov;
All I could feel was the darkness.
Endless misery.
I wanted to get away but I was stuck.
Stuck in that exact same spot. The same hole which had drowned me.
I wanted to feel.
Sitting on the floor, my back against the wall I thought about several possibilities that if my father was still here with me could we be a happy family? Would my mother love me? Would I be normal like every other kid is?
Bringing my knees to my chest, I wrapped my arms around my myself. Inhaling a deep breath, I tried to calm my breathing. My head dropped to my knees and I closed my eyes, listening to silence that enveloped me.
Silence was always so known to me. Silence was something I seeked out for.
Some people hate the idea of being alone but to me alone was something I preferred. My own personal space.
A lump formed within my throat. My hands started to shake. Several tears gathered in the corner of my eyes.
The scene kept replaying again and again.
I was hurt. And no one cared.
Droplets of sweat formed on my forehead. I had to stay calm, but I couldn’t.
Soon I found myself shivering, short breaths emerged out of my mouth. The lump grew bigger.
My gaze started to get blurry and all I could see were black dots as my heartbeat escalated quick.
Getting up quickly from the floor, I succumbed towards the side table where my iPod was placed. Tears ran down my eyes. My shaky hands flew to the table searching for it hastily.
Breathe Elena, Breathe in and out. It will be alright.
Knocking the vase which was beside it, I flinched from the sound. It shattered into pieces but for now it wasn’t my concern. All I could think was I couldn’t breathe. The panic state led me to trip over my own foot and I landed straight on the glass shreds.
I shrieked out loud.
The shreds sticked to my cheek and palm. The blood slowly dripped down.
I was a mess.
Getting up hastily again not caring about the pain, I searched for the only thing which could help me calm down but all I could feel was the emptiness.
Where was the goddamn iPod?
My sweaty hair sticking to my face made me look like I was some crazy fuck.
I felt my breaths coming out short. Counting backwards, I tried to regain my breathing but it was useless.
Black dots appeared and I fell on my feet. My temple once again kissing the floor with a thud. I tried to get up but all the energy had drained out.
Coughing out, I tried to soothed out my dry throat.
The only option was to crawl towards the door.
Lifting myself up only to get dizzy I placed my hands on my head to stop the headache that was forming.
Crawling slowly towards the door, I reached it, only to find it locked by me.
The energy had left me. I couldn’t stand. My body was shaky. Blackness had appeared infront of my eye.
Gripping the door knob I tried to get up but it was useless. Useless just like me.
My breaths came out as pants. It was hard to breathe. My teary and bloody stained face. The open wounds had been erupting pain.
I banged on the door lightly. “A-Anyone?” I choked out. My own voice felt foreign to me.
“O-Open t..t-the door p-please.” I said out loud as I could but all I could hear was the ringing within my ears.
Banging on the door once again, I coughed.
My throats was filled with spikes. All I could feel was the dryness. Dryness that was killing me slowly.
“H..H-Help..” I whispered out.
I knew no one could hear me. It was useless for me to scream for them.
Moving away from the door, I slid on the floor. Only to be met by the darkness that was engulfing me.
I was strong. Strong enough to stay alive. Strong enough to tolerate this panic attack. Strong enough to see the next day. Strong enough to see the smiling faces.
Bringing my knees to my chest, I curled up in a ball.
Whimpers were heard around the room. I cried.
I cried for myself. I cried for my pathetic life. I cried for my mother.
Soon enough the darkness welcomed me in its embrace and slowly I fell into a deep hole.
H..Help me s-someone..
With that thought I finally slipped into the wave of darkness with a small smile rested on my face.
3rd pov;There she layed still.No one bothered to check the poor soul who had been knocked out.Pain struck face.She shivered on the cold surface.Tear stained face. Droplets of water dribbled down her forehead.Her breathing heavy and slow.Several hours later, she gained her conscious back. Her energy had been drained out. It felt as if her limbs were dead. Her body still shaky from the panic attack she had.Lifting herself up slowly, she sat on the floor, her head hung low. The curtain of hair falling on her face.She blew a breath out.Getting up slowly with the help of the bed, she went towards the bathroom. Her reflection was sad just like her.‘No one helped me..’ her words rang in the silent atmosphere.’No one cared..”A sarcastic chuckle erupted from her.‘I am definitely loved aren’t I?’ She sarcastically spoke.Turning the tap on, she splashed some water on her face to get rid of the sweat. Her eyes bloodshot. A small red puffy nose. Her cheeks flushed. Her hair was a me
3rd pov;Elena halted.He looked at her, expecting an answer. But all she could think about his blankness emotions.Something shifted within her.Without thinking the words left her mouth, “It's okay to be weak sometimes.”The darkness in his eyes was haunting and eating his soul. She never knew how a person was capable of having such eyes. Yes, she was young but she had met a lot of people but he was something else, something cold and black.The ink on his arms showed it all. His way of escape was to write and draw and the canvas? was himself.Averting his gaze he didn't bother to answer her. Elena sighed and took that as a cue to leave until his heavy voice stopped her.“Weaklings are dangerous.”She frowned at his words. She slowly stalked back to the isle and stood a few meters away.“They lose their loved ones very quickly since they cant protect them from the dangers.” Elias hissed, his deep blue eyes penetrating her soul.His eyes reflected the color of the ocean. Dark ocean w
3rd pov;Silence invaded the room. Each passing minute seemed to pour the tension in each of their hearts.Elena sat on the chair next to the brown oak desk. Fidgeting with her hands in her lap, she couldn't relax. All she could think was he heard her. Saw her weakness which she had tried to bottle up.She heard shuffling in the corner of the room, looking up her eyes trailed towards Lucifer who was busy going through his medical things.Sighing, she bit her lip. Maybe I should go. She thought to herself.Hearing the footsteps coming close to her, her head tilted upwards to see him standing infront of her with some surgical gloves on.Lucifer grabbed a chair from behind the desk and sat infront her. Looking through his supplies he took out a pair of tweezers.His orbs settled on her and she gulped. “Stay still and if it hurts just tap my thigh, okay?” She nodded weakly.His eyes captivated her. They were a beautiful color. A color that brought happiness. A color that could keep you sa
3rd pov;“Mommy, mommy! Guess what I did today!” The little girl came running towards her mother who had visited her after several months.Her eyes filled up with disappointment when she saw her mother wasn't giving her any attention but rather was on the phone like her life depended on it.The girl stood next to her. Her hands gently grabbing the piece of her velvety dress. Tilting her head upwards to her mother, she nudged her gently. “Mommy?" Her mother gave her spare glance and went back on talking to the other person on the phone.“Mommy, I.. I learned something t-today.” She hesitantly said hoping her mother would acknowledge her. She nudged her mothers leg again but was stopped by her icy glare.The little one retreated her small hand back towards her chest. Her eyes were glistening with unshed tears. Backing away, she held her head down and walked back to her personal nightmare, the room.She sat on the ruptured futon. Cotton was sticking out from sides. Her back always ached
3rd pov;Life is a beauty.The beauty in which the time stops and all you see is butterflies and rainbows.But some people have to face the harsh reality of life where you only experience pain.Elias picked Elena up and immediately dashed too the front door, Lucifer trailing behind him. Grabbing the keys he tossed them too his brother.“Be quick, Luc.” He yelled. The girl in his arms looked so fragile and dead. All he could see was the pale skin, dark circles and hollow cheeks. ”Did she ever eat?” He thought.Getting in the backseat with her still in his lap, Lucifer joined him in the drivers seat. Soon they both drifted towards their family hospital owned by them.“Bring her in conscious Elias, till we reach there.” Lucifer spoke, his knuckles turning white from the way he gripped the steering.Elias could feel his heart quicken. “Elena, Elena wakeup.” He tried to shake her but was met with silence. “Luc, she is not responding, just hurry.” He panicked.“Please wakeup.” He said once
3rd Pov;“Look, I made your favorite dish today.” The little girl giggled as she looked at her caretaker who was busy typing on his phone.“Buddy, look.” She excitedly brought the dish towards him, just below his phone. “Get the fuck away, moron.” He rasped out making her flinch. “But.. but I made it for you, since it’s my birthday.” She whispered out. “Do you really think that I would eat anything made by you? You must have poisoned it for all I know.” He seethed out.She hesitantly backed away, knowing that he was correct.She had poisoned the food.Biting her lip, she broke her gaze away from his and slowly retreated back towards the kitchen in disappointment. It was the only way she could leave this household, away from every nightmares.“Elena, stop.”She immediately turned around, seeing him a few inches away. “Did you actually poison it?” One of his eyebrows rose. “N-no.. I.. wo-wouldn’t.” She stuttered out. Beads of sweat covered her forehead.“Are you lying to me?” She shook
Elena’s Pov;You are my universe. And I wont let you feel any pain. This line is just enough to melt a frozen heart.Stirring in the bed, my eyes slowly fluttered open, a white ceiling coming in-contact with my eyes.Light snores filled up the room. Tilting my head, I saw Elias sitting on the chair, his fingers entangled were with mine.I gulped at the sudden wave of fear that flashed against my skin.My erratic heartbeat displayed on the monitor beside me which beeped loudly.Instantly Elias shot up from his seat, his eyes landing on my stiffened body. “Hey, hey baby, it’s alright, you’re okay.” His hands caressed my hair gently making me calm down.“Yes, just like that. Breathe. Slowly.” He cooed, placing a kiss on my forehead.The foreign feeling once again attacked my stomach. My body felt odd, but in a good way.My heartbeat had approached its normal speed, making me sigh in response. Parting my cracked up lips, I croaked out in a broken way, “W-Wat..er."Immediately getting up,
3rd pov;A week had passed by since Elena was admitted in the hospital.She had refused to speak to anyone regarding her scars and her life. She had lied perfectly through her teeth that she was clumsy as hell and she often got herself hurt. Cliché, isnt it?All she wanted was to drown in her sorrows.The once torment filled girl had nothing left but agony.Elias tried too make her feel comfortable but the emotions had overflowed within her, left her squirming.Even he was conflicted.Today she was gonna go back to the mansion. There was no such place as home.“Elena, are you ready?” Damien asked the girl who blankly gazed out of the window. She nodded, absentmindedly. “Lets go then.”They both strided out, towards the entrance. Elias had already left yesterday and now it was her turn waiting for time to pass by, like always. She could give a thousands reasons for it.The sky was painted in grey. The chilly breeze that flew by, left a trail of goosebumps on her exposed arms. She misse