Second Time Around (English Version)

"Why don't you want to leave that Vejar, Fayra? Are you really that numb and martyr?"I snorted at Lyden's words. The annoyance in her tone was obvious.This line of her is not new to me, ever since she found out that Mateo and I are still not good as a couple, she has always encouraged me in this situation. I can't blame her if she's annoyed with my husband. Of all the people in my life, Lyden is the one who notices Mateo's true treatment of me.And that started at our wedding reception.The day after I received my college diploma, my parents made the decision to arrange my marriage to one of Don Madeo Vejar's grandsons. And that is none other than Mateo Alarkin Vejar.At the reception He didn't move closer to me, he didn't even support me since my gown was so long. When Mateo became heartless toward me, Lyden saw everything. She confronted him, and they both got into an argument. Fortunately, the guests were too busy talking to notice what they were discussing."You know. If you val

I sighed and sat down on the sand. My tears are falling on their own again. Why is it painful to love? If only I could drop them on the Vejars maybe I wouldn't be crying now. But to think that Mateo will be more angry with me, I feel weak. I don't know where else to go. I don't know what else to do. What decision will I take and can I still live the life I have. "M-Mommy..." I called out to my mother as if she could hear my complaints now. I seem to want to come back to us and let my whole being feel real comfort first.I want to return to my parents, where I can experience real love and feel deserving of it. To experience the unadulterated affection that only exists in my family, I want to return.I want to go back to my mommy's arm and cry like a toddler again to ease my pain...If only could. If only I could, I would do it right now. I will cry on my mother's shoulder as I tell the world my grievances. I want her to calm me down by rubbing my back and humming a song she used to l